How many of you are actually considering suicide, edgy jokes aside?

I overdosed recently on purpose where's my medal? I went to a void I remember things swirling and people talking to me, could've been the EMTs maybe hospital staff but either way now I want to live. life's not that hard well all have grow up and mature eventually and die when we die. the bad things aren't as important to me anymore nothing really is and it's a good feeling I'm just gonna live my little insignificant life as best I can and embrace death when it comes

>feels proud about attempting suicide
>implies that its immature to want to be suicidal
>now that he got edgelord points he wants to live and be a got getter

Fuck off

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>sad anime girl
have you even tried to make things happen? you make what you want your life to be, it just doesn't happen for you. have you realized your a living thing with a mind and the will and power to actually change what's going on around you? it just takes guts and a bit of planning for when an opportunity arises. maybe stop digging your hole and try and climb out of it?

>helium
Argon, nitrogen, and nitrous oxide are far better gasses for killing yourself. A lot of helium is mixed with oxygen due to helium shortages.

The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because the Singularity might happen within my lifetime.

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why should i not believe you? ive lived like that almost my whole life, at first had a few """friends""" who left me once they realized i cant be taken advantage of since im so fucking useless, but that didnt even bring me close to suicide, it was the fact that im a massive mistake and my parents have made multiple attempts on my life

dunno

i am only killing myself if i am forced to wageslave or if i get really sick

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this is an original meme

>>sad anime girl
>have you even tried to make things happen? you make what you want your life to be, it just doesn't happen for you. have you realized your a living thing with a mind and the will and power to actually change what's going on around you? it just takes guts and a bit of planning for when an opportunity arises. maybe stop digging your hole and try and climb out of it?
Beeeb booob beeb
>everyone who has had a bad life hasn't done anything to try and get better. I know this because it validates my own existence and makes me feel superior
beep boob beep

Normal fags have no idea of what its like to be suicidal

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I see no meaning in staying alive.
There's no point.

This year when I finally turn wizard. When the furries are literally on the cusp of entering the mainstream, even at a low level, and you're still at square 1, what's the point?

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I don't give a fuck if you don't believe me retard. If you want to follow the tragic suicidal archetype go ahead and do that.

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Nothing, just very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired tired tired.

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>melancholymouse being a retard again

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did you even fucking read what i said?
let me spell it out this time
W H Y
S H O U L D
I
N O T
B E L I E V E
Y O U ?

Yes you started talking about yourself like a narcissist. You think you're the only person that wants to die, and if its not the same reason as yours then you're just pretending. In other words you're gatekeeping like a low IQ faggot. Please kys as soon as possible so I wont have to read any of your posts again.
I dislike that faggot. Discord in general can fuck off

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I'll be catching the train that arrives on monday.

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wow, all im saying is that your edge is sharper than a fucking razor, trying to say that your "nothing" is just you being a massive faggot, saying your life is so hard while not doing shit to fix it. no friends? fucking fix your personality, looks, whatever, its fucking possible, im 100% sure someone wanted to be your friend at one point but your "im special because im suicidal" just fucked it all over, im suicidal mevery fucking day, but i can get over it.

>i don't have friends
>Discord can fuck off

well, mr im so fucking lonely, you can potentially make online friends on there
fucking fix yourself and stop being so special

Fuck Being a TransHuman, I hate those trannys traps,lol

autism and depression have incapacitated me

Edgy people, edgy jokes are built on a mask pretending to be fine.
You can say the truth , say it's a joke, laugh it off and people will laugh with you.
Deep inside everyone knows, everyone is pretending.
That how humour is born.
All of it is dark.
Most jokes are always about some misfortunate event, we laugh in the face of what we can't control.
This is why women can't be funny, most of the time, they have nothing to be sad about, or it just proves men suffer more.
I mean, most comedians literally use their life experiences.
You'll learn that the world isn't laughing with you, but at you, even if we pretend it's the former.
There's always that one person that relates and doesn't find it that fun.
Similiar things happens with songs, normies gingerly sing along edgy lyrics or despicable actions like cheating, but they don't truly understand the message until they can personally relate.
Then when we're done laughing or singing, there's no hope, only rope, no way to cope.
Does it matter why people wanna an hero?
No way back once the thought sneaks and makes itself home in the back of your mind.
Someone had to be that person, it happens to be some of us.
Just don't fail.

> dgy jokes aside?
who said it was an edgy joke in the first place?

I want to die badly. Nothing specific happened but I think that makes it worse, it's gotten to a point in which I am so generally suicidal even when I'm in a good mood if someone offered to blow my brains out I'd say yes. I tried to buy a gun to do it myself but in Connecticut you have to wait for like four months and also take a class to get the gun. Fuck that. I have 0 passion for guns or shooting and if I had to take a class it would have to be on top of working. That's if I even pass, or they don't bar me from being able to get a gun for looking too "weird" or "creepy" or something.

