Confess, my children

I cant really stop it

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I made someone close to me homeless.

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I got a weird fetish a few years back for showing my girlfriends boobs to people have no idea why. whenever I took my medication (Ritalin) I would fap like fucking crazy to this. sometimes doing all nighters just fapping fap after fap while showing my gfs boobs to strangers (they were huge 34dd tits that were nice and perky with a skinny body and nice nipples)

then I slowly got into the fetish with other girls. I would make fake kik profiles of them and send their tits to strangers basically whoever was dumb enough to believe it was me then ejaculate and delete the app in shame only to download it 10 minutes later and do it all again

it was the horniest fetish ive ever had. I haven't done Ritalin in awhile but if I snorted a line of it I gurantee you no matter where I am and what I am doing I would run to the closest source of privacy and start doing it again

is it my fault? should I feel bad? is it weird? I see people posting their girlfriends tits all over /b/ and shit but ive been suffering some sort of curse ever since its happened (been stuck on this site, alone in my room, got fat. haven't got laid since, have troubles keeping it up with women, fapping to weirder more degenerate shit, all my friends turned hostile and started hating me, disaster after disaster struck me down) but I dont see ""god"" or whatever it is punishing anyone else for bad shit so I dont know.

greentext my dude

sounds like a fucking porn movie
was she hot?

>dert thread

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All is well my child, thoust realizing what you are doing wrong is a great thing indeed. But fear not, methinks you will find the solution of your own means. If all fails remember, god is with you, even if thou not see or feel him.

I want my mother to die so that I have an excuse to kill myself.
>tfw I also love my mother dearly

>I gotta go home after these long hours studying at school
>puts my earphones and play some relaxing shit, mood
>aw there are not many people in the other sidewalks
>cross the road but something seek my attention
>a girl unconsciously walk by in the middle of the road without noticing the car heading in her left side
>pulled her jacket from her back to make her stop
>she turns, smiles and thanks me after realising what was about to hit her
>daaaamn she is so cute (I should ask her out)
>continues my way and go home

you're piece of shit

My life is so underwhelming and frustrating.

I had to have sex with a cop in Mexico to get my mom out of trouble.

1. I'm hella jealous of my bf and his perfect life and I don't know if it will ever go away

2. I hate my entire family and wish death upon them

When I was around 7 or 8 a male friend of mine convinced me to suck his dick. I did and then he sucked mine. We continued to suck dick and ass fuck each other for about 3 years. Then my dad caught us and told me ass fucking homosexuality led to AIDS. I stopped the gay shit immediately but I still liked dicks.

25 years later I put my faith in Jesus and stopped the dick loving madness.

Now I'm married with 5 children and have never told anyone. I hate my past and it literally makes me dry heave. But it is what it is. Thank God he regenerates reprobates like me.

I thought it was a lot like a porn movie too. Her husband works horrible hours. I was wondering if she was acting on frustration and acted out her favorite films. She wasn't hot, but certainly good enough to go for. A real homely wife type.

I'm an absolute degenerate. Too many fucked up fetishes to count and I think it's because I started browsing/b/ 8 years ago when I was 12

Unironically based. Whenever I have degen thoughts I always remind myself of him. Works really well even if youre not religious.

Im not really good at this but here we go
>Move to arkansas with my gf to start a new life
>She was an addict at the time and i wasn't
>We rent a nice house
>Days go by watching her use drugs and decide i want to try it myself
>Get addicted
>I grow more and more depressed from using and grow distant to her
> A new girl walks into my work alot better looking than her
>I didnt cheat but text her constantly
>Gf find out i was texting her and we get in a huge fight
>I push her into a glass door because she was punching me
>She got cut pretty bad on her hand and started screaming
>Cops come I get arrested
>Get bailed out by my parents
>After all that she says she forgives me and love me
>I fucking despise her and plan to leave back to florida
> Mean while all this we run out of money for our drugs
>We both get extremely sick and become unable to move or go to work
>I end up calling my parents to come pick me up all the way from florida
>I start secretly packing my shit while shes sick on the couch
>She figures out what im doing and starts going insane
>My parents hate her and refuse to drop her off at her friends
>I Lied anyway and told her my parents would give her a ride back
>my parents arrive
> I tell her im gonna brb pack the car and go to a hotel then pick her up
>She actually believes this, most likely because she was detoxing heavily
>I leave with my parents and block her number
>she has no money
>She has no car
>she has no parents
>Most likely selling herself to survive right now

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Got a girl to send nudes and fall in love with me then ghosted her today. Its the 5th girl Ive done this to.

Show us then you faggot

I jumped and beat up a group of highschool girls once because they were bullying my half-sister. I noticed how god damn hard it made me, and a day or two after, I even jacked off to pictures of them while replaying the scene in my head.

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Fuck, yeah that was confession worthy

awww yes the old tinder routine. Never works for me though because weeks later I always miss the attention

Sometimes i forget how fucked up the people who use this board are

Im physically and verbally abusive to my bf. He is way too submissive to do something about

chad and redpilled Did they stop bullying your half-sister?

cringe and bluepilled

I take girls IG selfies and put fake cum on them and then jerk off to them

Wow this is relatable. When I was 15 my little sister, that has autism, was being approached by a boy in her grade every day for her lunch. She didn't want to tell anyone because she was embarrassed and, well, autism. After I saw him do it I followed him, grabbed him, dragged him to a wooded area, beat the hell out of him, and left him naked in a ditch. He refused to tell anyone that it was me who did it because he knew that there was no way he would be able to get out of stealing an autistic girl's lunch every day. The worst part of it is that he was poor as fuck and a lot of days didn't have a meal to eat at home.

