Since I was 6 I've developed an imaginary friend who keeps company

You have schizophrenia, go see a doctor to get medication and therapy.

Tell me more OP, why don't you talk to her again?

Be more forgiving to your parents and see what happens...

I believe you need to ask her why she hates your family

Doesn't acknowledging an ill erase it ?
She gets mad every time I call her by her name , she doesn't hurt me anymore for that , just gets angry.
Why shouldn't they care about me , I already lost too much because of them , I'm literally rebuilding my life because of my father actions

Namefag is partly right. Listen to . You are not sane, and should not take any action based on this girl. You are putting everyone around you in danger. Seek help.

does she enjoy hurting you?

No. Although acknowledging a health problem is frequently the first step to treating it, acknowledgement is not a cure in itself.

I meant mental illness

Yes, but hating your parents doesn't solve anything. Forgive your parents and try to change them by leading by example, and I'm sure the ghost will forgive your parents too

stop being le edgy epic men on the internet and fucking with a mentally distrubed individual who should seek help

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It's a one time only , she cuts me once she did apologize . No one ever questions my sanity ever .
No.
A ONE TIME ONLY
Maybe
I sometimes wish this is a joke as well

I'm afraid I'll lose the only one who really speak to me , I think of her every single day , ever since 2nd of February 2004 , when I talked to her for the very first time.

are you in love with her?
she might love you
why else would she try?

Really do it, I'm ISTP so I cannot sense ghosts like some people claim they can, but if this is real, your parents likely abused her in her previous life and she holds a grudge against them. So the best thing you can do for you, her and your parents, is to truly change your parents through good behavioir. Gl

Also what did she tell you?

>are you in love with her?
Yes.
>she might love you
She does we confessed
>why else would she try?
She did hurt my right leg that one time , with a broken coca glass bottle .

I remember she used to stick plastic toys in my ear , but yeah schizophrenia dude will go ape shit about that

>tfw you never ever had anyone to love you, not even an imaginary friend

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what does she want from you?
could she be dying?
is that why she doesn't talk as much

Wtf ISTP can't sense ghosts? That's sad.

t. ISTP

Same user
>Tfw never had even an imaginary friend
>Tfw no one loves you
>Not even you

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She doesn't speak to me , if you're trying to let her speak thought me , or you think I'm bullshiting here.
She doesn't believe in stars or zotac signs or ghost or what ever bullshit the internet used to click bait people .

I have a similar thing, though I don't know if I would describe it as an imaginary friend. I've kind of just always had this second personality floating around in my brain.
Ever since I was a kid, I'd see her in my dreams, when I'm lucid dreaming I'm effectively two people at the same time. Which is kind of hard to explain what that feels like, but it's sort of the only time that she has any free reign.
Occasionally I'll be shopping and see girl's clothes and stuff and be fixated on them for a time, I think that's just her looking at things she wants to wear in the dreams.
Have absolutely no gender dysphoria whatsoever, don't want to become a woman, don't feel feminine at all, but ever since I became aware of the fact that occasionally my mind will find girl's clothes cute (without any girls being in them), I've become aware of her presence in the back of my mind all the time.
I'm not much of a psychologist or a spiritualist, but when I think about how weird it is I think maybe there is just something really wrong with me mentally.
More than I originally thought anyway.

Well you see people have these crazy feelings and intuitions we cannot relate to and I had some people who told me some incredible stuff and it made me overthink my world view

try Buddhism and Buddhist meditation. read Nagarjuna

No I believe you, that is why you need to forgive and change the people who have hurt you and her the most. What do you know about her? How would you call her, if not a ghost?

Read Zhuan Falun, it is free
on falundafa.org

Is there more to it than just girl clothes? Detail your dreams more. Thx

There's that one time we where talking in front of my house , we saw an ill white small cat , she told we should saved the cat , i did , i called the cat Kemo for some reason she liked the name , and told me she really really really likes white clothes , despite her all black clothing
Since that day I'd always go for white , my car , my phone , my pc , but my clothes are pitch black , or gray accent

Those are the only things I notice in real life, I don't really notice any other influence of hers when I'm awake.

When I'm asleep, we're usually the same person, like the body is interchangeable and we commune mentally. Occasionally we are different people and during that time, she wears clothes that I assume she spots while I'm awake to wear during the dream. I couldn't tell you what we talk about, the conversations we have are on the same level as merely thinking so I never remember them. But I feel like she is her own entity. Just maybe she's not powerful enough to be independent of my body? It's very difficult to explain it all.

Dont worry i dont like me either

evre since I was about 8 or 9 I had this imaginary world in my brain full of super powers and shit like that. Every night before I go to bed I spend a couple of minutes expanding it and adding onto its mythos and lore and progressing my adventure in it. its like my own personal universe for just me to play god in basically.
this is the most autistic thing I do by far.

Do this and tell my what you felt/saw/ experienced. Thx

youtube.com/watch?v=uTSuDEbBqu0

Op here ,
I took the personality test
I'm INTJ-A
What does that mean?

By her name ,
Alright I've been trying to type her name for the past 10 mins and I failed ,I seriously don't want to get in trouble

I do it as well tho. It started as an autistic mickey mouse / disney AU when I was like 5 but when I got older it became more grim and serious. Still use it to daydream / distract me to sleep to this day.

