Put into words why you are not successful

I dont see any meaning of doing something.

I'm not confident enough in my skills.

>Do you have no successes in your life?
no my entire life has been a waste of time, i was sort of hoping someone would notice and put me out of it

not smart enough. too much competition

Laziness. Extraordinary underperformance.
I have hope for myself untill Im 30. If not successful then, I'll go for the French foreign legion, no kidding

I've been a failure my whole life. No seriously, I've never gotten any honors, never participated in anything. In school I always wanted to be alone because I thought girls will think I'm "deep" in a some kind of reverse psychology universe. Really it was just the start of my shitty personality which progressively got worse. I'm at a point where I'm a complete fucking narcissist leeching and living of anyone in my vicinity and sucking the life out of every room I enter. My only salvation and escape has been video games, but at this point in my life I'm bored of every genre and the only thing that satisfies me is endless grind MMOs that take years to progress at anything. My future is extremely uncertain, I live in the land of opportunities but I don't want to get a job because I've been through that shit already and it was hell. I'd rather die than work fast food or retail again and with no education prospects or money honestly I'm probably gonna be homeless within the next few years. I have nobody to blame but myself so who knows maybe one day I'll summon up the courage to kill myself but I'm too much of a pussy for that.

my genetic tree is like looking at a list of mental illnesses, neglected during childhood, raised by single mother, was never rewarded for good behaviour or punished for bad behaviour. low empathy. inability to conform. naturally don't really desire anything. apathy dictates everything

No inclination to socialize and actually being afraid of some social situations because idk what to do in them and wanting to live a simple work free life so I spend most of my time gaming or shit posting

Because I never encountered anything that challenged as a child thus never learned how to properly study or concentrate.

I was constantly told I was super smart because everything was so easy for me, and didn't encounter the slightest academic challenge until I was in my 20's, by which point I was completely incapable of dedicating myself to anything difficult.

I'm not successful because I choose the path of least resistance in all things, because any struggle is intolerable for me.

I will give up on anything and everything if it means more than a couple of hours of genuinely hard work.

Bitcoin crashed from $19,500 or so down to $4000 and I put in $400,000 very close to the top.

I started zoloft recently to improve my mood. Im not suprised that I struggle with depression because of my bad lifestyle. The issue is that when I try to improve things by waking up on time, eating healthy, exercise etc Im not able to maintain it. I wondered why that is. Now I have come to the conclusion that I will never be able to truely recover and move on with my life until I acknowledge and work through the minor traumas I have experienced. I dont mind sharing surface level feelings but there have been things that have happened within my life that have troubled me deeply and the way I handled them was by suppressy those memories and feelings. I believe my self destrucive behaviours are a result of unaddressed feelings. So, to deal with this I have decided I would write a lengthy, detailed and completely unadulterated letter to each person in my life that has hurt me. When I have made all the letters I will take them somewhere and burn them. Opinions? Its just a random solution I came up with. I hope it works and that I feel able to move forward. If it doesnt work I will just start going to therapy again lol.

Basically this. I came to this conclusion a while ago.

>I started zoloft

Enjoy your erectile dysfunction!

No point in succeeding if you get zero rewards but more stress for it.

autism and poverty.

I have a vagina and I wasnt sexually active to begin with so I dont feel like Im missing out on much.

I unironically want meds but am too autistic and anxious to be able to get them I think

I am lazy.
Ive always coasted and just let myself be carried along the system content with A, A- grades. Even at uni iv just coasted at the same level.
Except theres a lot more to life than school grades.

>implying girls can't get erectile dysfunction

not even taking about "girls" but actual girls, your clit will be limp and lifeless

It isnt difficult where I live. I was put on a psychiatric waitlist, then my family doctor went on vacation. When things started becoming unbearable I ended up speaking to a random general practioner who gave me a no refill prescription. He said by the time the prescription is finished I should talk to my family doctor to evaluate. So basically, advocate for yourself, express your concerns and needs. In my case I had to explicitly say I want to start taking medication again and walked out with the prescription that day. Good luck user.

You dont understand user. I was not sexually active before medication and have no plans to becoming sexually active. So my sex life is not effected because it is nonexistent. My mood and ability to function are my priority at the moment. Yes, females can experience sexual disfunction but that is neither here nor there for me.

Yeah that's all stuff that I would need money and the ability to honestly express my concerns without overwhelming anxiety and fear of unintended consequences and situations that are out of my control for.

Sounds great but I literally don't have an avenue for that, that I'm aware of.

I'm not talking about your sex life, I don't have one either. I'm worried about your ability to masturbate.

I'm too dumb and lazy.

You are speaking to a frigid woman, user. Thanks for your concern

b-b-but... I don't understand, how do you enjoy anime and manga if you can't masturbate?

