Bpd girl here. ama

Shut the fuck up whore, you deseve nothing but death, scum.

>bpd girl
A bit redundant but alright

this doesn't hurt because i've lowered my self esteem enough by myself

i dont want to send anyone nudes

Are you of the obsessive but loyal kind or of the kind who can't make their mind about anything?

when you do the whole remorseless badgering people thing does that actually make you feel bad inside? is it like a dream where you can't control yourself

how can someone calm you down when you're in the mode where you're really angry/hating someone?
I ask because I think my mom may be BPD and she's scary sometimes

Well then I don't want to talk to you

Honest question what is so special about BPD? Is it super negativ or? Dont feel like reading about it.

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Youre underage retard shut up, kill yourself already then, nobody will miss you, not even your family, people like you deserve to die and nothing more than that, do us all a favor and off yourself miserable pathetic excuse for human being, attention whore.

very very obsessive when i truly love someone, and endlessly loyal, ill cut off everyone else to focus on you

if i love someone it feels justified and i can't help it

my mom was bpd too actually, and the only thing to do is to not talk to them/leave them be until later

ok, your choice

its a really complex personality disorder that makes someone act in confusing ways and from other peoples perspectives i heard its easy to get 'addicted' to people with bpd even though sometimes they treat you poorly

still doesn't hurt, but it sounds like you might be. did you ever have a bad experience with someone with bpd? it can be unforgivable to get your heart broken, i understand you, its okay

>ill cut off everyone else to focus on you
You have my approval then. I like BPD girls because of the intensity but it gets shallow fast when you know you can't develop any real intimacy with them because they can't commit.

Why do you come to r9k. Honestly curious not trying to be condescending

I never got an experience with someone like you with bpd so know you know shit, so shut the fuck up, boohoo xd Im trip fagging to get the attention I cant get in real life bc im a miserable whore, look at me guys PLEASE GIVE ME ATTENTION OR ILL GO AND COMMIT SUICIDE.

Honestly you're just wasting oxygen, oxygen other people could use, people who deserver it, you don't, If you live in the usa, get a shotgun and shoot yourself in your fucking head, everyone well be grateful, if you don't live there, hang yourself, no money for a rope? Go to chaturbate and whoreyourself till you get enough money for one, then go to your nearest tree and tie the rope up and do the world a favor and die, don't forget to record it or stream it for our pleasure, please.

yeah thats a bit sad when you know they're treating a dozen other people the same way they treat you. i would probably have trouble loving someone or getting attached if i knew they werent lonely like i am

because i feel like i kind of fit in here even if most others would not agree

did you not get very much kindness in life? or did you not get very much attention yourself growing up? its not fair how some people can get attention so much easier than others and its not fair to feel like thats been robbed from you
its ok, i forgive you for being so hostile and acknowledge you must have issues of your own that have brought you to this and its not your fault

Bc shes diggin up for attention or are you that retard you can't see it?

*tripfagging
*saying shes female
*"""AMA guys!!""""

Off yourself pathetic cunt.

I know these threads are just a bid to try and get me back. Move on.

does it feel less justified after the fact? is there a sort of hindsight where you view it in a more neurotypical way?

>never """full fledged""" cheated
whore.

can you be my bpd gf and fuck up my brain?

>lonely like i am
Are you really lonely or you are one of those people who have a bunch of friends but feel lonely anyway? How old are you by the way?

no, youre twisting my words, ive never cheated on anybody

i feel lonely unless im currently obsessed with someone/have a favorite person, but no right now i have no friends

why would you want that?

to be honest i can usually only love someone/get attached to someone if theyre also very mentally ill/remind me of myself so i can usually justify it somehow. if ive bothered an entirely normal person who didnt deserve it i will be able to view it in a more neurotypical way

You dont forgive shit, roastie cunt, you're jsut too retarded to come here and say "im a female xd i have mental illness xd please i respond questions xd please give me attention xd", my life is probaby better than yours, at least I dont come to some website to get the attentin I can't get in real life bc im a pathetic ugly cunt whose not even my family want, you talk about kindness in life? If your shitty mom with bpd wanted to do well in life she should've aborted an abobination like you, oh wait did she even have the money for that?