I feel like I'm at the end. I have my own apartment and I have a job and I take care of myself. I was NEET a few years ago, so this is a massive accomplishment right? Well, I get nothing for it. I bust my ass at my job just so I can get home and masturbate and watch YouTube and play video games. No friends, no gf, I hate this society, I'm so disenfranchised from everything I don't even want to try anymore. There isn't anything I can do anymore, society doesn't have a plan for losers like me. This is it. My ULTIMATE reward is video games in my room alone. That's supposed to be my motivation when I get up each day. Well it's not a fucking reward, it's boring and it's lonely and it's demeaning and it sucks. So many things are genetic. So many things are out of your control. Meanwhile the only discord server I'm in has an obese 18 year old girl in it who's getting paid to sell pictures of herself, and has a boyfriend and a girlfriend. The only reason she's not an incel is because of the genetic coinflip that gave her a vagina. She's fucking disgusting and yet guys pay to lap her shit up.

Meanwhile I'm a grown man taking care of myself in good shape and I can't even fucking get prostitutes to want to deal with my shit even if I overpay them. And yes, that actually happened. I've been ghosted by multiple whores even though I've always had the cash given to them with a surprise bonus.

>personality meme
Personality is just one of the masks humans wear, the strongest in fact, heavily influenced by genes, environment (the clash of your base persona intertwining with other around you).
This is why we have stereotypes, if you weren't so short sighted you'd realize that there are not many original people.
Truly original ones also happen to never be neurotypical, and before you vomit a turd out of your mind, no I'm not referring to people on here.
There's no fixing your personality for it ends up being the sum of your experiences, you can force yourself to be someone else, at best, which again clashes with typical normalfaggot advice to "just bee yerself", which only works for normalfaggots because they actually never had to significantly change who they are.
We don't complain that our life is "hard", just devoid of any spice for we were always denied a proper upbringing and the experiences that come with it.
You are so full of shit that the best you could muster was "just ficks personality bro, looks bro, whatever bro, it's possible bro, trust me bro, impullingstatsouttamyass100% possible bro.
Sure people wanted to be my friend, that is why I've been constantly ghosted, ignored, never invited to parties, always abandoned by the few people that took an interest, just because it hurt their status.
Never once i thought i was special, or because i wanted to be an hero, not after all of it came crashing down. We are fucked up because we got fucked over, we didn't fuck it up and now we're fucked up.
If you were suicidal every day you wouldn't say to just get over it, that just makes you a normalfaggot that probably thought of suicide after his gf left him or some normie issue like that.
That is why they always say garbage like "muh perm solution to temp problems ", because that's the way it is for them.
Your perception so different that you cannot fathom that there are people so twisted beyond repair, you, refuse to accept reality.

There is no purpose for me. I don't have any interests and people aren't worth the time you invest into them.
I don't want anything. I lastly care about myself a lot, but in that case, I feel like suicide is the best option.
But hanging myself scares me because of that instinct thing that happens when you claw your neck and shit yourself.
I can't get a gun.
And jumping off something is way too painful.
I'm coming to the US next year, so I will probably buy a weapon and end it there. Hopefully.

You can just check how much helium it has in it, retard.

not proud, actually very much ashamed. I was failing at a game that has no rules. life is hard but I was making it that way. I tortured myself much more than life tortured me

>normalfag
I get it you're ((((different))))) from the others, a XxXL0nEwoLfXxX but maybe just don't be such a pussy next time you need to make a decision?

Yes.
I'm very depressed and have a possible personality disorder, I dropped out of school to do intensive therapy, but nothing's working and I just keep wasting my parents' money. Even the other people in therapy are doing well and moving forward, the only other person I relate to is a 22-year-old girl who was molested by her father and spent years locked up in a residential facility. So yeah, that says a lot about where I'm at.
I've been reading up on how to slash your wrists properly, I'll probably go out that way.

I assume you mean you'll be catching the wheels of the train with your neck?
And yeah, whenever I'm waiting for the subway I have to hold on to the columns to stop myself from jumping in front of it.

I have no real friends , people only hit me uo when they want something .
For the past 4 months everyone that contacted me wanted something from me.

Not neck, that's a bad idea because you're conscious for 30 seconds after being beheaded. I'm going to lay my skull on the tracks for instant death.

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I've considered it a few times because I only want to be in my room alone and play video games and have no interest in any normal shit whatsoever.

This is obviously going to strain my family worse and worse as I get older and if and when they kick me out I have to find a way to exit life.

Man i'm on 65mcg of acid rn and it feels like opposite of depression

I am.
Was raped as a little boy. Been depressed for years, no friends, cant get hired for a job because I'm oberqualified for the ones here, cant move to where I am qualified without substantial money. Family life is tumultuous. Never met real father. Mother put me up for adoption at birth.

Can't really bond with other people and dont want to be around for another 50 years till I die of old age.

>thread about suicide
>everyone is aggressive
Amused

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