ive been too depressed and tired to do one.
I stayed up 4 days and water faster for 5 days.
what are you guys doing, or up to?
everyday it gets worse but I love the misery and I just want to find someone to die with, my purpose in life is to end it with someone
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Lets end it together bro
wow user you're sooooo edgy wow you want to kill yourself no WAY that's so EDGY OMG!!!
If you live in Nevada I'll gladly take you up on your offer.
Hi meguposter.
Hi OP.
>I stayed up 4 days and water faster for 5 days.
No wonder you were feeling too tired. Why are you fasting though?
>my purpose in life is to end it with someone
Same. I just want someone to be there when it'll be over.
>what are you guys doing, or up to?
Holidays are ending and I feel better now.
Have some stuff to do rn. Later I'll probably study and watch some anime or VN.
Confirmed 12yearold faggola, ignoring from now on
My neighbor just called and threatend to call the police on me. Will life ever get better?
>Lets end it together bro
I dont know you I only wnat to die with people I care about
I am not actually edgy, perhaps you should go to plebbit if you find discussions of suicide 'edgy'
I am australian
hey man..
>No wonder you were feeling too tired. Why are you fasting though?
I stayed up as I had no money for alcohol and I cant stand being sober after drinking so much for so long.
>why fast
to lose weight I am paradoxically trying to self improve while destroying myself but not eating feels like another form of self harm so I like it.
>Same. I just want someone to be there when it'll be over.
Yeah man, will be nice check out
youtu.be
I have been playing it on loop for a few days thinking how nice dying with someone you care about would be.
> I'll probably study and watch some anime or VN.
good luck, have fun enjoying that
stop perving on their kids?
story?
Everyone dies alone, user. But that's okay. Because we're never alone while we're alive.
I see you're a megumin poster as well
I'll give you a free (you) this time user even tho this thread this kind of threads are shit and redundant
My neighbor is a 83 old grandpa. Recently I moved back to my parents because reasons and my dad threw something away that I really liked. I am usally really quiet and I just found out an hour ago. Dunno why that made me so mad. I went full rage mode. I did something that I never did and just screamed really loud and kicked my dresser. I cooled down a bit and then he fucking called me.
>Hey uhm.. whats going on there?
>Hey sorry I was really upset and just had to let it out nothing to worry about
>What could you young people be worried about? Shouldnt you be at work?
>Shouldnt you be in a retirement home or dead?
>awkward silence
>Listen I will call the cops if you do it again
>okay
>hang up
To be honest it really felt good to just let it all out.
>I dont know you I only wnat to die with people I care about
too bad you dont have anybody that reciprocates those feelings
>daddy throw out something so i screamed
I'm not doing anything important, just watching some youtube vids and chillin' in my room while listening Spotify & lurking Jow Forums.
>>Listen I will call the cops if you do it again
>cops ring door bell
>hello officers how can I help you?
>we got a noise complaint.
>really? I haven't heard anything.
>can we come in and have a look around
>I'd rather you didn't - I didn't expect any visitors so the place is a little messy
>cops leave, nobody gets shot
I sit in my room 24/7 as a hikki
I am always alone but I am lucky my brain is fucked and it doesnt bother me.
well some people like to talk feels.
keep anger in check.
I went on a 3 hour abusive tirade against my mum when I was drunk how she is a whore and ruined her previous familys life by getting with a fuck head like my dad and making me.
>too bad you dont have anybody that reciprocates those feelings
What if I did :)
its the other way around actually, I just cannot connect with anyone.
I know so many people online so long and only a few of them I like
>to lose weight I am paradoxically trying to self improve while destroying myself
Fasting makes you lose weight only until you eat again.
>not eating feels like another form of self harm so I like it
Thought so. Does self-harm give some sort of relieving sensation?
>Yeah man, will be nice check out
Nice song. Thank you for reminding me to finally check The Smiths out. Had intention to do it in a while but my memory is terrible.
Maybe physically, but emotionally is different.
I obsessively listen to three ost(s) (extended versions)
it makes me feel delusional, tranced and gives me this crazy/amazing feeling.
Pic related one of the ost(s)
Got work in an hour. Think I'm gonna rush downtown in a sec and buy a bunch of books at the Works for 2 quid each. Don't know what your equivalent is (come to think of it, my cousin works at QBD, isn't that a big chain in Australia?) Going to squeeze them tight and feel really happy. Finished Kotomi's route in Clannad, watched six episodes of Hajime no Ippo and studied loads. Got a 2-hour sleep. Seem to have started strong!! Gonna go fly in to town and get books quick lol *hug*.
I freaked out and started crying then cut up my leg because I made a small mistake a few hours before that. i hate being a self harming cringe retard
>Fasting makes you lose weight only until you eat again.
I dont have a problem with eating or craving food.
it was all my alcohol abuse that made me put on weight.
I should be HUGE but I am not it was slow gain over 5 years.
>Thought so. Does self-harm give some sort of relieving sensation?
I actually dont get this.
I self harm to destroy myself because I hate myself.
I cut PEDO into my leg so people would hate me and assume im a pedo
I just like seeing how I have scarred my body and made it ugly.
I listen to different music but that smiths song about dying with someone really gives me the feels.
I wis hI had your life you should enjoy it all, even working.
try to make work fun its what I used to do when I worked
>what are you guys doing, or up to?
Plan to sleep between the hours of 4PM to 12PM, then 4AM to 8AM, because the thing inside me that regulates sleep has broken.
Btw other ost(s) are
The Field of Hopes and Dreams
Rude Buster
Scarlet Forest
all from Deltarune
>it was all my alcohol abuse that made me put on weight.
Not sure if it will go away fasting if you don't cut off the alcohol.
>I self harm to destroy myself because I hate myself
Makes sense. I didn't get it, because I tend to think of the body as a different entity from the person itself. Hurting your own body is different from hurting yourself in my opinion, as dumb as it may sound.
Hello, Starbo-poster. Busy schedule as always, huh?
>Going to squeeze them tight and feel really happy
pic related
>Finished Kotomi's route in Clannad
Can't wait to hear your impressions
I hope that your day at work will go smoothly
>Not sure if it will go away fasting if you don't cut off the alcohol.
im quitting alcohol.
i didnt drink while fasting and only drank after breaking my fast