Quit the trip you attention seeker, everyone knows why you came here

Is there medication for BPD? Are you on it? Does it work?

that makes sense. thank you for answering my questions

>why would you want that?
dont ask questions just fuck my shit up

>but no right now i have no friends
What do you mean you have no friends? We're friends now.

no, im scared of therapists/psychiatrists because i dont want to get involuntary hospitalized which i will if im honest with a therapist

although no, there is no medication for bpd. theres dbt though (a form of behavioral therapy)

that works for me

you're welcome, glad i could assist

do you have some sort of self hatred that makes you believe you only deserve a partner who'll put you down?

I met a few bpd girls when I was in the ward and from what I learned about them is that they're batshit crazy, chucking tantrums yelling and screaming the place down with constant mood swings it's someone whom you should try to avoid. Are you similar to this op or is your case very mild? I want to believe majority of those with bpd are not as bad as how I saw it

you sound really pretty but the broken, damaged, tired kind of pretty, the one that's faded and dying slowly yet there's still a bit of light in her left

I think I may also have BPD, any way to find out? How did you know you had BPD?

Have you ever acted in a way that would require a mental hospital stay?

desuarchive.org/r9k/search/tripcode/!1Pbp3diOq2/page/2/

you're all retarded, check the archive lol.

>that works for me
See. Life is easy with the right disposition. You want my contact?

>do you have some sort of self hatred that makes you believe you only deserve a partner who'll put you down?
maybe?

You have a meme disorder.
You're LARPing.
dealwithit

Yes, but are you a girl though?

well i have fits where i'll cry a lot and harm myself, but i wouldn't scream at somebody else or have a tantrum at somebody else.

you should read up on the symptoms and consider things others have said about you in the past and make judgement on your own current/past actions and emotions

i guess that could be accurate in a way, thank you user

yes

i used a common tripcode rather than a super unique one. posting style/typing style is clearly different than mine user

you should solve that rather than hurting yourself more

jesus people are fucking mentally ill larpers on here aren't they, inventing new personas cus they're bored just for attention

The only girlfriend I ever had had bpd and she was a lunatic. She stabbed me in the thigh with a pair of scissors.

>you should solve that rather than hurting yourself more
thats funny coming from someone with bpd

Ok, tranny exposed, can we move on, guys? More like BPD boy lmfao

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Oh. So when she said she was a girl she didn't mean a real girl but an Jow Forums girl. Makes sense.

No I'm a guy I'm afraid
Guess I should, I've been told my father probably had it so I guess its possible that I may have it as well

I'm sorry user. If you do want to change therapy might be your only choice.

Well doesn't BPD fuck with your emotions a lot? She could easily be quite an average girl of average intelligence but has extreme emotional swings.

no, i'm a cis female

well thats spooky

it is, im self aware about others but not myself

no, i used a common one word tripcode. why would i knowingly reuse it if those were me?

we'll see, maybe one day

its easy for a bpd parent to screw up their children as well

Well my father just disappeared after I was 3 lmoa so I guess that I was fucked up by that

I've never full-fledged raped a woman so I totally understand

""She""" is a tranny I know them from discord. You're all getting the bait lmao.

You just got caught lol, just stop pretending you're a female when in reality you're just a faggot , the archive says it itself.

yeah thats usually a traumatic event, sorry to hear that user

i havent really posted anything that makes it obvious who i am and ive never talked to many people on discord. i dont know you user

im going to go take a shower now, i'll be back to this thread if it isn't dead by the time im back.

>faggot OP literally exposed for larping
>people still replying

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Yeah I'm still replying, what are you going to do about it faggot?

Listen lol I know you from discord, stop this before I start exposing you for real.

Just do it already, humiliate this trash larper

People are way too rough on BPD survivors.

>be BPD girl
>numerous people throughout the years have called me a femme fatale
>but in truth I feel more vulnerable and scared than anyone else
>I'm still the scared, lost 10 year old I was, just in an adult body

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Iktf luv, it's a rough life. Sorry about what you've had to endure.

pathetic beta robots

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What you need is someone who knows how to make you feel safe while not fearing being tough and putting you in your place.

