You have kept a qt gril up at night at least once

I like your way of thinking. Thats a way to go off the prompt
>am brainlet

Not as cute as mai-san tho

Not a qt, but I hope she stays up thinking about me and how much she lost with her shit BPD personality.

Thanks user
Hopefully you're right, and hopefully it happens again

i wish he knew about this

yeah thats true but not for the reasons everyone in this thread thinks

>You have kept a qt gril up at night at least once
I sincerely doubt it. There aren't even any qt girls that know my name or face, let alone any that would think on me more than in passing. It's inconceivable.

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You're not wrong.

But I never will again, unless it's some nurse at my deathbed.

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More like they wonder why I'm such an autist

Nope.Never had anyone interested. Please don't make such bold statements, thanks.

This always gets me depressed. I doubt any qt ever even gave me a second look back in high school, but back then I tortured myself about it.

based felix and marzia poster

I highly doubt that, why would I keep a qt girl up?

Probably in fear, I was and still am considered a scary guy because that's the life I play
>women probably fantasized about me raping them
>got them off like those doujins about disgusting fuckers doing terrible things to them
>in reality wouldn't be rough and would only do it with someone I loved
>as a result will never get anyone
Abstract kind of feel I guess, if they thought not about you but the reputation and image you made for yourself which is distinctly not who you are in that scenario, is it still fantasizing about you?

i would like to keep a qt gril up at night again but i can't find any nice fembots

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Yes, because I was snoring so loud.

I never knew a girl that could like me. None of the redeeming qualities anyone looks for in anything. Foolish, ugly, rude, and selfish, there is no way anyone ever thought about me in a romantic light. I scared off all the girls who ever were unlucky enough to be in a room with me, and most of the guys as well. I'm not a pleasant person, or a manly one. At best, a girl may have thought of me in the same category of guys that were not quite completely below her cutoff, before I opened my mouth that is.

Don't be so rough on yourself, user. I'm sure you probably aren't that bad. Don't let others' insults get to you.

my therapist fell in love with me haha
at our last appointment she tells me "you're really fucking good looking. i can't stop thinking about you" haha

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Don't waste kind words on me, moron. If we're talking about insults, I was a mean piece of shit. Never bulloed anyone in particular, but I satiated my boredom in life by ridiculing others and starting fights just to rile people up and ruinnice things. I was an asshole, and a smelly and ugly one at that with a speech impediment. I was a nasty character, and a pathetic one too. Weak, petty, rude, smelly, ugly, and an obnoxious ruiner of good things.

My car alarm kept going off for no reason every 20 minutes or so.
I just ended up disconnecting it, stupid fucking thing.

Okay, now I'm curious as to why you hate yourself so much. What did you do?

>gifted child
>life peaked early
>still managed to fuck it up because stupid parents didn't tell me how to properly convey things without sounding wierd
how does one deal with living while knowing his life will never be that good again?

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I dontt really care to be honest

I know but now she's gone. I wonder if she ever thinks of me now
probably not

Maybe you're right but not because she liked me but because she was trying to make heads or tails of me
>"why is user so weird?"
>"what the fuck was his problem?"
>"i hope user doesn't kill himself"

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user i feel this
i fucking hate her, everytime she had the chance she'd make fun of me. laughing at my shorcomings and saying that my mental instability was because i was weak, but as soon as i showed any actual intention to neck myself she'd backtrack HARD and it got me everytime. I knew that all she ever did to me was for her own ego, she kept me around like you'd keep a pet.

and that's exactly why i felt so fucking bad for falling for her bait, for being so starved for attention that even lies would do the trick. "it's fine if i pretend i haven't noticed anything" i told myself, but it kept coming back to bite my ass in the middle of the night, but worst of all was that it proved her words: i'm weak, weak enough to stay alive for cheap bait.

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I really doubt this, maybe my mother because shes afraid ill try again

this
how are you sure she isn't telling you that just to make you feel better? i mean, you are paying her after all...

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I doubt it. I'm like a ghost to women, they barely even notice my existence.