All my life I've felt as if I've been living my life on the other side of some tinted window, watching as life went on for everyone around me while I merely passed the time as I aged in loneliness. I always thought I was fine with it, like some people just prefer solitude but I saw a young couple laughing together outside today and something inside of me just snapped.
All these years I've tried to console myself by saving up money, I guess dreaming of some future when I'd have a large enough balance in my bank account to be happy, but I can't think of a single thing I'd like to buy. There is no material comfort I lack, there is no place I'd like to visit. I honestly can't say I'd be any happier if I didn't have to wake up for work on Monday although after twenty years of toil I am nowhere near ready to retire. I have forgotten what it feels like to have goals and ambition.
So if you still feel some vestige of hope for your life and feel like material goods might bring you some joy, then come on in and roll for a slice of my life savings!!!
You've got twenty minutes before I pull the trigger. Dear god please forgive me.
I can't take another day of this
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if you're still there let's talk on discord OP
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your not gonna do it
godspeed op rolling
>I always thought I was fine with it, like some people just prefer solitude but I saw a young couple laughing together outside today and something inside of me just snapped.
I know much this stings, I was into movies, had dreams of making a film and as a way to keep buying better gear ended up becoming a videographer for events, music festivals and the occasional nightclub. being lonely depressed and having to shoot and edit so many people enjoying themselves was the worst job I could've fell into. not just having to endure the time I'd be there but i'd then having to review all the hours of footage sat at home with a duvet over my legs and eating meals at my desk. after five years of repeating this cycle I told my biggest client I quit, stopped replying to emails and spent the last 12 months taking the time off. after a year I feel ready to start applying for a new job, making videos for a more corporate education environment, clock off and enjoy interests outside work.
Don't get your whole happiness dependent on another person. Not even normies do so. Yes, we are fucking robots, but solitude is underrated. Not all in loneliness is negative. Many, if not all goals in life are achieved only by (You)
Rollireno originally of course
dont kill your self but i am rolling
You know you could retire for a few years to Cambodia and sort yourself out instead
If trips, you must
As long as you're not an autist there's still hope.
Otherwise proceed to an hero.
Rolling so OP finds support and a community that recognises his capacity and ability to achieve his ambitions
OP please dont kill yourself for the love of god
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Rollolololololol
Originaru
pls live
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God I could really use that money for plastic surgery, if I can't fix my face... Suicide is the only logical course of action.
OH shit! Check those dubs son. Damn that's fate right there. I feel very strongly about this.
Don't do that, become a hermit instead. Or spend your money and go to some distant country to live life in peace.
op you have so much to live for cmon dude itll be ok
just blow the money on drugs escorts and video games i guarantee you will not want to commit suicide after that 100% guarantee
paypal.me/thomr9k
Please give me the money op I need actually really really bas
paypal.me/thomr9k
Rolling again please op I need it for food
rolling for monies
[email protected]
If it matters to you I'll use the monies to purchase pic related because I've been wanting it for a really long time.
I might be late but [email protected]
Good luck op
paypal([dot])c0m/gb/fundraiser/charity/11527
The above link is for a homeless charity
Rolling for the greater good
I'm the guy who rolled dubs. I'm not going to say I want you to kill yourself. Nor that I want your money. But if you absolutely must and do give it away you can send it here: paypal.me/Lyric406
I don't really expect anything, but if I don't get plastic surgery soon. I'm probably going to do the same. God speed OP. And good luck with what ever the future brings.
paypal.me/MashMoney
May whatever deity in existence comfort your passing
I don't even have a bank account. Iol
Also, I'm pretty sure OP is a fra
paypal.me/fatmatt2019
Rolling my dudes. I am going blind so I need the money for the surgery to fix it. Good luck op
Fuck, meant to say "fraud". But I just realized OP said you guys have twenty minutes to get digits and his post is almost an hour old now. Safe to say you guys aren't getting anything. Not that any of you deserve anything, anyway. :)
Can you not find something that makes you happy? Even if it's just eating chips watching random youtube videos?
paypal.me/timesnewroman
Have a good journey, user.
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the money you give me will certainly to towards my growing business which will result in the direct employment of around 10 people.
paypal.me/zapfreeman
Hope you get into heaven
I feel a lot of what you're going through OP, and it would be hypocritical to try and stop you because I plan on doing it this year too. I get it. Hopefully you can find peace in the afterlife.
hey OP nice way to go out, don't paypal me though, pick someone else
Rerolling.once more
Are we allowed rerolls?
not rolling just here to wish you a good afterlife OP. godspeed robot.
www.paypal.me/rolfeb
paypal.me/tunaingravy
20 mins are up but my PayPal is [email protected]
Did you get the cash?
JUST MAKE FUCKING SURE YOU DON'T GIVE IT TO A DISGUSTING WHORE ROASTIE
MAKE THEM TIMESTAMP THEMSELVES. FUCK WOMEN
paypal.me/caaaleb
paypal.me/spadesmagnes
I just want some money really
I know it might be bleak right now but dont kill yourself my man, tomorrow is there for everyone
don't do it :( youtube.com
Are.... Are you dead yet? Also id like 2,000 pls
Rolling for shekels.
[email protected]
Oh wait i didnt realize how this worked.... Lemme make a paypal real quick
Paypal.me/SpookyTortoise
Heres my oayoal if ur still alive my dude
Rolling for you to have one month of medically recommended sleep, diet, exercise, outside exposure, and water before you an hiro.
I support suicide, but only after assuring a clear state of mind.
Motherfuck, shouldn't have added my spoilertext, would have landed trips.
Enjoy your 1 (one) dollar
RIP OP, I can't say I'll shed a tear for you but I'm sorry it had to end this way. I still would have appreciated if you delivered, I really want that camera but I'm way too poor to buy it at the moment
might as well roll, using a tripcode to claim my spot
I doubt he'd send it. But its l good either way. But if he did I doubt I'd be able to see it so soon. Nothing in activity.
Time for another robot to leave this world...
I one day hope I can join you and all the others op. godspeed, I hope you find peace
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rolleroni
Godspeed you legend /roll/
OP here. You people are dumb.