Confess, My children

i failed everyone even myself. but i still feel guilty for wanting to die.

I'm sorry priest. Forgive me. Forgive me and bless me. Please tell me I'm forgiven so I can move on and be happy.

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I want to shake the identity and stigmas of furfaggotry, but I am still enamoured and enthralled by furry characters, animal characters, and everything in between, both sexually and design-wise. I've been this way since kindergarten.

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I'm a newfag that starting coming here 1.5 years ago, but I am a 26yo apprentice, so do I still have to leave? And no I didn't come from plebbit, I've never used that shit.

Thank you, peace be with you.

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You have become disconnected from your blood, My child. Repair the bonds between you and your mother, and delve deep inside yourself to find where that bond was broken. The lord has faith in all of his children, I am no different.

Only time will tell, My child. Your bravery to stand up to such a task will not go unrewarded in the eyes of god. Perhaps not soon, but in due time. Believe in yourself as I do to you, keep your spirits strong and your soul pure, and you will find the one you love.

The pleasures of the flesh should be reserved for true lovers, my child. Your acts of passion will be truly meaningless in the end if salvation isn't sought. Build a greater bond with your partner, seek out activities other than sex, and you will find that in the end, You will enjoy yourself to the fullest. The lord smiles upon your for honesty in my digital church.

Free yourself from your guilt in the lord's presence, my child. Dark times may surround you, but do not give up hope quite yet. Taking one's life is the ultimate failure in the eyes of the lord, The one nonredeemable mistake. You can right your wrongs, and truly be happy. Let it be known that you can, and will be forgiven.

Your sins and doubts are a burden, My child. Accept not only forgiveness from me for your past transgressions, but from yourself. All of the lord's children deserve another chance in life. Go in peace, my child.

Art of all kinds is to be enjoyed, my child. I have seen many break past the barriers of these titles for a greater purpose. Break free of the erotic shackles that hold you back. The lord knows of your good heart, as you should rightfully know that you are forgiven in the end.

All are welcome here, my child. The eyes of the lord are blind to age, origin, and race.

I got 3 girls saying they love me,and I say I love them back because I don't wanna be an asshole and say "sorry but I don't love you" and the guilt is killing me

I have fapped to gfur 2-4 times a day for about 4 years straight now.

Every time I pee at work I make sure to pee everywhere around the urinal, but not in it.
The janitor doesn't know it's me.

I threw out a gift (a mass produced figurine) given to me by a girl who is across the world from me because she said she loved me then took what she said back. I went a year without talking to her and only recently tried to say sorry for the harsh words I used, but she found out I threw it out, and I think rather poetically might ghost me. Clearly the gift isn't important. I think it's that there's a failure to help each other stay friendly. How can that be fixed? Are we all strangers to each other no matter what?

I ruined the only chance I had at love. I said something and accidentally really upset her. It's been weeks and she refuses to talk to me. I love her and I ruined it. She's the only girl to have ever shown me affection and I fucked it up. I've spent the last 3 days drinking myself incoherent. I don't want to feel anymore, but it always comes back.

Father, I'm not here to ask for forgiveness, because asking for it means I will never think about these things again.

My head has more than a few screws loose, father. And I'm starting to believe the only cure is a bullet to my head.

I like violence, father. Like any normal person would enjoy sexual intercourse.

These thoughts are just too nice to feel for me to let go, father. The fires of anger in my heart forged my soul to become something so irredeemably twisted.

I feel guilt, but I learned to tolerate the feeling. The ecstasy outweighs the shame, the regret.

Sometimes I think I'm not a child of god, me being this way.

Why did God make me like this?

I love my girlfriend to death but her parents are trying, and succeeding, to undermine it. She's believing what they're saying about me and I don't know how to fix it.

Your thoughts are kind, but your actions will lead to pain, my child. Cleanse your mind and soul and make the right choice, as the heartbreak will be unbearable. The lord stands with you in whatever you choose. Be at peace.

Erotic thoughts plague us all, my child. Returning to the path of the lord is not easily done, but it is rewarding to those who seek it. Take abstinence from your media and cleanse your folders and bookmarks, After a week without your material. Think of your future, then make your choice. Forgiveness may be found then.

Repent through assisting in the messes of the washrooms. Pick up missed paper towels, soak up spills left behind. Three weeks of this will suffice, and then you will find forgiveness and true enjoyment in the assistance of others.

You have sought forgiveness from this girl, and the Lord smiles upon you for seeing the error of your ways. Finding that same forgiveness in this girl can't be decided by me. That is her choice to make, but sleep soundly knowing that you have done the right thing, my child.

