I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED

Okay so you’re just a bad person and deserve to be alone then lmao

I had a gf for 3 years and when we broke up the only thing I missed was the sex. I liked having more freetime and money.

if you dont want to cuddle, stare at each other eyes and feel her heartrate slowing dropping to a calm state as she fall sleep in your arms, you shouldnt pursue a GF.

It hurts just that little bit more every time i have the gf dream. I'm about 3 gf dreams away from killing myself.

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w-where are we /v/ros?

>have a crush on my boss
>last night she says that she's gotta get to the restaurant earlier to set up for a party
>working a dinner shift
>while I'm working see that the room is set up but missing chairs
>bring chairs into room for her
>mfw she'll never know it was me and that's fine, but I wish I could be a part of her life in some way
Being unattractive to women and being a romantic have lead to me being very generally unhappy in this world

In the forbidden land

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Home

waeorfinwaiouenfawoie

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This.
>You know having a girlfriend won't solve all your problems XD
>no one deserves love user :^)
>just get a prostitute you pathetic incel
I'm actually really happy and content in life, have an absolute shitload of friends and a decent amount of money, and my own house (already payed off in full) at 19, yet it seems I can't get any reciprocation for love from women. I'm even 6'6", above-average size dick, decent face (rated 5-6 on /soc/ and IRL), white, so on and so forth, so I don't know why no one loves me.
Did not talking to ANYONE during middle school (I was home schooled) really fuck me up that much?

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fuck off to /soc/ with your humblebrag bullshit you faggot nigger

Life doesn't always go the way you want it to.
In fact, it seldom does.
You have to try again.

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I wasn't trying to humblebrag, sorry if I did, just trying to show a bit of who I am to give a better understanding of my situation and my confusion/sadness, and help people understand I'm not some neckbeard basement dweller.
As for /soc/ it's a shitty board, yes, but I just posted in a rate thread once to more or less confirm what I already thought of myself since asking complete strangers in real life to rate you is creepy. Otherwise I have never visted the board before or since then.

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Me too, user. Maybe someday we will be loved. Maybe we won't. That's all there is to it. Go about your days with not a thing happening, no one coming into your life. Until they eventually do, or they don't. That's life. Stoicism is the answer tb h

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We can't all get what we want, compadre. Come and live the literary lifestyle with me, so that future robots can take solace in our writings.

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>not interested in emotion and lovy dovy gay shit
>bad person

What did he mean by this?

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I'll love you if you sign this

Love doesn't exist though. Exchanging goods and services with a female, and you and her both being ok with it, is the best you're going to ever get.

The game was rigged from the start.

>Did not talking to ANYONE during middle school (I was home schooled) really fuck me up that much?

Yes. I know because I was also homeschooled and I'm basically a social retard. Though my siblings were too and they do fine, so I guess it's not a real excuse.

Point is, personality is everything. The incels who go on about height and face and weight are clueless. They're judging themselves the way they judge women; classic projection, thinking women think the same way they do. Physical appearance matters to them, especially for the sluts who only want casual sex, but otherwise it's all about the intangibles. Male appearance is an additive, not a multiplier. If you don't have a personality nothing is going to happen.

I'm not all that socially retarded anymore (and do have an actual personality), but I definitely was through most of highschool. I'm just worried that the experience of social isolation during critical formative years may have permanently scarred or crippled me in some way. That maybe in someway I'm either just forever fucked or forever playing catch-up. I can talk to women, sure, I can hold a conversation with them and even decent friends with a few but none of them seem to bite. I've been told by guy friends I need to make it more obvious that I actually want to have a relationship right from the outset, like even sentence one, and not only does that really fuck with my social anxiety, but I wouldn't even know how to. I appreciate that my friends try to help, but they don't get that *I* don't get *it* to such an extreme level that I literally nees like step-by-step word-for-word what to say instructions, since I have 0 experience (other than rejection lol) and approaching a woman with middle-school tier game simply doesn't work.
Thanks for reading my blogpost.

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Story time
>Be me
>End of high school
>Me and a group of friends meet up and do shit
>5/10 girl in this group
>Everyone except me is affectionate towards someone else within the group
>Turns out 5/10 is interested in me
>Heard this from her best friend
>Never confessed, but kept close to me
>notinterested.bmp
>Since we were going to different parts of the country for uni, decided to make the best of it
>We meet up at different places, go see movies, have coffee, that sort of stuff
>She doesn't know that I know she loves me, so I guess we just hung out as friends
>One week before she leaves, she actually confesses
>I reply with the fact that I don't love her the way she loves me
>She says that it's fine and wishes me good luck in uni
Hearing the fact that someone could indeed love me gave me a very abstract feel. Too bad I'll never get to talk to my oneitis. There is light at the end of the tunnel, just keep walking.

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Is there positive literature?

how could this idea appeal to anyone
r9k is so full of fucking failed normalfags.

I just want no one to care about me so i can finally fucking die please

PLEASE
LEAVE ME BE
LET ME BE FREE

Me too friend but it's a dead end.