Hey robots, do you have something you really need to talk about but no one to talk to?

All you can do is keep trying to make friends, Its hard because you're different to others but you're not the only one. Sometimes you need to be alone so you value company that much more. One cant exist without the other ya know? Its only 3 months for you though its been a long time for me. If you're having a really hard time making friends and talking to people maybe try and be someone you're not. It's unfortunately not a good long term solution and can be somewhat self sabotaging but its sometimes your only choice.

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Why does it suck?
What's the thing that sucks the most?

The thing is i haven't seen them much the past 3 years and now it feels like i'm letting them down, and driving them away, and thinking of that scares me, i'll keep trying, but i don't think it makes this stop

I still don't understand why i hate myself for everything

still no gf in 2019, huh

I cried in front of my mom today

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I used to hate myself, i just tried to do it a little bit less every day, you did something you regret?, did you let you or someone else down?

Don't mind that much about a gf, try to be happy about yourself first, and be nice to people, this might get you one, i'm not chad so i can't give any better advice, Just don't mind that much, you could make more friends if you feel lonely, maybe move with someone if you live alone

I miss crying in front of people, somehow i just can't, why did you cryied for aon?

>regret?
No, I have other problem like bullying in the past no one what me around because act autistic in the first year of high school because I have problem with social cues because of that i got bullied a lot and that cause me to be a big asshole everyone in my class. some of them have their own problem but take it on me because i did have a backbone in high school.

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I can feel myself slipping back into a really deep depression again. I'm repeating old habits, and I'm not even sure why it's happening. I was actually feeling somewhat content with myself for most of November and all of December.

>can feel myself
I know that feeling day start getting shorter but night get longer

I was a bit like that until i made friends almost finishing high school, you could try to avoid all of them, Change from school or Just find someone you get along with, even if it's Just a bit, it might help you feel better

What do you do for fun?

Guy bvj bxxghkbvihatethissometimes

I missed my chance to ask a girl for her number or something today. Too bad. She was just a seasonal employee but she seemed kinda cute. Today was her last day.

I really wanted to get to know her better but we only ever small talk. Did I even have a chance?

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I cannot sleep. I keep waiting for the results of an aids test. I would rather die in my sleep then get aids. FUCKING END THIS NIGHTMARE PLEASE

Please somebody talk to me

The one has started becoming much more flirty and jokes about being my gf.
But I am just a mere robot, how can this be for a 10/10, social, amazing girl like that to start socializing with me?

I hate crying in front people, makes me feel weak and like shit after. It's even worse because I rarely show that much emotion around people
>why
A very stupid childish reason

I feel alienated and alone everywhere I go, even on this board.

It's ok, your mom won't mind you did, don't be so hard with yourself, no one can be emotionless all the time

I'm not really sure anymore. It use to be vidya, but I've felt burned out from that for like the past year. I've tried out different things to see if I could find a new hobby, but nothing has clicked so far. I spend most of my days doing nothing on the internet.

Nevermind. Good bye everyone.

If you did or not i don't know, maybe yes and that means you'll get a New one, Just try next time, what's the worst thing that could happen?

Don't go, i'm sorry but i can't write too fast and this shit doesn't let me post fucking robot let me post already

I don't wanna be mocked or thought of as anymore of a creep than I already am. I'm very shy and I'm very sure I'm known as the awkward guy at work or something. It's like I become the most bland, creepy person when I go there.

please don't kys user. At least wait until after the test.

I can relate to that, keep looking for a place you fit in, there's one, even if it doesn't lasts

Have you tried finding someone to play with?, not Just a New thing but someone to have fun with

If you try to be nice to them they'll understand you're Just scared, at least one will, most likely Girls will and might find it cute

Doing that time i did have friends and the same one form high school. It was the fact that i have some problem with other people in that school it been like a year now out of high school and going to college know. That is some cause that why i hate myself=}

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Want to open up to friends and family about sexuality. I'm not gay or anything, but I just want to be open with the fact I don't give a shit about if the person I like is a boy or girl or whatever. But mom dosent like "gay's" or whatever I classify as and I think my friends wouldn't be my friends anymore.
That's my problem,maybe I shouldn't care. I don't know.

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What kind of problem? Does it still affects you in other way?

None of the few irl friends I have play vidya other than really mainstream stuff like CoD. I've tried joining different Discord servers to find people to play with, but I always get too scared to talk to anyone.

Yeah i don't like crowded servers at all, don't you have fun with your irl friends?

Why do you feel the need to tell them?

>Does it still affects you in other way?

yeah, It does sometime i still see them on the street or the train or bus i thought i will never see because i live in one of the big city but no. what really affects asking a girl because. when i was in high school ask out sometime ask out girls some just laugh at me or just call me uglier and sometime the guys laugh with them if they hangout with them

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Why do you think your friends wouldn't be your friends anymore? You might get into a fight with your mom but you won't know until it happens, you could Just say you're bi, it's easyer to understand and then go into more detail if you want

I'm in love with a boy who's, sadly, into pretty asian girls and i only fulfill the asian girl requirement. (No he's not a Chad. Far from it. And no. I am not a tranny.)

