Sad feels thread

Lonely night shift at work. What's on your mind, user?

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GAD and alcoholism taking serious toll on me. Having anxiety induced hallucinations and breaking things in my apartment. Kind of coming down. Trying to post on Jow Forums to calm down. What kid of job do you have?

I've been living with my parents over the holidays and it's extremely stressful. I return to my apartment this weekend. Granted, living with some Chinese guy who barely speaks English nor cleans anything is not easy either.

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Im sorry to hear you're not feeling well. I hope that posting can ease your mind for a little while. I work at a rest home. It's pretty much just a janitor job if I'm being honest, but after about 12am there's nothing to do until 4am, so I get to hang around with the free WiFi.

Have you thought about living on your own, or is that not really an option?

Eh, kinda lonely tonight. Been working on talking to people and making friends, but progress is slow. Hoping to talk to more girls but Tinder has been iffy. Living at home for the break, and the night is slowly getting longer and longer. I'll pull through - I always do, but I hate the silence. I want to be with someone right now.

Sitting doing nothing, you?

I know that feel, man. I've been thinking about using tinder, but my social anxiety makes me worry about stupid little things, like what if I see someone I know.

Pretty much the same. As part of my job, I have to check all the residents in the building (rest home) every 30 minutes, but that's it for the next three and a half hours.

Once I get my bachelor's in a few month I'll probably get my own place for real. I have family members who are landlords so it wouldn't be too hard. Would be nice.

Christ I had the same problem. It depends but lately I've just said fuck it
The way I see it,
If you genuinely like her, like her
if she doesn't like you back, she'll never know or at least you won't have to go through rejection
if she does like you back, there you go

What are you majoring in?

Oreganolion

I guess if you could do it, maybe I could at least give it a try. Maybe it'll work out and I'll finally get a girlfriend!

Geospatial science. I work on GPS mapping and geographic data analysis.

That's the plan, good luck

That's pretty cool! Is it hard to find work in the field, or is there a decent amount of jobs?

Thanks, friend. I wish you the best of luck too!

In theory, yes. I just have a confidence and anxiety issue. I've suffered from GAD for as long as I can remember. I'm taking medication, which takes the edge off. But I've found myself extra sensitive to stress and worry lately.

All things considered, you're doing pretty well for yourself. The most important thing for me when I get like that is just to keep busy with small, easily manageable tasks. It keeps me occupied without making me think too hard. I'm sure you've found your own ways of coping though.

Early morning here, depressed doing nothing and have a lot of work to do.

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I feel like I'm constantly experiencing my life unconsciously, with no sign of being able to stop. I can't appreciate anything and anyone I do have before they're gone forever, leaving me to regret it all.

God, life is fucking boring when the only friends you have are yourself and the internet. Can't even experience a real, human conversation in my average day

I've lost my will to fight. I have been trying so hard to recover and it just never works. No matter how much I struggle or try to fight my inner demons I just never seem to come out ahead at the end of it.

I literally don't know what to do. I'm beaten and broken at this point. There is little worse in this life than giving it all you have and realizing all you have just isn't enough.

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I've embraced that full on alcoholic degenerate life, the last few nights I've bee nsmoking lots of weed then walking around town with a flash of liquor and eventually returning home to shitpost and listen to dumb shit on youtube after having yet again failed at having any human interaction

I swear someday what I'm looking for, whatever the fuck that actually is, will materialize if I keep fucking my shit up