Yeah but my point is that she seems to exist, independent of you, so try doing this meditation excercise and tell me what you saw and felt. Try not to force to think though and empty your mind

Forgot to post the video
Try this:
youtube.com/watch?v=uTSuDEbBqu0

Actually now that I think about it, there is another thing that I have an affinity for that isn't really my own.
Wizards. Or magic.

Not in that I cast spells or anything, but now that I think about it, she has always been very interested in those things. I always liked being the big axe barbarian or the huge hammer paladins, but I just started rolling wizards and mages. Especially female ones in games. Something that just happened and I accepted it.

I remember being very young and she would wake me up from my dreams before my alarm, to get me to watch Sailor Moon before it ended and I would always take my time making breakfast and turn on the TV just to make her mad. I used to set my alarm wake up in time to watch Dragon Ball Z.

I don't mind reading the odd fantasy book simply because it's sort of something we both enjoy. Specifically Discworld, I scour bookshops for those.
But whenever I see stuff like magical girl anime or whatever she does the same sort of focus thing she does whenever I see the clothes.
I just never really thought about it until now because I just never paid attention to it. I had to really think about it.

Okay dude, I'm gonna be honest here, I didn't do the whole thing.
Only because, in the first few minutes of just focusing on my posture and just listening to the instructions (which I don't understand at all), I began to uncontrollable laugh and I actually, genuinely felt a wave of happiness wash over me. Something I haven't experienced in years.
I'm kind of freaked out.

A part of me wants her to exist.
I'll try out what ever in vid I'm kinda board atm

Burn incense and her favourite color candle. Ask her or directions on how to draw her spirit seal. Feed her semen and blood by jizzing and bleeding on the sigil and she will grow stronger

Im already free, hope we all find it

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Glad it made you happy. What he says isn't as important for you to understand, but to copy his movements.

Lol now you made me interested and I really wanna know how you'd feel after having completed the whole thing

(It's called Falun Dafa, visit falundafa.org for more)

What also do suggest ?
No human hart sacrifice eating festival ?

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Then every day (or night) ask her questions and write down the answers. If she starts answering things you couldnt possibly know then you know you've empowered her enough to perceive the universe beyond your own. You can also test her abilities to influence things by metaphysical means
As humans we have the power to create our own energetic thought tforms, they are real. Just as a we can create real children, we can also create astral beings if we put our energy into it. Semen and blood is also very good at this
That's how the judo-christian god got so powerful. They sacrificed a shit load of people to him. That's what the inquisition was all about. But you can just use your own blood

Don't do that OP, it summond demons.
Do this:
youtube.com/watch?v=uTSuDEbBqu0

I already saved it , I'll do it properly this Friday

Alright. Can you maybe try it right now, so I can hear your thoughts on it? Ty

I'll definitely look into this, it's quite late for me right now but it's piqued my interest.
Thanks user.
And OP for reminding me about all of this, it's easy to forget someone you only really see in your dreams.

Just listening to the instruments gave me comfort
That 5:49 mark , it's just nostalgic and comfortable

I'm 50% INTJ-T and 50% INTP-T. No matter what test I do I am half judging and half prospecting, and can relate to both. What does that mean (out of pure curiosity, not that I believe in whatever a guy on Jow Forums made up while half asleep then ended up believing)?

A friend of mine got a hand tattoo in grade 12, lets call it even

Do you actually believe she exists? Did you ever consider the possibility that you might have a mental illness? Or do you really feel that there is a girl called Gyrbur?

No
Yes
No , sounds like pet name

Sounds really autistic but cool to be honest. I might try something like that.

Yes
Nope
No

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It has nothing to do with disney anymore, I just really liked disney back then. Idk it is very autistic but in the end its not like I am letting it influence my real life or am talking about it irl, and it keeps my mind busy.

I'm similar but I have two imaginary worlds for two books I barely started. Ones sci-fi and the other Is medieval fantasy like LOTR or GOT but with over the top magic and powerful warriors like DBZ as the story progresses later on. I like to follow different characters and their story in my mind.

Does the pic perhaps have anything to do with the one animal crossing dream town that was about an apple replacing an eye?

I Don't want to forget her not yet

>not literally letting abstract messages in a game decide major life decisions

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I made friends online on a forum back in the day

The forum became its own thing off what it was based on and i made friends ive had for over a decade

I wish i had an imaginary friend pushing me to action
wish you luck (op), maybe see a therapist eventually though?

hey OP
your ghost is dying

OP is drunk again.

Hope you all do well

I'm here
I also don't drink , she doesn't like drunk people.

Ive been drunk once and it was in a trainyard listening to modest mouse in a snow flurry

remember doing that as a kid, expanding the infrastructure on my little mind island

haven't visited it for years tho

Did you do the meditation excercise I linked yet?

Also share the personality of your imaginary fren

I stand on my head 5 minutes a day

No , sorry i didn't
I forgot to mention I'm far away from home , that's why I delaying it

Alright I'm gonna kill this thread
I've decided , I'm talking any therapy , as long as I'm not threat to anyone whom I don't dislike.

I'd still wish I talk to her one more time.

Cheers frens

Do the excercise first, before you decide to. Gl

Alright I didn't dive too deep into it , sorta like I didn't buy it .

But for some reason my neck feels lime ash and it's like being removed .

I've read some where how meditation helps with back pain , and how Muslims use it for religious movement for parts of their body .

Like , being stang with a bee , but reverse.

It feels good desu

Alright keep doing it and eventually do the other ones too ;)