>work 5 days a week
>can't afford apartment yet
>car breaks down so I miss work
>can't afford motel this week
>Have to sleep in car
>low on gas so can't really turn on the heat much
>sitting in my car in 13 f weather
>no money for food
>can't even fap
>it's so cold
What's the point anons? I'm already a depressed fuck and this is just shit on the shit pile. Why is life suffering? appreciate being comfy guys.
It's so cold
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All we can do is endure, friendo. And hope that one day it'll get just a little better. We exist just to exist; there is no purpose or reason.
Because creation is fallen since the garden. Life is suffering punctuated with bits of happiness. Apart from Jesus the future is bleak.
What's your PayPal user? I will send you some love.
hey fag. look up Airbnb sublets. you can buy a room for any price cheaper than weekly motels. anywhere from 2 weeks to a month and theres regular Airbnb for days and a week
Should've studied maths.
Been there, done that. It is rough and now, but once it'll pass, some of that roughness and badness will rub onto you, making you stronger than those normalniggers around.
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Also most of the waiting lounges for buses, trains etc have warmth. Same applies to gyms, where you can take a hot shower too. Also homeless shelters and churches, food there as well. Then you can check fastfood lounges in shopping centers (go there for warmth too, you can have a short nap in toilets) where people trash their food on their own - take leftovers and their cups to refill.
Good luck fren, you'll make it.
Made me chuckle thanks friend
There may or may not be purpose but why does there have to be all this suffering?
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I actually haven't thought of that. Thanks user
One of my biggest regrets is not doing better in school. I went off of Adderall because of pride and it just fucked me in long run. I was just tired of being called mental by everyone.
Thanks for the advice user. I usually Hang out in McDonald's and get a soda if I have the change so I'm not loitering. And I have a weird thing with homeless shelters. My dad would drive past the homeless shelter when I was younger and say that's where I'd end up. I don't wanna prove him right. He lives like 1or 2 miles from where I'm parked. His home isn't open to me because of his wife.
Sent. God bless in Jesus' name. Merry Christmas.
I was so close to getting an apartment but my alternator had to break and I had to miss work. One step ahead 6 steps back
Look out for cardboard, that'll help as an extra layer to sleep under.
Thanks Christian bro. You're a. Modern day Saint
So what do you do for a Iiving?
>His home isn't open to me because of his wife.
Exactly same thing happened to me when I was young. I even watched them celebrating through the windows of their house. It's very hard to not hate in these situations.
Based Christbro
Styrofoam is even better. You can take that stuff around constructions. If you make a box (coffin-like) you will warm it enough by yourself to survive very cold nights.
I'm in my car fortunately. I feel bad for those out there on the streets. Funnily enough I work at UPS loading the brown ups trucks. So if I ever need any I'm set
UPS package handler (funny job title I know) I load the package cars which are the brown trucks that deliver your packages
This is a wake-up call to a lot of people, potentially. I know suffering is relative but make sure to keep it in check or else you can end up like OP.
Nowadays you can easily end up like that no matter what you do.
I'm sorry to hear that user
And you can fap you can do it in a bush its a rush
>UPS package handler
How old are you and how long have you been doing this for?
She's always hated me. She beat me(not just displined but beat) for years until I was old enough to say enough is enough. I'd get all the goodwill clothes whilenmy step brother got nice name brand clothes and shoes and gaming systems. He's alright tho. But yeah I'm sure she's Satan.
Yeah guys don't end up like me. If you're in school still just focus on that and get good grades so you can have an actual career and don't have to go through what I do. This isn't a fun life. I'm not on drugs or anything and this is were life lead me. Please do better than me.
Haha yeah true but it's cold as heck.
I'm 22. I turn 23 in January. I've been there since September. I was working Wal mart before that.
Fuck I just realized it's the 24th. My grandma died on this day 2011.
>I'm 22. I turn 23 in January. I've been there since September. I was working Wal mart before that.
Go back to college, get a STEM degree and turn your life around, senpai. Think of your future family.
Cars can still get pretty cold user, but with it being Christmas people are going to be tossing out lots of packaging that can still help you out on cold nights.