No free healthcare, huh? I dont know what your family or employment situation is like but I urge you to research all your options thoroughly. If I knew you personally I would help you explore your options ): talk to a friend and take care

By enjoying the plot, you perv

>No free healthcare, huh?
Negative.
>talk to a friend
Y-yeah, I'll just call one of my many friends that are definitely real and exist, h-heh

I'm a fucking cripple with chronic pain and severe depression started by my best friend dying when i was 18
also have had really bad luck/poor choices with all the other friends I've chosen to make in my life. I really only know a few people, outside family, I can even say have been anything but a negative influence. I have no big non-family positive influences either.

I'm autistic and sub-100 IQ

I dont know why but you seem sweet. I will keep you in my thoughts

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I am a weak and undisciplined child wearing a man's body.

I was severely abused and still am. I don't have the strength to fight on. I wish I did it different. I wish I had left home earlier. I wish a lot of things, why? I am in Hell, I was born to suffer. This is my penance and I shall achieve redemption through this suffering.

I'm tired.

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Thanks user.
I'm just asperger and also negativity is a lot of work to be desu.

I'm not the person you replied to but you seem extremely sweet, which I had someone as supportive as you in my life.

Take care user, the world needs more kind people like you and this board especially.

I have fuck all motivation and know in the end it is all for nothing anyways.

no confidence, ADD, executive dysfunction. Those are the main issues. Everything else is a consequence of that

I don't possess the qualities that constitute to success or shared with successful people.
Simple as that.

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I dont know how to get out of bed

insecurities, fear of failure, lack of discipline
all of this leading to me believing that there's no point in trying anyway because it'll only lead to me suffering more in the endgame

still kinda hoping for that knight in shining armor(female) to sweep me off my feet and prove me wrong

yup, everyone saying you ca do it if you just try harder, work harder, whatever.
Let them feel for 1 day what it's like to have the frontal lobes of a 13 year old. They'll understand EXACTLY why you feel so shit all the time

I am a lazy brainlet with no interest or attention span to get the education I need to succeed. I also get anxious and have a meltdown when doing the most mundane customer service jobs.

I really just dont care enough to be successful.

Throw an otherwise high IQ in the mix and you've got me.
I feel there's so much more inside me that I'm not able to express due to my executive problems.
It's really as if my thoughts are a stream of water flowing through a garden hose, but someone is pinching it shut somewhere along the hose.
I can't think fast enough to back up my otherwise great verbal and reasoning abilities. People think I'm smart when I speak, but they soon realize how incapable I actually am during everyday tasks.

It sucks all the motivation out of you, you don't feel ready to face the world, you just wanna sit in your room in you own little bubble doing stuff you are good at. Which in my case is writing and making music, at my own pace.

Oh this is really simple
>I'm not a good salesman.
That's literally it, if i was a better salesman then I would have more discipline because there would be more social and material reward for working harder, but since there isn't I get depressed and wonder 'is it all worth it?' and don't exert effort or have a good work ethic because I know no matter how brilliant my skills no one will reward me even a 1/10 of what I'm worth because I can't "sell" myself.
I believe no one will even respond to this post. That's how shitty I am at 'selling'.

Every current problem in my life stems form poor persuasion skills.
No girlfriend? Can't sell them on a 'date'
No side-hustle? Poor sales skills - can't get customers.
Unsatisfying creative projects? Can't sell collaborators on an idea. Can't sell myself as someone they'd want to collaborate with, just like a gf.

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But i'm well maybe except lack of job but i'm also lazy so eh.

>unassured
>lazy
>wish-washy
>uninterested in money/relationships/real world for the most part

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I don't deserve it, I'm a bad person.

I hate myself, I am lazy, I am pathetic, I want what cannot be.

So my mom, yeah? She's got like this thing, yeah?
Where she completely fills rooms with literal garbage.
Also she's crazy, she'll hit, scream, and strip down when she's angry.
Also she is the real deal bipolar so one day shell be really happy and energetic and want to talk to everyone she meets anywhere, like at stores she'll talk to complete strangers and give them her whole life story. The next week she'll be crying all the time with fits of angry outbursts.
She's only happy when she had money to spend and expects everyone else to function when she's incompetent.
Her incompetence makes my life a living hell.
For instance I'll clean the bathroom one day and the next morning I'll find myself ankle deep in old newspapers and junk laying on the ground.
Also I can't use the sinks because there is stuff pilled on the counter.
So if I want to get ready to go anywhere I have to spend 30 minutes cleaning up her mess first.
It makes my life a pain.
Why I haven't gone crazy and killed her is beyond me

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Bad and discouraging things happened to me, combine that with a healthy sense of paranoia and mix in a little narcissism for flavor and you've got one incredibly caustic piece of shit whose saving grace is he's quiet most of the time.

I lack self control to do the things that I'm confident will help me succeed coupled with an intense self hatred that I've had for most of my life that I still avoid thinking about.

narcissistic parents and family sabotaged my personality
met horrible people outside instead of supportive ones
garbage christian religion tells you are unworthy and some shit god always judging and punishing you

Honestly never tried to be

The people who are higher up than me on the totem pole are hell bent on keeping me down. But the worst part is, it's not even intentional. They're just incompetent and I have to take all of the punishment for their fuckups.