BPD boy here. im a super horrible person

ask me anything or dont

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Thats how all women are, you literally just described all fucking women lmao. I just had an early 30's girl through a fit becuse I wouldn't have sex with her yesterday. Spoiled rotten brats the lot of you.

How does someone become your "favorite person"?

go ahead and try. you dont know me

ive already explained it was a common tripcode and its very obvious from the variants of the old posts on this trip.

im sorry, i know its tough.

tell me about yourself

i dont know, it just happens

Is it similar to other forms of ASPD? I've been diagnosed with ASPD but it's an umbrella term.

yes, it can be pretty similar user

How did your diagnosis come about? Through therapy? I only ask because I'm going through the motions of getting whatever's "wrong" with me pinned down.

if you want to find out whats wrong with you, i think you should talk to your doctor about how you feel and they'll likely get you to speak to a psychiatrist. diagnosis is a complicated thing and can take a long time

mental illness cis-female attention seeking level fucking autistic.
There's nothing wrong with girls with BPD (frankly im friends with one from Czech, she's pretty cool.) but SOMETHING is WRONG with you
attentionfag seeking, if you wouldnt add 'female' your thread would get burried. There's no point in you
the manic hights sure are cool but i just hope you're gonna have a terrible depressive episode soon because attention seeking mentally ill cunts (somewhat me too obviously) JUST BOIL MY BLOOD INTO OBLIVION, You're fucking gross, i just cannot stand people like fucking you.
thanks for ur patience
love

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I know that. I'm already seeing a psychiatrist because of some stuff in the past. I was just curious how you came to be diagnosed.

i am currently going through a terrible depressive episode right now and tried to distract myself from it through this thread.
you're welcome, i hope you have a nice afternoon

Is the anime from your pic worth watching?

so you want kids?
where do you live?

yes it is, its "Girls' Last Tour" probably one of my favourites. Its really nice, comfy and cute! hope you'll enjoy it
with love
thank u for patience

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Have you considered TEAM-CBT? feelinggood.com/science-behind-t-e-a-m-therapy/

c-cock and balls torture?

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You've got a tough road ahead.
My mother is bi polar and she has no friends because of it.
She had three sons only one of us has shown signs of it though.
I hope I don't have it. Though I'm already 25, so probably not.
Try your best to model your behavior after good things. My mom is bi polar but she doesn't wander far from her morals.
You need to form stick l strict rules for yourself

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There is nothing to do, you're literal human trash and doing a reddit teir AMA isn't going to make you or anyone with your mental illness desirable. Just learn to accept your mental illness makes you a terrible person and stop trying to act like you are somehow a good person.

>there's a cock and ball torture team
Yo, where do I sign?

You fucking idiot, every fucking thread there's one brainlet that things bpd is bipolar. Bipolar is one fucking word you god damn brainlet, you don't have a P in BPD. That isn't how fucking acronyms work.

You're perpetuating a negative cycle here, user. Encourage BPDs to behave with morality and better themselves; tell them they're evil and cannot improve and their behaviour will reflect that. Self-fulfilling prophecy.

Actually feeling sympathy for BPD trash. This is what they want, so they can proceed to create their own cycle of feeling superior over others, while dismantling everyone around them to be trash and act like they are a victim to strangers to feel validated and how nothing was their fault. They deserve to rot you fucking idiot, their illness is something you can't just coddle and they stop being insane pieces of shit that will turn on you randomly and treat you like you are the incarnation of Hitler.

Why do you put up with this bullshit on here? Is it because you hope someone not shitty comes along or are you just used to the garbage by now?

Any condition can be managed; any person can be met with kindness.

So I'm not sure if I'm BPD but I do get obsessive over certain people to the point of wanting to talk to them all the time. If they don't respond in the way that I expect I start having panic attacks and spam them with messages to respond to me. I also end up wanting to end the relationship and get really anxious when I think they become reliant on me.

Hey. Question to anyone with BPD here. Do any of you suffer from migraines regularly?

Lmao okay, tell that to schizophrenics you god damn ignorant fool.

The fuck are you talking about? Schizophrenia can be managed. Its never going to be a perfect life but I know functioning people who suffer with schizophrenia.

BPD Self-diagnosed am I quirky doh?