Suicidal Thoughts thread come here and tell your stories of why you're sad and just conversate with each other

Suicidal Thoughts thread come here and tell your stories of why you're sad and just conversate with each other.

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>be me
>get stabbed
The end

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Seriously considering buying a shotgun to kill myself with

How'd you get stabbed user? Also don't put it in green text so r*dditfags can't steal it

I used to consider suicide.
It eventually stopped when I decided I don't want to hurt my older brothers.

Ah the old "_______ would be sad" stopgap

Shit nigga it works.
We're humans after all, not super logic computers.
Just because I'm aware that this option make more sense, doesn't mean I'll act on it.

Not the same user, btw. But living a miserable unhappy life just because someone's fee fees would get hurt is about as gay as you can get. Seriously what's wrong with you?

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I'm not even sad or depressed despite being a wageslave KV though?
Stop being a giant pussy all that matters is money lmao.

I didn't do it while I still had the motivation. Now I just live a cardboard life with family, friends, and a shrink that all treat me like shit. Sometimes I don't know why I don't just end it already. I'd have to delete my porn and writing and shit and the thought of doing that is so mentally exhausting.

W-What? What are you even on about?
>I'm not even sad or depressed despite being a wageslave KV though?

Uh... good or you.

>Stop being a giant pussy all that matters is money lmao.

Also good for you.

May I ask wtf does your shitty job prospects that has to do with the "_______ would be sad" arguement. Are you retarded or something?

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A-user I was replying to your post.
I was replying to

I don't care about money, relationships, hobbies, sex, religion and being successful in general. What should I be focusing on? I really want to end it

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Yeah, that had nothing to do with what we were talking about. Or were you just splurting your coping mechanisms at random?

It was the day after my birthday just got a brand new cool as fuck skateboard with Pink Floyd on the back took it to the mall to get it fixed up. Decide to go out in the parking lot with friend and skateboard. friend picks up broken bottle he then proceeds to shove it into my leg out of nowhere. start to bleed out in the middle of a Taco Bell drive-thru. Indian fucker stares at me and doesn't help as I'm bleeding out just because this happens in your fucking country doesn't mean it should be happening here you motherfucker help me street shiting piece of fuck. friend starts to freak out and say he doesn't know why he did it. Go into shock go to Walgreens to pick up butterfly clamps throw up in the back of the car. Mom takes friend home entire ride is awkward silence.

>Conversate

Fuck off brainlet you deserve to die

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Try drugs

Kool

i dont know what the fuck i want in life so i keep fucking up and starting farther from the one goal i absolutely know i want to reach but the uncertainty is killing me and i feel time running out

Is this the new paypal begging thread?

>decide to try tinder again
>girl i match with actually messages me first
>we have almost everything in common
>talk nonstop for two days, make plans to meet on sunday
>wake up today
>see that she's blocked me on snapchat
>unmatched me on tinder

WHY WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU PRETEND TO BE INTERESTED AND MAKE PLANS TO MEET ME IF YOU DIDN'T WANT TO??? WHY WOULD SOMEONE DO THIS FUCKING SHIT?!!!!?

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Try going on nature trails

I've really got no idea why I haven't actually killed myself yet.

>could be doing anything
>could be learning anything
>could be trying to make friends
>could be trying to get a job
>could be trying to get an education
>could be exploring stuff like tulpas, meditation or biofeedback
>could be doing drugs
>instead do nothing but barely pay attention to TV/movie streams and get drunk

I'm just waiting to die with no real intention of killing myself now. I think about actually doing it a lot, but there's this whisper in the back of my head that says "if you're going to end it, then what's one more day? Just wait until you've got no real option and maybe something will change through an act of some old God."

I know it won't happen though and I'm just delaying the inevitable unless I take action to change it myself, but I can't see how it'd be worth it. Something feels wrong with me in that regard.

What the fuck are you even saying?
The guy I replied to asked what was wrong with me and I justified myself?
Are you even him?
What do you even want?
Honestly, everything I've posted in this thread was impulsive, but I actually don't understand what you want from me when I wasn't even replying to you.

i just came back from lake tahoe