I've been depressed as fuck and suicidal for as long as I can remember but I always kid myself and say it'll be better, tomorrow, next year, it'll get better don't worry about it, be patient, well enough is enough, I've had enough of my shitty life but I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself so my own shortcomings are trapping me inside the four walls of this prison cell called life, the cell is so empty, yet so chaotic, so downbeat yet so loud, I couldn't escape if I tried for my whole life, I FUCKING HAVE AND IT ONLY GETS WORSE! I don't know what to do anons, it's like being locked in a cell that tortures you and you could escape, only a combination of your own shortcomings and the bad hand life dealt me you're stuck there. I thought I could find something to keep me from giving up today, but I couldn't:
>be me
>girl I have a crush on, known each other for just over 6 years
>get the bus together and get off the bus together every day but go to different colleges
>it was he bday so buy her present
>"awww ty"
>I can't keep eye contact yet try my absolute best for her
>I even sit next to her which might not seem big but is for me
>make small talk
>too depressed to even feign happiness
>"mine was great how was your new years?"
>"shit, didn't do anything, I'm glad yours was good though"
>*silence*
>she speaks to my friend about drama and art (they both study those)
***I've had enough*** general thread
(cont.)
>I'm just the third wheel again too awkward to say anything and too sad to pretend not to be
>we get off the bus, her and her thotty friend go to the shop
>I go as well
>as walk I'm just behind her, 'she suddenly needs to do her shoelaces'
>they wait behind and giggle to each other as they distance themselves
>mfw this happens near enough every day
>I love her but she doesn't want to even associate with me
>Sure I'd love to have a relationship but all I want is a friendship and can't even do that
>I love being with her and always want to but when I am it makes me more sad and miserable in the long term
I can't take this anymore, my best friend told me I should give up hope of ever getting a gf, and he wasn't joking
Get comfy in here and let's all cheer each other up and talk and open up
>inb4 you have a crush that's gay
Chill out no luck with women be like every other robot and go on Grindr to fuck some boipussy from a sissy sub
I'm not gay, and that story was the last straw but there's alot more that makes me depressed but I won't go into it
Looks like you can either be a TOP or bottom.. but the way you sound I think you are bottom material senpai
wdym?
-originalio-
As long as your fucking the sissy its straight also a sissies boiclit should never be able to get hard prob should be locked up too
nah I'm not into that whether straight or not
You sound beta so if you were to fuck boipucci it would be your bussy being slammed by hard cock not you doing the pumping
I have a dick, a small one but I have a dick, am beta and also not into boipussy
Have a twink, or sissy ,maybe a trap come over get drunk watch porn while they suck and drain your boiveries.
How big or small is your benis OP?
not that small, just below average - 5 inches
That's pretty fucking small that's a "boiclit"
I didn't need that user
I am aware, how big or small is yours?
8.5x7 and yes I use it, anal and getting head is rare though.
8.5x7, that's a fucking cube, i don't care how big i'd rather have a small dick than a dick as wide as it is long (or as we call it in england: a chode)
who do you have sex with, how often, what's it like
35 here normie my wife and lots of women before they never complained and enjoyed it just not so much anal wish it was a tad smaller
fair enough then, what suggests that I am a normie, and what does it feel like and why is anal so special
Taking the red pill really helped me with similar issues but it was the black pill that made everything clear. Life is pointless, there never has been a meaning to life nor will there ever be. Everything we do in life is just a distraction from the eternal dread. Giving zero fucks in the key and I would also advise you cease all contact with the people mentioned in your post.
cchecked and keked
and yeah but 1) that's impossible because we're in close proximity almost every day and 20 i have no one else and 3) at least the friend mentioned is my friend, what he said was cruel but we're both really good friends, also I have taken the rd pill a while ago and black pill but I thought it would change everything but just made me more hateful and sad, i am just doomed to a life of misery