Former Trap

So am I former trap trying to get Jow Forums but I keep getting urges to go back to trapping. Does anyone have any similar experience? How do I fight the urges? :(

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Seek the guidance of Jesus Christ your Lord and savior

why the sudden u-turn? what made you go from being a cross-dresser to a bodybuilder?

This or suicide. Unironically.

let me fuck you, suck me, swallow my seed

I realize I want to have kids one day and no way do I want to be a femboy or trap if I have kids. I would want a wife and be able to carry my kids. The problem is if I'm the slightest bit aroused I want to be a trap again.

lmao. this is classic body-image issue behavior

Why not become the wife and kill two birds with one stone?

Fuck of reiko

Or better yet, drink bleach.

Children need a real mother not some sexual object teaching them. I would feel disgusted bringing a child into a gay relationship.

>I think you should just advertise yourself as being interested in femdom and find a girl into that. That way you can have what you want, both ways.
>Ideally you should find a girl bigger and taller than you too to maximize your gene potential and offspring's future. Hopefully they wont turn out to be faggots.

Just remember it's not gay if you're a woman.

Amen.

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Stop watching porn for a year. Don't do any crazy sexual shit. You will want to. I'm talking get on back page and get ralphed by charles Manson in the woods kinda shit. If you can make it through that your brain will have started to rewire back to normal.

Great advice for op user. Tall girls are sexy as fuck.

Reminder that a non-salient father (as in, does not fulfill fhe requirements of a functional role model) has the same psychological detriments as not having a father involved at all.

get a therapist bro. If at any point in describing why you are making a life decision the thought "I am disgusted by the thought of doing what makes me happy" you should prob figure that out first.

you can fight these urges just like anyone else would fight their urges to quite. think of what your life would be like if you failed. remember why you want this. as far as lessening your fetish, i hear that nofap/noporn helps with this specific type of fetish, but i've also heard a few stories of it back firing. it's up to you if you want to try it.

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We all have our problems, our crosses to bear. You can ascend past your beta fag father if you want to.

But in this lifetime, your life is all you can control. You can't live for the next generation. Make yourself happy no matter how you go about it. If that means you want children and still play dress-up-and-peg-me then you have to do it. It would be more socially acceptable than pretending you're a woman full time too. Also the secret of being into femdom keeps your fetish interesting.

Fucking pathetic faggot, you will never have the dedication to step in a gym more than twice. If you started HRT it’s already too late anyways. Just fucking kill yourself.

You probably just made this thread for attention, if you want that just go back to discord. I know you already have it pulled up on your second monitor

LOL I have been lifting for 4 months now. I never started HRT. Im just trying to make it.

Well first, if you haven't, throw out all of your trap shit, all your female clothes or sextoys or whatever you have.
Then, stop using Jow Forums or reddit or tumblr or whatever fucking site you are using where these ideas were introduced to your head.
Start reading. Check out /lit/s guide, starting with the Greeks.
NoFap has been suggested but the real issue is the porn you are probably consuming. Stop watching any and all porn. Cut down you masturbation to the minimum, and only fap to gravure threads on /jp/. You shouldn't see any dicks, any men, and dildos, whatever. You need to rewire your brain with brute force to be turned on just by looking at women in lingerie. After like a month of just that you'll see a dick and go, ew thats fucking gross.

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Based and christpilled

kys

this is toxic please neck yourself nihilist

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This guy is doing what makes him happy.
"It makes me happy" shouldn't be an excuse for self destruction.

christianity is a jewish religion and you're worshipping a jewish god

It’s cool bro, I can make you a mommy.

Making an observation on how a potential decision you might make could impact others and factoring that in your decision making process is not an indication that there is anything wrong. Good on him for refusing to bring a child into the degenerate lifestyle he's chosen to lead.