Be normal but kind of fat dude, girls didn't notice me

Kill yourself instead brother, its for the greater good.

>he lifted for girls
never going to make it

I’m not sure how to stop it other than forcing yourself and exercising pure will to ignore those shitty feelings, but you’re not alone. I didn’t grow up with a strict household like that but I think at some point I was bullied at a super young age for liking a girl.

It’s so vague but I remember being in preschool and somehow knowing this cute little blonde hair blue eyed girl named Ciera, don’t remember how we knew each other but I thought of her as my girlfriend. I think what happened is our parents met, we met and my mom teased me later saying I made a girlfriend but I thought she was serious. In our class when I mentioned she was my girlfriend she told me I was gross and ugly and said ew infront of everyone. I was mostly confused and couldn’t have comprehended how that response could have been possible, or why she even seemed so bitchy and mad at me. From that point forward I was fucked. This cute Hispanic girl liked me too but I was so put off by it I told her that SHE was gross out of fear. Then just always feared that level of rejection and humiliation/confusion I felt. I realize this is fucking pathetic and retarded, consideirng it happened at such a young age, but it was literally the first time anyone had ever treated me in a negative way. Then in the same year this other girl came to talk to us and not knowing better I tried to punch her in her balls. This was a Christian preschool inside a church. The teachers went absolutely apeshit and told me I could “never touch a girl again”. That shit fucked me up. It’s even more regarded because that first girls Mom is a junkie methhead on welfare and I think I even heard her father diddled her, yet I’m scared even at 23 over something the little girl at preschool said to me and have been subconsciously terrified of girls growing up so that I lack any ability to socialize with them.

I can’t even tell anyone about this because of how autistic it sounds.

drugs? I dunno. I feel u on the "raised christian and feel shame about sex" thing. just find a way to not be too much inside your head when youre interacting. this is why people say alcohol is a social lubricant but if there are other big things in your life that can provide a distraction it works too. hope this helps

Midget.

Just do it more man, don’t stop w

Try to be polite and more considerate in your conversations, OP. Simple compliments are great also people enjoy relatable topics, or if you are very interested in an uncommon hobby, you can demonstrate confidence by displaying enthusiasm while explaining your interests and having others understand your views.
Girls are just as scared as guys are when approaching a new person, dont come across as arrogant or intimidating, but friendly and approachable. Don't be afraid to laugh at a silly joke or show genuine interest in someone elses conversation. Charisma is literally just being yourself and the word itself is one letter missing from Chad.
You will make it if you believe in yourself fren. :)

High levels of testosterone are translated into higher levels of androstenol and androsterone. It's the physical byproduct of the degradation of testosterone after it's facilitated.
The female (and male, interestingly enough) olfactory bulb has specific receptors that this hormone(pheromone) binds to.
It obviously signifies a lot about you, from immunofortitude to virility to genetic drift to even your age.

depending on how attractive you got and how young/insecure the grill is, her defense mechanism is to act disinterested and even disgusted with you. It's to protect themselves from any potential ego bruising.

I can get laid but i can count the women that seemed to want to have a conversation with me on one hand, and that's if the hand got bits of it blown off.

Hey dumb it down Einstein. English

Nvm realized you’re talking about pheromones

Women can tell if you nofap or not.

you probably come off as desperate.

talk to them the way you'd talk to a childhood friend that kind of disappointed you with the way they turned out, not like someone you need to entertain or impress. that should be self-explanatory and anyone who actually gets laid and thinks about it can confirm. let me know if you need more details though.