I get pretty sick when i think about, I remember getting high and taking a shower and i started to hear her voice screaming for help, and blaming me for her death. Idk if thats my guilty subconscious or what, but it really bothers me. I dont think ill ever forget the worried look on her face when i left, itll haunt me forever

Also i had to give away my cat molly, I miss my cat so much

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Man, I actually have to live with the knowledge that, deep down on some level, I actually derive some degree of pleasure from hurting people. I've actually lost sleep to thinking about this on more than one occasion.

It's not chad or redpilled, its just fucked up. We came from an abusive household, so knowing that I can, not only do something like that, but actually gain pleasure from doing so actually scares the shit out of me.
And yeah, they stopped after. One even directly apologized to my sister. Looking back, I could have handled it so much better, especially since they were just girls.

That rough user, but I can't say I'd have done any different. I'd kill for my sister if it came down to it. Hell, when we were younger and still living at home, I used to get into fights with, and subsequently get beaten bloody, by our mother's various boyfriends. I used to do it because there was a very real possibility that my sister could have been sexually abused on a few occasions if I didn't focus their attention on me.

I usually preach loyalty and advocate for people to refuse their desires for the sake of stable relationships, their own and others (don't hit on married women etc).

But now when faced with a similar situation I don't know if I can stop myself from going law of the jungle on this couple I know and steal the woman.

>last week living in MD
>see my ex at an event
>get anxiety attack and leave
>gets a text, saying she's sorry
>proceeds to ask for another chance, since she left me for her bestfriend
>got revenge from that snake of her best friend
>pretty sure he got mad I got her back
>move to ME for college while having 2 significant others, so that's already bad enough
>Thanksgiving comes around, the ex tells me she's into women
>dumped her
>word got out to her best friend/ex
>the best friend tells the other girl I was dating
>I eventually get her back, because I felt like we got off on the wrong foot
>does LDR for about 2 years before coming back to MD
>still no sign of my ex from 2 years ago when coming back home
>goes camping with buddies from ME since they're visiting my town
>does normie social media posts that my ex sees
>texts me about where I am
>fuck.pptx
>tried giving simple responses that doesn't advance conversation, but didn't work.
>straight communication with ex for 6 days straight, while haven't been contacting my gf for weeks.
>ex wants to have a friendly hang out session
>fine
>but she ended up coming to my house
>watches TV with her
>she keeps touching me
>gave in to the sin
>fucked like 4 times before she goes to work
>she leaves
>realized what I just did
>spirals into alcoholism
>can't tell gf or irl friends, but somehow can open up to anons

tl;dr - I've sinned by cheating on my gf with my ex who I left 2 years ago.

I don't think I can forgive myself

I had an embarrassing moment in the 1st grade.

I was sitting in class, mid-morning, and had to pee. I raised my hand and got permission to go to the bathroom. Our classroom had a bathroom attached. I walked through the door and into the stall. When I pulled out my wiener to pee I was overtaken by the feeling of how much I liked it. It wasn't sexual. I was a happy and optimistic kid and I could have liked my body parts, nose or pinky toe. I started singing about how much I liked my wiener. I don't remember the words, but it was to the rhythm of the Captain Planet theme song. "Captain Planet, He's our hero, Gonna cut pollution down to zero..." I finished peeing and wet back out to take my seat. The class was just as quiet as I had left it. When I sat down a girl named Melissa with frizzy red hair looked over with an evil grin and said, "We could hear you." The entire class burst into laughter. Even Miss Chandler face planted on her desk.

It's affected me.

I have spent 14 hours at trying to learn c and i still don't know the basics

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dont try to jump into deep water, start with some basic hello world

I got stressed during my finals and started jerking off in between exams to cope.

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I've done that and some more advanced stuff but still 14 fucking hours. I need to speed up.

I recommend watching youtube tutorials, the explain the whys and hows and you can copy them and learn in the process, then think about some same level project example a text adventure game or a calculator. And remember that programming is a language, you cant rush it. take it bit by bit and dont think about the whole big language at the start

I failed no fap november and don't do it december badly and I have a feeling that just stop january is already a bust.

I've stopped finding adults attractive.

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roll is such a qt(no pedo)

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>sharing other peoples intimate photos and information

It's easily avoidable,

i used to be a furry and wank to yiff
there!
i said it!
stop tormenting me with these threads from now on!

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my confession is having more than one active abuser, they have personal grudges against me and deeply hate me, they dehumanize me.

Both in real life, and online. I have no idea who they are and I don't care.

Wanna share?

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I'm a Corrin main.

I always go through a cycle.
>Feel lonely
>Go on tinder
>Get some snapchats
>Flirt and get nudes
>Keep sexting and getting nudes
>Feel disgusted with myself and ghost her
>Repeat

ive had some really shitty and toxic "friends" which has left some deep wounds within me and knowing this would please them

i have unwanted violent fantasies over them
and im afraid ill get punished by the universe
for them

i feel numb most of the time
its like my emotions have a filter over them

I less and less human every year
i remember what it felt like to be trully alive

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oh user im sorry
its strange the innocence can lead us down some dark roads

I'm currently shitting in a Walmart bathroom while browsing Jow Forums from my phone.

I am having a high libido recently and I want to have sex with a girl that reject me 1 year ago despite I don't love her anymore

Man, I wish I can afford buy a car in this city so I can drive somewhere to forget all this feels

stop it then you fucking asshole

is this your cat?
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I say the n-word everyday.

kendrick go to sleep

>poured weed killer on my mother