When did you realize your life won't have a happy ending? What was the flag that set you on the BAD END route?

>i set off a really bad flag
Failed college?

>also higurashi was the first anime I've watched so nice to see it again after a long time
Then good new for you: WTC 5 is coming.
Though I'm not that hyped. This doesn't look like Higurashi at all.

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>Black
>Ugly
>Poor
This game is stupid, there's no way to win

Failing miserably at my career. It was my only plan to fix my life, but it ended up being all for nothing. After I accepted that, I knew my life from there on was just about waiting to die.

Those are really nice eyes on shion

I'm currently in a state of mind which doesn't allow me to create a depth of gloom and consider such an alternative outcome. I am currently orienting myself around literature and writing. Although it is pleasant, positive outlooks are often ironically short sighted.

nah it has to do with someone in the course that i invited in after their course did pan out/didnt get in that was about 6-7 years ago.

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Dating my first gf who, after 6-8 years of dating would cheat multiple times reveal she did so 4 days after my fathers death, tell me that she cheated with 5 people (her literal brother being one of them), then claim I raped her leaving me abandoned by all friends as a desolate soul because #metoo.....
Abandoned normiehood after this and took the oath of robothood.

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I always knew I was fucked, hearing the word ugly as a kid gave me a panic attack even though nobody ever actually called me ugly because it was obvious from a young age. I vainly hoped there was someone for everyone for way too long for me to even be average intelligence too.

never. i still have hope.

Seeing my crush (the nerdy and fun girl I fell in love with) getting picked up by Chad on a party. Probably fucked her brains out not an hour later.

I dont feel shit now, fuck everything. Im basically jut waiting to die.

It'll have a good end. Because whatever happens, I accept my fate and enjoy what I have.
Stoicism is the path to happiness.

When I graduated high school with no friends and no plans

had a gf, thought things were gonna be ok
broke up, now I'm fucked forever

Unable to get a good job and everyone either hates me or pity's me.

it took a long time but slowly I started to spend more and more time away from reality and chose to be online instead. It's hard to pinpoint where I went wrong. My psychiatrist.....

oh fuck off. go back to where you came from norman, bet you have you're not a NEET on medication for anything serious or even tried to kill yourself.

bad flag nigger you just fucking failed to get one of the girls their are still plenty of other routes for you to take like nigger tell us how your'e so fucked up because you gf broke up with you, fuck off cunt.

I WANT A YANDERE GF
I WANT A YANDERE GF
I WANT A YANDERE GF
REEEEE
I DESERVE IT I WORK HARD I DONT DO BAD THINGS

>When did you realize your life won't have a happy ending?

when i started making real money

at some point I had everything my younger self told itself it needed, but I wasn't happy, and none of my social problems had been solved.

Instead I was hungrier and greedier than ever and the hunger and the greed was pretty much all i felt. still is.

The same time I realized it was all a joke, and the joke was on me
The trickster is everywhere, and he loves his jokes

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>he took the sociopath and pedophilia route

Fuck my life up senpai

honesty the thing that gave me the /bad end/ was all my mental illness and my autist ways

Feels like it was the middle school I choose to go to. Probably had more to do with my insane mother, though.

When my alcoholic father beat the shit out of my mother with a glass and I took my young sister out of our apartment to beware her delusion of a happy family. (I was 12 my sister 8)

When I dropped out.

I was born unattractive
rip

>Autism
>psych issues and mental hospital stay
>losing full paid scholarship
all of these ruined any chance. Everything else besides that could have been avoided, but fuck it after that.

I was born with an untreatable mental illness and it took me 24 years to learn to manage it, which was just too long to stand a chance.
I realised I was on a bad end route when I had to drop out of high school.

no friends. anti social. years of homelessness. i never had anybody to really help did a lot of stealing to get by (had to steal a sleeping bag to not freeze to death once), tons of food, etc.

was also homeless in a major city and i just watched people for 2 years straight. figured everyone had super great threat analysis, could predict things about people very easily, had what i believed to be a predator try to prey upon me, had a nigger high on PCP pull a knife out on me at 3am in the morning.

i just realized how fucked off i was when one day my feet were so blistered i could barely walk, i was sitting outside the library, this white collar executive looking guy walked up and said 'look take this dont ask any questions: just take this' it was a $100 bill and a $50 giftcard to starbucks. probably nothing to a millionaire (mind you tall like 6'4 very dominant looking, expensive suite) pretty sure he was a CEO. but ive always had that affect ive had random people call me a saint that ive never talked to.

been through hell and still going my life will neverb e social but hopefully itll be something.

My bad end route, well I can explain it like this, there was definitely a moment in my life where I realized I was becoming denergrated. Where I have become below the societal cusp. It's really all perceived of course, but really the world is all about how you react to what is thrown at you from others, which you also create. We do it all day, we lie to ourselves. We lie about what happened. There is reason to life. It's about doing what you want to do. Being anyone who you think you might be, not a nothing just because you killed yourself. It's not about your death but about your own feeling about your own life. We fall in love with ourselves first.

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