What was it that completely destroyed your life?

what was it that completely destroyed your life?

for me it was being born in the middle of nowhere 7 hours from a major city with really poor parents.

anyone else got fucked out of life?

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Sounds like paradise you cuck.

My father is bipolar, my brother a sociopath and my mother didn't care about me. Became a porn addict to cope, and now Im impotent.

its freezing cold with shitty weather with no girls or people around and you cant even hobbies out here because there's no shops or anyone else to do anything with

plus i live in a really broken down house

Learn skiing, maybe? Or hunting or shooting, even throwing axes?

>get raped at age 4
>transferred from kindergarten to kindergarten with varying social statuses, never connected to any of them and completely enabled my autism
>move from school to school, once it got bearable and connected to people, move to another
>because of bad genes, had ugly puberty, fucked up my self esteem considering my parents were also financially struggling atm
>become complete fucking shut in doing ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT indoors in front of my computer
>despite being naturally good at learning and being consistent with grades with minimal effort, i started giving actually 0 effort and fucked up my future completely
>realize that i fucked up
>no will to live, no future plans, very little confidence, 0 friends, nothing makes me happy

what went wrong? i cant name one thing, maybe it was my parents that enabled my depression and lazyness, i dont know, maybe i was just destined to fail from the moment i was born from my parents that never taught me anything and just gave me their problems and insecurities, maybe im just a crybaby that can turn everything around, despite seeing no point in it. i hate the very core of how things work and i refuse to play the game, maybe it's because world really is flawed and i am its casuality, or maybe i just hate myself and all my objections and criticizms are just projections of my deepest insecurities. i dont know what keeps me alive at this point, it's probably that if i killed myself, i'd waste so much resources my parents wasted on me and just be even more of a nuisance to everyone in my life, i am past pain and suffering, or even happiness and enjoynment, i crave only purpose that i cant ever find. i am complete waste of oxygen and giant waste of resources, my existence is an insult to the humanity itself.

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Being mentally ill and not knowing until it was too late.

A girl cheated on me when I was 16 which had a big effect on the way I trust people.
Around the same time I had a major surgery which really changed my outlook on life and the value of it.

I cant really do shit out in the cold. it fucking hurts my face and I get dry skin easy as fuck and I just feel sick and shitty if I go out in the cold.

ill take any amount of heat over the cold any day its just not for me

Being gay any only attracted to twink boys aged 14-22

>born
>undiagnosed Cystic Fibrosis
>not getting enough nutrients from breast milk because of CF
>hella skinny baby
>goes on for weeks with my mother going to multiple doctors to see what's wrong with me
>finally doc figures it out
>damage already done, malnourished as fuck
>manlet mode activated
>basically tethered to my medical equipment
>docs tell me to eat, eat, eat
>get Cystic Fibrosis Related Diabetes (not the one you get from being a fat ass, more like Type 1)
>"forget everything you know, you have to have a strict schedule of blood sugar tests and fasting now."
>get hospitalized
>get MRSA from hospital
>now have borderline Cystic Fibrosis Related Liver Disease/Failure

I've given up. It would have been better if I died from starvation as an infant.

at least u had sex bro

yea but i wouldnt exactly call it a score since it was 2 male "friends" that i supposedly "knew" and trusted

just bullying that ruined my self esteem and gave me anxiety and made me unable to trust people.
being born to a working class family also kind of sucks too (realistically i'll be a wage slave forever)

unironically, this website. i wish i was kidding. i had the worst possible first relationship one could have

My dad one day decided he didn't want me as a son and just ignored my existence from then on. He also loved my little brother which just rubs salt in the wound.

I moved all the time growing up. I lived in 8 different states before I even graduated High School. I think if I had grown up in the same town I would be a turbo normie, but instead I got used to all of my connections vanishing within 1-2 years of makign them and at some point in my early teens i just gave up on having friends or socializing.

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I lost my social skills when I was around 12-13 after being bullied really hard for an entire year so I never got them back
I used to be such an outgoing kid too.

Having a unibrow. I understand why the mad scientist Rick from the duo of existential adventurers has one.

I worked for those guys for a couple months a few years back. That's an old truck

dropping out of high school.

Everyone tried to warn me that it would screw me over career wise (it didn't), but no one mentioned its long lasting effect on my social life.

I cant really pinpoint it. just seems to be a long string of choices of smoking weed and just staying home instead of doing things.

I came down with schizophrenia when I was 19.