What shaped you to become the person you are today?

What shaped you to become the person you are today?

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>What shaped you to become the person you are today?

Life, liberty, and the pursuit of proofs

a teenage online relationship that was the height of my happiness

Becoming an atheist was one of the biggest factors I'd say.
Also I don't like to still but becoming red pilled was pretty big too

loneliness and my height i guess.

not having a qt White gf in my youth.

probably mercury and many other chemicals
raised by mother, sheltered

How did loneliness effect you. I think it effects everyone differently

>1) The relationship between my parents always arguing and bitter.
>2) Spending too much time isolated playing video games or on the internet when I was a kid or a teenager.
>3) Choosing my best friend that was an even more isolated and antisocial person than me reinforced my antisocial habits.
4) Choosing a worthless degree, spending 7 years in college for nothing.
5) Becoming a lazy piece of shit because I had everything, car, money, everything from y parents.

And then in the last year of college my brain fucked up and since then you know the story.

The internet, rapid advancement of technology, social media, and leftist destruction of social values and norms. We're all products of our environments, and the 21st century has been the worst possible time to be alive. People have completely lost their humanity these last 15-20 years.

In elementary school everyone decided I was a racist sexist bully and vilified me so I stopped going to school and was raised by the internet.

Not sure how I fell through the cracks cause from what Ive heard not going to school is illegal, but I just never showed up for my first day of middle school and nothing happened.

Life, liberty, and pursuit of happioliness.

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>Life, liberty, and pursuit of happioliness.

proofs*

12hrs a day of Jow Forums for the last 11 years

Crippling social anxiety, schizoid personality disorder, and helicopter parents.

Also this

being poor, hypersensitive, socially awkward, and sheltered

loneliness, maths, being too direct, a bit of anxiety here and there, long ''cold'' nights.. i think that's all

freedom, social anxiety, constant frustrations, broken dreams, wasted years and lack of courage to end it all already.

Where do you live where there is no law enforcement?

Fuck off zoomer REEEEEE

I got diagnosed with ADHD really late (yeah I know, and I'm the one calling people zoomers). That's why I sympathize with libertarianism so much. If you can take control of the steering wheel, fucking do it. You don't steer you'll never make it to the finish line.

ok but pls just admit the proofs play a role in all of this

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I was lazy and spineless as a kid. I had a really great childhood because of it, everyone loved me and I spent my time having fun, but I am paying dearly for it now.

Neglecting friends, parents divorce, unanswered love (it's been 11 years and I still have feelings for her), failure at uni, shitty jobs and - in the meantime - developing social awkwardness.

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>be 15
>at party
>connecting with a girl
>we go upstairs
>make out for a bit
>she offers me a handjob
>she undo's my pants and pulls out my bean pole
>she freezes
>suddenly starts laughing uncontrollable
>she gets up and just leaves still laughing
>put my pants back on and walk out
>everyone is laughing
>start to get red in the face
>go home
>money go to school
>random kids look at me, puts their arm in the air and raises a pinky, all snickering while they do
>getting really confused
>friend tells me about what happened
>start having a panic attack
>more and more people doing the pinky thing
>go through an entire week of bullying
>try to commit suicide(taking every pill in the house I could find)
>don't die
>end up changing schools to escape the bullying
>live rest of life with crippling fear of intimacy with women
>10 years later bump into girl again
>she starts crying apologizing about almost causing my suicide
>"accept" her apology and told her a bs story about how I "got over it" just to spare her ego
>now 32 year old virgin

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Sometimes I wonder what's worse: your case scenario or mine - 30 yo virgin with literally no storry to tell.

How small? Also why haven't you killed her yet?

4" hard. Soft it's 1"
My dick was constrained in my pants so it didn't really get hard while we were making out