Tfw asian looking hapa with stereotypical white father and asian mother

>stereotypical white father and asian mother
What are they like, exactly? Talk about your family

i already go to the gym. hasn't really done much for my mental health.
white, white

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How does that make you feel that your Hapa cousins are dating white boys?

Alright. What in particular is wrong with your mental health?

sometimes i wonder if i should transition

depression, self hate, suicidal thoughts, anxiety.

You should transition dude, you have nothing to lose.

Tell me about your cousins situation?

Checked, great digits.
But I really don't know, since I'm comfortable in my own skin. I can't emphasize that enough.
I was diagnosed with clinical depression, talked to a therapist and hated his guts, but later went to eastern europe and talked to a better therapist. He thought that I was a heavensent child because I didn't smoke, drink, or do drugs. He then mentioned that the reason I was "depressed" was because of my situation at home, and not any "imbalance of chemicals".
But your case is different, usually there's some underlying problem to be tackled, but with you it's just something that's innate.
I don't have anxiety either, it's just strange; I have no fear in my heart.

Such a mental state all from being mixed race? I would tell you to just rest your worries and that it's all daijobu, but it's a bit too easy for me to say.
Keep going to the gym though, no better way to beat your own weakness than with raw strength. Hope get control and change your mental state to be how you like it.

Hope you*
orginamental

1) transitioning won't help you, you will absolutely regret it since you've never identified as a girl and you're just desperate for acceptance - you'll find that people are absolutely disgusted by you except for perhaps some obese, hairy neckbeard weeb from this shithole.
2) honestly sounds like you need some counseling, and not because you're "fucked in the head" or you "misunderstand yourself" or any bullshit like that. you need someone understanding to talk to, someone who understands emotions, and someone free of this echo chamber (which is absolutely not representative of IRL). as lame as it sounds, perhaps you need to start writing notes or a journal to help properly articulate your racial identity issues to both yourself and to another person
3) stop visiting Jow Forums. there is no enlightenment, help or meaning to be gained from browsing this place, especially if you feel like you do. the racebait on Jow Forums is too easily conflated with real racism and will only make it harder to reconcile your identity issues
4) this is obvious but spend some time out of the house. get a hobby. there are a million things to occupy your time with socially. mix with actual normies. most of them will be dull as dishwater. some, you'll click with. this will allow you to develop an actual personality so that people will find you attractive.
5) go to the gym or do some kind of sport - even if it's unconventional and solo, like rock climbing. just being fit feels empowering and will help with 4)

if you write off the above without actually trying it consistently over a solid length of time (+1 year) and resign yourself to being a bitch, you're a just another narcissist seeking to convince themselves of their victim status by blaming your own mother being asian for the reason you're a huge pussy, instead of accepting that your perception is flawed.

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at least you are half white
imagine being half black with asian mother like me
i feel disgusted about myself since childhood

Why did you feel that way, Blasian girls are hot

Cheer up friend, Christmas is coming

>girl
if only I were one user

Similar as you only my mom is white.
There is no hope for us.
You always be seen as lacking charisma, which leads to lack of social value, which means cultural poverty.