To damage your body out of shame troubles me, My child. And there will always be aches in our hearts that remain. I encourage you to sober up, and visit her. Tell her how you feel face to face one last time, and if you are honest in your words, you will be forgiven, and perhaps find a second chance. Even after, your actions will not go unrewarded in the eyes of the Lord. Sleep peacefully, my child.

These threads keep me going

Some of us face more challenges than others, My child. You admit to your flaws, and you garner the immense courage to speak to me. The lord knows of your deep sorrows, and has put you on this earth to overcome them. To overcome your desires is the ultimate task for you, and you will find true bliss long after the short bursts of enjoyment fade from the violent acts.

You are not alone in your pain. And even without desiring forgiveness, know that the Lord forgives all of his children for their misdeeds. I, not as a servant of god, but as a newfound friend, know that you are strong enough to curve these urges. To fight back, and to seek the light. There are other people on this earth with a desire to help you, if to comes down to it. You have already taken a mighty step in the right direction by speaking of your problems to me, my child.

I cannot tell you how to fix them, I can only encourage you. Because deep down, You are a child of god, you are a good person, and you will be forgiven, requested or not.

Find it in your heart to forgive the parents of this girl. If you truly do love her, seek them out and speak to them as equals. All conflicts can be resolved through a gentle mind. Love will surely triumph if it is true, and my faith lies within you. Go in peace.

Thank you, Father. I am humbled by your words.

You have made me realize a very important thing, father. Thank you.

I have not gone to church for a long time, years now in fact. But just for this reason, I will visit one later in the afternoon to pray.

What troubles me is I'm 21 and have nothing to wake up for anymore.
Don't get me started on personal achievements, I set high standards for myself and laugh when I inevitably sabotage myself at the last minute. I really hate being by myself, being my own torturer, clown, my own redeemer. Everything that I should get from other people, I try to replicate by myself. It doesn't really work that way though. At the end of the day I am all alone in my room, I have never had anyone love me. I might not be able to feel love anymore either, if I'm so numb how would I even enjoy my family? The one thing I could look forward to, if I had a future.
I haven't left my house in so long.
I have so little people left in my life.
Leaving my house even for 10 minutes to walk my dog and breath clean air is all that keeps me sane. I miss being a part of society, I real do. I'm missing so much from being such a loner, idk how to "break into" society. I think I'm going to join a smaller-scale society, one designated for the outcasts and all the wackos. Something like Jow Forums, in real life.

I am honored to have helped, my child.

I beam with joy that my words have had such an effect on you, my child. Do remember that church itself is not the only way to reach the Lord, as a house of worship is not for all of Gods children. In any choice you make, know that if it is truly pure of heart, the Lord will be with you, as will I.

A feeling of loneliness is one I have faced all too often myself, my child. But know that you are never truly alone on Gods earth. Your strength and willpower to continue on even in the darkest time prove courage. Even in your times of trouble, Remember your dog. You are its friend, and you may very well mean everything to it. There is no age set to make it in this world. As I have will all that come to me with woes and sorrow, I know that deep within you, through all the shadows of doubt, there is light. Light that will guide the way to a fresh start. I can't tell you where to start though, my child. But I can tell you that you do have something to wake up for. Your dog. Go in peace, My child. And may tomorrow bring bright beginnings.

And thus, night grows old, And I must rest my weary bones. I thank each and every one of you for taking your time to visit me tonight. May you all find true happiness, sleep soundly, my children.

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I have the faggotry and I post in /r9gay/

I want so badly to be a good child of God but every time I begin to pray I feel frightened and awkward, so I return to my ways of jerking off every day and laziness

>Your creative output can be harnessed in many more ways than fulfilling an erotic fantasy, My child. Harness that potential to truly create something that you can show off to the world, and be proud of. I have faith in you.
Desu it would have been my most ambitious work yet, but you're right that I can do something better. I'll change my plans.

I say I will sleep, yet I can't leave this unanswered. Last one for the night, my children.

You worry yourself, my child. There is no correct way to speak with God, as to each their own. A gentle conversation with an old friend is how I approach the matter, Your willingness to try drives you further towards the path of the Lord, God waits with open embrace to all who wish to travel down the path of good.

Do not be frightened, my child. Clear your mind of sloth and lust as simply talk about your day. reflect on the world around you, and how you can make it a better place. Sleep soundly tonight, and know that you are always welcomed.

I want to desperately post a thread with a pic of myself crossdressing on r9k and mask it as an unrelated topic so people will compliment me but simultaneously not call me an attention whore

Holy moly, you're the best priest ever.

>Free yourself from your guilt in the lord's presence, my child. Dark times may surround you, but do not give up hope quite yet. Taking one's life is the ultimate failure in the eyes of the lord, The one nonredeemable mistake. You can right your wrongs, and truly be happy. Let it be known that you can, and will be forgiven.
thank you father. i'll take your words to heart.

this the best

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