tell me all about your day or week and I will reply to you all.
>how you feeling
>are you making plans for the week?
>NEET or hikikomori?
I just woke up from a sad nap, been days since I ate but im waiting to get alcohol from mummy to pass out
tell me all about your day or week and I will reply to you all.
>how you feeling
>are you making plans for the week?
>NEET or hikikomori?
I just woke up from a sad nap, been days since I ate but im waiting to get alcohol from mummy to pass out
Too lazy to answer, but i want to read about others lives so here (you) go
Feeling alright, watched about 12 episodes of Hajime no Ippo and nearly finished book on Illinoise. Started another book on witchfinders (specifically on the exploits of 'Witchfinder General" Matthew Hopkins and John Stearne), looking quite interesting thus far. Going to study a bit, go to the gym now that its re-opened then off to work. Should be fun. My eyes feel very sore though don't mind too much. Honestly its hard not to stay in bed sometimes though when its cold these Winter months and I've got my super-comfy duvet, extra blanket on top and are submerged in pillows gosh its nice.
I've been a NEET for two months now, except I hate being a NEET. I'm almost out of money for bills, with this month being the last month I can afford them. I might get kicked out soon. I've been applying for jobs but no one wants me, even though I have a degree. Life sucks. I interviewed for a job 2 days ago so hopefully they'll take me. I don't know what to do anymore.
(you)
You do so much, I cant even feed my dog.
be proud man.
> I've got my super-comfy duvet, extra blanket on top and are submerged in pillows gosh its nice.
get a dakki hugging pillow.
improve sleep 100X man
Woke up at 6, started drinking at 9 then dad told me I should probz not do that so I stopped
Psychiatrist appointment in 4 days, she is probz just gonna tell me Im a lazy retard and not mentally ill again
Wish nobody cared about me so I could die but oh well. How are you doing gunjy?
be sure to take your hrt for gunjy-sama!
Played some tf2 and listened to nightcore
Made some pork shoulder and daikon stew. It was alright
uni classes start this week. just started community service for a dumbass charge I got over a year ago. 6 hours down 144 more to go fuck me
>I've been a NEET for two months now, except I hate being a NEET. I'm almost out of money for bills,
yeah you are fucked bro
what are you even going to do?
you cant get BUX?
Go back with mummy
>Woke up at 6, started drinking at 9 then dad told me I should probz not do that so I stopped
he is warning you.
I became an alcoholic slowly, soon your waking up and drinking warm cheap wine AS SOON as you wake up and your drunk forever and spewing up blood.
>Psychiatrist appointment in 4 days, she is probz just gonna tell me Im a lazy retard and not mentally ill again
you sure its not a psychologist?
NEVER go to female shrinks man trust me.
>How are you doing gunjy?
im fasting well im drinking straight vodka but im fasting and losing mad weight.
im shit, my friend left me for a month....because I kept manipulating people.
I was lucky and got $75 of pizza money (no paypal set up), and I get gifts from nice lady in a few days
$200 dakki and some anime stuff dont fuck this up I need to make money for friends
its almost like I do bad things to help my friends since I hate myself
>Played some tf2 and listened to nightcore
TF2 *sip*
man yuou made a mad meal and im here fasting, my tummy is bitching at me.
salavating at the thought of the crackling
>uni classes start this week.
do it, dont become me.
try hard bro, do the best you can.
dont end up like us losers
>just started community service for a dumbass charge
what charge.
i been court few times
Big brained police out of a 15 year min sentence and DID NOT listen to my dumb roastie lawyer so that is why.
>selling to minors
kek
>she is probz just gonna tell me Im a lazy retard and not mentally ill again
I'll start seeing a psychiatrist soon and I'm afraid that she'll tell me exactly this
Yeah I was feeling guilty about visitng her cause of that, especially since Im a NEET and got my sister to pay for it.
And then exactly that happened... Imma go to a 2nd appointment since sis cares and is pushing me but I really doubt there will be a 3rd
What's your issue user?
>NEVER go to female shrinks man trust me.
She is a psychiatrist and she's near my house, I cant be assed to find another and she seemed smart.
>I became an alcoholic slowly
I know all about that fag.
I downed the entire bottle so now they'll notice I kept drinking. I dont wanna have that talk, it was a one time thing
>$200 dakki and some anime stuff
hey gunjy long time no see, how's it going friend? did you quit discord or something?
>What's your issue user?
My psychologist said that I might have depression, so she wanted me to see a psychiatrist. I think that might be the reason why I feel down all the time, without really wanting to do anything with my life and just wanting to end everything if I could or had any reason to
threadly reminder that avatarfaggotry is a bannable offense, megu-faggot.
Well, give it a go, you never go I guess
Hope shit works out Im sorry I cant help
I hope so. Opening up about this to a stranger face to face is really difficult to me, so being able to do it here is good enough I guess
I didnt really care about talking to her, I just literaly had no fucking idea what to say
"Why are you here?"
Good question
>how's it going friend?
its bad man, im alcoholic again and I just cant handle shit.
my best friend left me for a month im fucked.
I am not even eating food, new way to harm myself
>did you quit discord or something?
no they keep banning me.
I was banned like 5x in one day, faggot discord jannies,
>sexualising minors
>being in a server that distributes cp
>targeting individuals
>evading bans
fags, im not a pedo I just talking to some 16yo so I could get $$ to help my friends.
>pic related a real cutie
they will give you an SSRI and then you complain and they change it or 2-4X your dosage
I know their shit
>threadly reminder that avatarfaggotry is a bannable offense, megu-faggot.
suck a dick anonfag, its only in certain threads I use megu only in these threads
no matter how many times we do this, the facts don't change.
you know you're avatarfagging, you admit it, you say you do it in these threads only, as if that somehow makes it permissible.
avatarfaggotry is a bannable offense, you avatarfaggot.
>they keep banning me
good. i hope the universe bans you soon.
>how are your feeling
bad as usual
>are you making plans for the week
this would be a futility exercise.
>neet or hikikomori
none, i'm a wagie. in fact i'm wageslaving in this very moment. fuck
today i wanted to die
yesterday i wanted to die
last week i wanted to die
tomorrow i'll probably want to die
:3
Pretty depressed lately. I've been so shameful about a lot of things but its so hard to tell my online friends because they all view me as this happy go lucky person. Without trying to sound too edgy, I just feel kinda broken. I have this one friend who keeps me sane and who I can tell pretty much anything to, and he makes me happy, so there's that at least. But once he's offline, I'm kind of left to fend for myself.
entropy#6767
contact me I wont moralfag you just want to talk
>Pretty depressed lately. I've been so shameful about a lot of things but its so hard to tell my online friends because they all view me as this happy go lucky person.
add me then we can chat and you can express yourself
we can be friends
>please can someone give me attention, please
>>please can someone give me attention, please
(you)
LOL NO (U) XDDD LMAO
i cut myself a few times and i can see white parts but there is little blood
whats he mean by this desu ori
I think he meant stop avatarfagging, retard.
It's a bannable offence.
>I think he meant stop avatarfagging, retard.
>It's a bannable offence.
why dint I get banned then :)
Cause u keep turning your wifi off and evading ya cunt :^)
heres the cute girl that got me banned from discord.
her parents must have looked on her phone.
mmmmm