Anyone else feel like pic related? i honestly "feel" like a living meme

Didn't you post a thread yesterday about being a dark-skinned Asian with an overactive libido?

This is kinda me but I'm 26. I'm spiritual, not so much religious, and I really want to get away from everything and find healing in meditation, but I'm just too lazy and desperate to fuck

Get a life. This meme was made to be relatable you retard.

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yes. however I'm 25

and it isn't through lack of trying. no amount of attempted self improvement could change my natural ways.

I don't want a life I want to fug my shit up as bad as i can

why do you think people browse this board?

That's me right there, I'm 25 though, I haven't laughed/been happy in a long time.

I remember when I was a kid I would be excited about things, now I'm always thinking about how shitty life is, and its not easy to change.

Haven't got

>r9k now has unironic >get a life bro posters

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no i just saved and liked the pic that anime girl is perfect

Yep.

>be me
>get scholarship
>3.8 GPA
>signed up to be a club treasurer
>"Things are finally looking up!"

>dilly dally on sending up grad school requests, have two potential supervisors but neither is likely
>told my reference latters I'd be done by Dec 1, get done on the 17th even though it was literally pushing a button
>scholarship was a summer imternship like thing
>was supposed to use the skills I learned to do a thesis project
>felt anxious about my health and fertility (there were dangerous chemicals in the lab), accidentally messing up (I didn't get in trouble but I made a big mistake because the phd student who taught me mislead me), and the fact misleading phd lady blamed me for her getting in trouble and bullied me
>so my anxiety made me avoid going in during the school year and when I did show up I messed up a lot
>PI of lab dragged me in front of the phds (including the bully) and screamed at me, accused me of "wasting taxpayer money" and being a bad person
>this scholarship, which I did do
>it was just the thesis I fucked up
>was the best thing on my resume
>and now I have to take it off because anyone who interviews this professor will hear how much she hates me
>this happened right before my two hardest exams
>gave me an anxiety attack so bad I irreparably fucked my fourth year gpa so even if those professors do call back I'm fucked because I was too busy crying and not being able to feel my mouth because this professor publicly screamed at me in front of someone who repeatedly tormented me for eight months
>still a fat loser with no SO
Yep, wish I was dead. I was so close to having this great scholarship, studying something awesome and living my dream life and I ruined it,

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That guy in pic related could have really fucked up. All it would have took is a moment of absent mindedness and laze in muscle coordination.

This was me until a few months ago when I realized that writing music was a very strong catharsis for me, and something that I can constantly work on.

A good, serious portion of us in our 20s are 'that doomer' and I don't like it.

repoast in two years

my brain's been thrashing for the last few days I'm so lonely I want to just put my head under my car tire and let it roll down hill

Yeah I guess that's me, except I'm 21

>tfw your psychiatrist is running out of ideas and recommends electroshock therapy

t. bug

I like driving at night, makes me feel like I own the city. Anyone else like driving at 4am?

Me too and ouch this hurts so much

apparently they speak with women now aswell