I don't fucking care anymore, if I have to quit drinking, I'm gonna need help getting past DTs this time...

niggr just drink Ayahuasca 2 or 3 times. You will quit all the drugs
psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Ayahuasca

I went to my therapist and found out I can't even write anymore when sober. I shake too much. I don't think I could survive cold turkey at this point

damn that sucks man, I hope you get the help you need.

Dude, seek legitimate medical help. Go to a fucking AA meeting, someone there can help you. Otherwise, stop bitching. Naltrexone and tapering under supervision is your best bet if your problem is bad enough where you're getting the DTs. Nothing is impossible, but life is a team sport and there are people out there willing to help.

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go to the ER you fucking idiot they'll admit you. Just get your BAC above 20. I've done this 3 times (8 months sober now) call an ambulance. let them know you ran out of alcohol and are having withdrawals. then go straight to rehab, write your hospital a letter telling them youre getting your life back in order and if they could please waive ther bill. it worked for me im not larping i swear to god. they'll take care of you. ativan in IV form for a week

thats how much i was drinking ay my worst. seriously dude your body can not handle it for very long. go to the hospital to detox then go to rehab. rehab can be free. but right now you need to detox. like i said, I'm 8 months sober. i drank like that for about 5 years with 3 small sober periods between them. my body is fine but i can definitely tell my brain was effected. quit while you're ahead

>abv?
>abv?

And no, if you were intellectual you'd value your brain's ability to get shit done more than desire the high life. You were always stupid. You were sober and decided with your 'healthy' brain to not be. The brain was the problem at the start. when it's the type to give up, then you can be no scholar even if there were no drugs.

nigger just drink the Ayahuasca
its like 10000000000 therapy sessions in couple of hours

40% vodka. fucking $14 half gallons of Popov

I'm about to.. talking to clueless therapist right now. She consulted with her boss a couple times, I'm assuming it was to ask if she needed to commit me or if she could still leave it up to me. I was terrified the entire time thinking they were going to take me away or whatever. They're keeping me on a tight leash right now

I want to, but I'm too retarded to find the shit on my own now. Plus, I think I have some severe brain damage ever since my last concussion.

Tfw graduated college with highest honors, people still call you retarded

Cha de Santo Daime

dont say anything about hurting yourself or you'll be INVOLUNTARILY committed to a behavior health facility for atleast 3 days and lose your gun rights if you're american. if you're having DT's your blood pressure is what you need to be worried about. I'd for real just go to the hospital man. its worth it. the drugs they give you keep you from feeling any kind of withdrawal and you walk out of there with a clean slate.

I've been thinking it's the best option. Intensive in patient. I'm fucked right now, and I can't do this on my own

I'm literally in intensive outpatient right now. its a "chem (drug) free" facility. i have a good job, i go to 3 meetings a week and life isnt as stressful when you're worried every day about how you're going to get your alcohol and literally dying if somehow you cant get it. i can leave whenever i want though. but the best decision i ever made was going to rehab and learning about my addiction. first step is detox homie

Thank you fellows. Hopefully you'll hear a random update to a random alcoholic you won't remember sometime soon. We were talking about in patient today and I'm seriously considering it, I'm just a pussy. Thanks for talking

Thank you, I've never been, but I've taken a few friends to go, for other drugs. I always felt like I was just being a bitch until I let the bottle take control, and I know I need help now