Problem with too many layers is it can cause sweat and on really cold nights sweat can rapidly cool and sap more heat from your body, then condensation can be a problem as the warm humid air trapped around you hits the colder car air and causes condensation.
I've done some winter camping and the above took me by surprise when we had a really cold night.
Also during the day park the car in direct sunlight (if its out) to let the suns rays heat the inside of the car up, then at night park in a sheltered area to help reduce radiated heat loss (it won't be much but every little helps).
Good luck.
I'm really bad at math. I've always wished I was smart enough for college but I'm a big dummy
>Problem with too many layers is it can cause sweat and on really cold nights sweat can rapidly cool and sap more heat from your body, then condensation can be a problem as the warm humid air trapped around you hits the colder car air and causes condensation.
Yeah found that out the hard way. I got sick again. But the heat helps when I can use it. Thanks user
>I'm really bad at math. I've always wished I was smart enough for college but I'm a big dummy
khanacademy.org
it will change your life
Yeah its not going to be comfy that's for sure, but little things can make it a bit more bearable. Can you get hot water from somewhere? Maybe using a gas stove (with the window ajar of-course!)?
Something to eat and a warm drink before bed helped me out a bit, then when you wake up needing to piss in the middle of the night do it in a bottle and keep that near you until it cools down, piss bottles may seem like the stuff of disgusting NEETs but when its cold it can be a source of heat for a while.
Thats bullshit. Existence precedes essence! Thats what Sartre says. And that is the initial problem. For most objects their essence(really it should be purpose but that doesnt sound sophisticated enough for Sartre I guess) is thought about and is the reason they are made. I need to hold water: I design and produce a water bottle. If that water bottle became conscious it wouldnt need to wonder what his purpose is. For a person though we are kind of just made. You could imagine that nature has made us to survive but once that is covered you need a new purpose. Capitalism tells us it is to be happy so that we become individuals and materialistic. Aristotle though has it more understood. He says the purpose of an object is what it is good at. A fork is only a fork as long as it can stab shit right? And he says the thing that people are good at is being rational. So the purpose of a person is to live rationally and overcome his obstacles logically. To impose logic on a chaotic world. Thats pretty good but not everyone is that smart. That works for him but not for everyone. You should find something you can do and then take responsibility for doing it really well. That means owning your mistakes and fixing them. Doing everything you can to be better. If you cant do anything that special just keep improving yourself and overcoming obstacles until you are strong enough to have a responsibility that is meaningful. It is all about taking responsibility to Sartre. To admit free will and understand all that implies. You alone are ultimately responsible for everything that happens to you. And that is liberation. When good happens it is because you are good when bad happens it is because you are bad. And you can improve these things.
I'll look into that. I want to be smarter. I watch a lot of educational videos to make up for not doing good in school.
I saw the pee thing on Man vs Wild years ago. I thought about it but things get cold real quick.
>I'll look into that.
you won't regret it
Where are you located user? Do you have any dangerous animals that could be attracted to your car and waste products?
The pests around here were foxes sniffing around my tent at night but I know in some places you've got bears and all sorts looking for their next meal.
Yeah there's a lot there. It took me a few tries to pass algebra. But I went to a really shitty ghetto school. I was forced to because it was across the street from my house.
Have you considered going into a trade such as welding, plumbing or electrical?
HVAC is fairly easy to get in and they do a lot of on the job training.
Yeah I've considered it but I really want to get a business degree and open a photography company.
I have temped at a lot if places. I can usually learn a job pretty quick. I've worked in warehouses, factories, retail, as a server and cook at a diner, in fast food, waste management, postal services and more. I've done so much work in life so far
god everyones first response is lol get a useless degree when someone is in trouble. this fucker cant wait 4 years and go further into the hole for some piece of shit paper
this nigga needs to start a business. now
>STEM
>useless degree
Can you find some temp work somewhere over the holidays? Might be a bit late for retail now but many places want extra people when its busy or everyone else is having time off.
Based as fuck senpai
He is based af my dudd