So user, why do you wanna kill yourself again?

>the world is too cruel
Why?

People are inherently self-centered and selfish, other than your family, no one gives a shit about you and will be outright hostile towards you if they feel there won't be any repercussions

>selfish
>cruel
being selfish is the true way of living. Nobody gives a duck about you and there's nothing wrong with that

the ashtray in my aston marin is full....my charwoman terminate her job, and my golden retriver guzzled my Cohibas. Life sucks...Jezus, how can you guys stand up every morning.

I don't enjoy life, I never did, as far as I can recall.
The breaking point was 11 years ago when I was thirteen. But I kept going because I believed in the lies I was told. "It gets better!" or "You just have to x and everything will be alright."
And here I am. I finished my studies, in debt because of it, with no job in sight (not even entry-level), no social life, living in mom's basement and all of this while watching the only things i ever enjoyed (internet, anime, vidya) getting ruined by normalniggers, fags and feminists.
It doesn't get better. I got in shape, I finished college, even have a fucking driver's license i can't use because i can't afford a car.
I played the game by the rules just to realize i was the only one to do so. now there is nothing left for me except wait for the inevitable to have mercy on me and take me ASAP.
But it won't. Not even death will want me.

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>being selfish is the true way of living.
In my selfishness I want people to give a duck about me, not saying you are wrong, but it can also be seen that way.

By cruel I was referring more to the second part of my post, people who would just fuck you over just because they can.

its a bitter sweet symphony this life. try to make ends meet your a slave to money then you diieeeeeeeeeeee.

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maybe if you stop beeing an ashole will change your life?...take the hint.

>he doesn't keep his cigars in an encrypted safe
what a poorfag lel

It is becoming too hard for me to even imagine a point in time when i'll be happy.

You dictate the rules of this game user. You are in this situation only because of yourself and yourself only.

>You dictate the rules of this game
wrong on so many levels. And a typical normalfag platitude at that.
you are born with traits out of your control.
parents you can't choose, thus you can't choose how you are educated by your parents.
you are in an environment that you have no control over, but it has complete control over you. I don't dictate the rules. nigglet in a ghetto will learn different rules for life than a spoiled, upper-class white girl or an asian boy with strict parents. rules and values shift according to environment, person, education, etc.
You may learned on how to twist the rules to your favor. I didn't. Everytime I didn't comply I got punished harshly. The biggest rule I learned was to obey them. I never set them. I was educated into a thoughtless working drone, but without the skills or knowledge to aquire work.
What's a working drone without work? What's the purpose of something that can't fulfill the only purpose it was made for?

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>wrong and normalfag
>answers with a wrong and normalfag statement
listen, you little shit. people are bound to have a choice. You are born into a certain environminet and you have a choice to comply with it or not. Everything may be determined at the moment you are born, but that doesn't mean you have no choice in your life, exactly the opposite. You either sit a depressed moron or disregard whatever the fuck life throws at you. You had the choice to obey (((them))) and you did it. You are here because you didn't give a shit about your future. You didn't learn it. You agreed with it.
It seems that you definitely have realized it, so why the fuck do you put that border around yourself that you're a working drone only? This life lets you do whatever the fuck you want, so don't waste it

>>answers with a wrong and normalfag statement
I didn't only answer with those. This is a normalfag platitude and used all the time on this board. I answered with "I didn't know any better but to obey" and elaborated on it. Reading comprehension, user. Learn it!
>You had the choice to obey (((them))) and you did it.
Already elaborated on it. I had the choice between complying or suffering until I comply.
>You are here because you didn't give a shit about your future.
Nice projection there. Exactly the opposite. I was worried about my future from the first minute. I knew I was a child and that I don't know anything. So I kept to my parents, "They are adults, they must know better than me, right? they got life figured out, right?" Not that I had a choice anyways. I found out later that they put this mindset into me and effectively put me on a leash.
>You didn't learn it
Again, the first and biggest rule I learned was to obey the rules. Like I mentioned, you either obey or you suffer until you do.
>You agreed with it
Like mentioned, I didn't have any say in this. Why would you bang your head against a wall when you know you can't break it? Do you know the definition of insanity?

And that's how things have always been.

And it's normal that people are selfish. You are selfish too whether you want to recognize it or not.

I don't want to kill myself but my current developing life philosophy revolves around being prepared for death

> I had the choice between complying or suffering until I comply.
didn't read further. you want to suffer m8. gud for you i guess

I loved and lost it in a very brutal way

>I don't have enough normalfag platitudes to "argue" against a hopeless situation, so I'll just make things up!
I don't want to suffer and never wanted to. I need help and won't get it regardless where I ask for it. It's the same shit you've been spouting the whole thread. Platitudes to make the "helping" person feel better about themselves, not to actually get up and help.
A sincere "Fuck you" for wasting my time.

No cute anime girl or woman.

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No gf lol xd

My family hates me because im depressive and "weird" (otaku and gamer)
The girl i love is dating with one of my best friends
And im so fucking unsocial