so i am generally "a happy go lucky" person but i do often gets pissed and even outright enraged at people but i never let it show so i just shove it in a bottle and continue. Now im one of those happy go lucky people that go thats awesome this is awesome and im never upset even if you hit me so everyone around me expects that i do actually never get mad and when i do finally erupt and i do finally loose my god damn fucking mind nobody around me takes me seriously which caused me once to kick someone in the stomach and because of my personality i can take up to three season to a year of abuse before finally flipping my shit
so any advice bant
(and yes this is a better version of a previous post i made)
Find the reason you are this way. Maybe you took this pattern from your parents/friends/whatever. Being cheerful is alright, but muting your feelings doesn’t end well usually.
Leo Jones
good advice!
Alexander Perez
shut up potato nigger
Ayden Morgan
Have you tried speaking to people? I know it sounds obvious but it does help. Unless there's no one you feel comfortable doing that with
Owen Walker
Go back to the kitchen and make me my pizza you little shit
Jaxon Reed
I just cant since (another long backstory here)
my brother has down syndrome so when ever i tried to talk to my folks about it they wouldn't listen to me since the tard needed more care so after a while i gave up
Alexander Walker
>I just cant since (another long backstory here) Elaborate
>my brother has down syndrome Painful.
Alexander Powell
when ever i would try to speak about my emotions like this to my parents they would tell e to basically get over it look at down syndrome brother he has it worse so after a while of just getting this same response i just gave up on talking about my emotions to my parents or anyone else
Luis Rogers
e *me
Aiden Bennett
what if this neglect made you like this just pretending to be happy and carefree because your parents would tell you you can’t have problems
Ian Walker
You need a road trip. Meet girls, get laid, go to live concerts, etc.
There are no special friends for you off the shelf, instead you need to find and meet them.
You need to exit and go out for a road trip.
Nathan Lopez
Thank you so much for helping me getting this figured out but how do i help fix things now since ive been so used to keeping the off and shut down? (you should consider being a psychologist)
Nathan Hill
good idea
Caleb Garcia
You bet it is. Get out, get on, get off.
Aiden Johnson
Everyone needs support, or at least acknowledgement of their feelings. You just have to realize that it’s normal. When you don’t get your feelings acknowledged, it’s a dysfunctional environment, especially when you’re a kid. It could be that you’ve developed a pattern: “if I ever want to get normal relations with those close to me, I have to be super happy and outgoing and helpful, or else they will deny me”. It’s not easy to shake off this habit, you could be unconsciously follow it all your life. But you have to understand that it’s not your fault your brother had down syndrome. You’re human too. A child needs care from the parents, naturally. But when you don’t get it and are forced to care for others, this can fuck you up like this. I think your parents lifted this burden on you but they shouldn’t have done this. Being forced to “grow up” like this is a bad thing. I’ve seen some people similar to you. Usually they are very outgoing and seemingly friendly at a first glance. But they have very low self esteem.
Brandon Carter
you are a good person thank you fro being here for some people
Christian Taylor
fro *for
thank you for listening to some random depressed piece of shit whine on the internet for a while. You are a good person
Grayson Robinson
nah I don’t think it’s your fault you’re depressed, anyone would be it’s a complex situation, because it’s hard to blame the parents because down’s is a tragedy and challenge. but this doesn’t change that every child needs basic support. overall I’d say your conditions were way harder than what most people have. so it’s pretty remarkable you still managed to be social and functioning
Nathaniel Cox
this is actually the first time i really carved into this problem with someone else so again thank you! and ill at least do what i can
Jace Ramirez
Yeah also forgot to add. I knew one kid who was like this. very timid, had good grades, always seemed happy yet kinda troubled at the same time. Heard he went through an awkward phase at uni, became an edgy kid, basically broke after all the years. So eventually this shit catches up to you. Better let it out this way, some simply go dysfunctional or even addicted.
Mason Howard
well that doesn't sound that nice soo ill try my god damn hardest to not want to hang myself over being a bit passive aggressive or a bit less "joyful" than usual
Gabriel Sullivan
yeah well good luck. it’s not an easy task to change yourself. you may want to reassess your previous relationships and perhaps take a look at them from the point of your grown-up self, and compare it to other people’s lives. also self-judgement is normal reaction but just remember that probably it’s not your fault. few people really grow up fucked up by themselves. in a way every person is a reflection of what they came through. sometimes it’s ok to lay blame and responsibility on others.
Gabriel Jenkins
thank you
Jonathan Rodriguez
Just drink booze. It's gonna be over in the next 15 years anyway.