What changes did you see in yourself in 2018?

What changes did you see in yourself in 2018?

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Got into cute posting
Almost fell for the pink pill
On that secret society shit
Started smoking marijuana
Grew my hair out
Learned two new skills
Experienced hallucinations

Pretty sure I have a strong case for neetbux but am too lazy to do all that

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Got into volunteering, made me a lot more confident, considerably expanded my social circle and started to approach women previously out of my league. Even started to get approached by women myself.
Volunteering is no meme friends

Learned to cook. Went from knowing absolutely nothing to learning to cook simple things like spaghetti, steak, pork chops, sausages etc.

Got new job
fired from new job
got gf

Hair is receeding even faster
Got into medieval reenactment
Tinnitus is back
Still can't make friends

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>got a job
>started drinking a lot more
>tried weed (smoke it at small gatherings sometimes now)
>lusted after probably a handful of women, probably thought I "connected" with one of them
>delved way deeper into my interests (old movies, music, craft beer)

Been an ok year, I think next year will be better

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Did lots of psychedelic drugs and ecstasy

I cant for the life of me figure out what comes next

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My self esteem became so low that it circled back around to confidence and I got a gf who is actually pretty qt despite me being a morbidly obese warehouse laborer with no education and no prospects.

this year i started decaying

how did you learn bro?

I quit smoking weed all day
I quit smoking cigarettes
I got a job with higher pay
I moved to a house without roommates
I got more depressed and I'm emotionally unstable

Where did you volunteer?

Student union at my college. Forces me to approach strangers or talk in front of large groups. Any anxiety I used to have was wiped instantly when I realized I am not as useless as I kept thinking. Feel like people with low self esteem gotta prove to themselves that they can accomplish anything a confident person can.

Worked for the year. My mental condition isn't any better. I'm still a social recluse. I'm starting to give up on myself. I'm starting to accept that I might be alone forever.

Almost tried to kill myself, dropped out of school, went into full-time therapy, found out I probably have borderline personality disorder.

nothing happened so i barely saw any changes or developments.

Started trying to earn my own respect
Learned to let things go and control thoughts better
Got into sports(nba)
Stopped making some pointless sacrifices( I dont read books as much anymore because im to dumb for it too matter or be fun and I quit lifting because due to medical condition I cant eat enough to make gains)
Studied way more than I ever have
Got good enough at drawing to really enjoy it
Learned to appreciate electronic music ,80s pop, and folksy 60s country.

I gave up cracking and heroine
I have a gf and I've got her pregnant

Got even fatter, grew to genuinely hate "normies" for the first time since middle school because of their adamant denial of race realism and their insistence on destructive policies destroying my country. Lost basically all of the friends I've made over the past two years. Went back to school.

Watched YouTube videos and just followed them. Also invested in a cast iron skillet which has helped. Searing meat and fish on that thing is so easy, feels like cheating honestly. Get a meat thermometer, they help a lot.

lost 30 pounds
taking care of the house a lot more
scheduled and checked into a doctor's appointment all on my own

No longer a greasy faggot. More confident.
Still hate people and haven't really improved in /uni/, but baby steps.
One day I might even get a gf, if I can become less of a mess and do more than minimum work.

100% this. Cannot be said enough. There is only one way to find happiness and fulfillment, and that is through experience. Confidence comes from experience. Confident people are not more talented than you, in most cases they are probably brainlets who lack the IQ to question themselves.

Robots, you can find happiness. Get out and do stuff. It will hurt at first but you have nothing to lose. Getting out and living your life, doing things and meeting people will get easier as you get used to it, and building experience will make you confident and happy. You must constantly challenge yourself, for happiness is found in personal achievement. Don't worry about other people, it's not about being the best, or beating others. It's about improving YOU. Everytime you grow, you will feel happy, I promise. Exercise, eat well, socialize. You don't have to do it all at once, every babystep is an accomplishment and will feel good. Even just getting out in public is an accomplishment for some, and will become second nature once you do it enough. So get out there and start doing things friends, and we will all live our lives to the fullest.