I'm close to snapping.

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Because I am I highly neurotic mess who was doomed from the start.

Old philosopher tier response.

Based and robotpilled very original too

jesus christ shut the fuck up you loser

>quiet
>saving grace

You are literally a walking emotional and physical punching bag

Just followed my parents style of alcohol, substance abuse and laziness. At least I didn't end up in an abusive relationship that makes me miserable though, so thats a success.

I'm not saying it's all their fault that I'm a failure, just saying that the apple didn't fall far from the tree. My father does the same thing I do every night, drinks and gets high. My mother is an alcoholic and both are very toxic towards each other.

Yeah I should have risen above it and been some sort of heroic figure who can succeed against the odds, but i simply didnt. Im not special and like 99% of people i am the product of my genetics, upbringing and early experiences, all of which are bad to literal torture.

I'm a lazy piece of shit... fuck I hate being this way

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Because for the most part I don't want to.
Though some of the things I do as an enjoyment I succeed in.

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I haven't disciplined myself enough yet and do not have the persistence still to reach the end.

But, I am committing to productivity multiple times a day and have gotten obsessive with self improvement, learning, and my health. I'm already 6 months into working out x6 a week, eating way healthier, and came to realize that our bodies are the only thing we truly own in this life. Not as a philosophy to just focus on fitness/nutrition but also to use it to keep learning, emotional mastery, and developing oneself.

I do not blame mental illness, bad parenting, zero opportunity, being ostracized, or my cerebral palsy and other childish things. I did not choose to handle these things correctly when I was young but I can handle them correctly now.

successful at what?

that is the question.

why don't i have a fancy job and try to make as much money as possible? is "being rich" equal to successful? then it's because i prefer being NEET, i quit my job because i hating waking up early; 9-5 jobs are the worst.

successful with women? maybe being a manlet, also extreme introvert

there's no "career" i want. i went to the top ranked university in my state, a public ivy, everyone always told me i'd be rich. when it came time to choose a degree i had no idea what i wanted. "what do you want to do for work when you graduate?" they asked. well, i didn't really want to work. i chose economics because it had a lot of online classes and afternoon classes. most of my bad grades were due to skipping morning classes, i slept through them

i'm not even "lazy" it's just that wageslaving makes me extremely depressed, i am happier and healthier (i work out a lot) when i am NEET, or rather freelance part time.

i also don't really want any things. i see fancy sports cars and i don't even care if i have one or not, i don't enjoy driving and if i was a millionaire i would have a personal driver and drive myself anywhere.

I'm am really ugly

Because of my tendency to get deep into denial. Got some bad news today. I might fail this semester. I was convinced I was doing above average. It's a meme degree that's impossible to fail if you have a brain. If I do fail I'm dropping out and becoming neet. It's not like I'll be successful in the field anyway.

I live in my mind and spend more time contemplating random/hypothetical/made up scenarios and abstracting the ideal way I should be living than actually doing things in real life. That's the crux of it. I'm just too much of a coward to handle real life and give up on or never try most things. I've just gotten too used to the world inside my head.

Severe untreated mental illness.

To be fair I haven't put in the effort to fix it besides throwing jew meds at it.

I cant find myself to care about anything because I disagree with how the world should ran. I'm constantly depressed and hate the shit out of myself and putting on a fake happy smile drains me of doing anything worthwhile in my spare time. No drive. No real hobbies or interests that aren't super basic like watching Netflix and hulu and buying a new game on occasion. I'm too introverted to make friends and too much of a faggot to keep any. In social situations I crumble and shut down. Every day for 12 years I've been praying for death to come because I know killing myself will hurt the feefees of family and a few friends, so I pray for dying in my sleep or something quick and sudden. I cant remember the last time I was happy. Hopefully a drunk driver takes me out on my way to work today because I'm sick of trying. I'm new there and constantly require attention for training but today's my first day without a trainer and I know it's going to be a shit show and I dont know how I'll keep it together. My spine is super fucked up and constantly causing terrible discomfort and nothing helps it. I started shitting and pissing blood these past few months but I'm too afraid to tell anyone because I'm sick of getting help and want to be self sufficient, but I cant afford a doctor anyway. I live with my mom like a loser at 27 and it's the fucking worst shit ever. I'll never be self sufficient. I'll never have my own place, car, love, Ill never be without physical pain. I just want to die.

I'm very narcissistic and think im better than everyone else. But I'm a 31 soon to be 32 year old teacher who has a crappy job and that still lives with mom. I don't really want to put in the effort to be successful. Growing up I knew my life was going to be mediocre cos I was a mediocre student and person in general. It became true. However I realize that I'm nothing special and by no means I'm entitled to success or happiness. Most people do not attain greatness or even happiness in their entire lives so that's that. I want to be content with my current situation.

because l am black

Because Hitler lost

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