Dying in my classes. I want to get that CS/HE major but grades in my math course aren't looking too hot. Having a crisis over my future.

Scrolling through my media and shit and see all my classmates happy and hanging out and stuff with lots of friends. And then I look at my own life and I feel like I'm doing something wrong.

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That's cool art, you know the artists tag?

Was finally gonna ask the girl I've liked for years now out a couple days ago. Looked on insta and apparently she's had a boyfriend for 2 months. The dude has the same name as me and he isn't even that cute. I knew I had a good chance with her too, if only I had acted sooner. I am sad now. Maybe it's kinda fucked up but i'm hoping that it doesn't last so I can actually have a chance to be straight with her this time.

I'm sorry aon, that really sucks, i really can't think of how that is, or what could you do, maybe find New parts of the city where you won't see them but i'm not sure if that's a good idea

I do sometimes. I have 2 friends and they're pretty different. One is a huge drinker/smoker so any time we hangout he's always trying to get either super high or super drunk, and I just don't want to do that anymore. I'm trying to quit drinking so I already know I'm going to be hanging out with him less and less.

My other friends is very busy with work/school/fiancee so we don't really get a lot of opportunities to hangout.

I've tried getting out more to meet new people, but social anxiety really kicks that plan to the curb.

Well, maybe you Just care more about your grades that your classmates

And Just be close to that boy, maybe he likes you, you can tell him you like him too

My one and only friend has started avoiding me recently he thinks i dont realize but i can tell, whats the point anymore if everyone ends up like this

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your mum will be there for you user, she may even have wise words for you. Open up to her, see if she can help

That ok I am seeing someone for help for that and thank you for talking to me .jpd for talking to me}

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Try not to pay too much attention to people's social media. Its a small window into the parts of people's lives that they want to show you so they are usually only only going to show the happy parts. In reality most people feel like they don't know what their doing with their life or that they're doing something wrong.

I just feel the need to say something in case I ever end up with a guy or something. It just feels weird like I'm keeping a huge secret or something. Maybe I'm just blowing it out of proportion. Ive felt this way since I was 13 where I kind of liked whatever (guy, girl, inbetween) didn't matter. But almost everyone I knew didn't like gays. I don't even know what my sexuality would classify as. It feels weird even typing about it.

It's ok aon anyone would probably feel the same, and you could ask her anyway, she could leave him for you

I don't, i have looked for it but there's only that image

He might know it but just doesn't care enough. I'm certainly in that boat. Got a full autistic friend that's clung to me for 10+ years and I've been trying to shake him off the last few years and he figured it out but I'll be damn to deal with him, fucker cries his damn eyes out if his OC hero in an paper pen rpg dies, I am not dealing with his shit anymore.

work makes me feel like my soul is physically being crushed by a boulder or other large object. my supervisors have consistently listed me as organized, skilled, and a good interpersonal communicator, and when they praise me it makes me feel like throwing up. there has to be something wrong with me. even just trying to do fun projects in my free time makes me feel ill as a post-neet.
what the fuck can i do about this

Don't be sad, ask him directly, and look for New friends

different user but you hit a point where that gets hard as fuck.

No I don't think she would leave him. It's a really long story and hard to explain but in the position I'm in now I doubt that would work. There's a chance I could get with another girl, and I kind of want to, but I also feel like shit because then that means I'll have 0 chances with her. I don't know man it's a shitty situation.
On top of that I'm being forced into an alternative school for like a month and a half minimum and might be facing charges. Just when I was getting my life somewhat back together all this shit happened. It feels like everything's going downhill and It's taking everything for me not to just say fuck it and stop trying to improve myself. I'm on the verge of just sinking deeper into drugs, stopping nofap(i'm addicted to porn), starting smoking again, etc.

That's really mean, you could Just tell him you were done with his shit and cut it fast, maybe help him look for other friends

I know but that's the best way

How long have you known her for? I think it'd be more suspicious of her if you hadn't known her very long and out of nowhere she starts being flirty.

Do you have friends irl? Close friends? Try to go camping or something, might help

Yeah. You might be right about that. Maybe I'm not doing something right. But even if I cared about my classmates more, I can't really seem to fit in. Most of the people in my school are Asian and you know the culture. Grades over everything else. The stereotype is true. Everyone seems to be clumping together to leech off of each other to get A's and shit. Though I have decent grades, I just can't seem to carry a conversation with any of them so I can't really assimilate no matter how well I do in my classes. I kind of feel like there's just no room for me here.

I actually already am. Like. Really close. He tells me everything. I actually broke off with him about a year ago and told him to leave me alone because i just couldn't take it anymore and I was tired of dealing with all these issues so I tried to get rid of some of them. And a few months ago, he came back to me telling me that he wanted to talk again and that I was the only one who could understand him and that he missed me. I'm genuinely happy that he came back to me but he still doesn't feel the same way. I guess it's okay. I'll push through it somehow. I promised myself that I wouldn't leave him again. But I don't know if I should tell him since I feel like this confession can ruin our whole friendship.

Try to meet your friend's friends first, that's easyer but don't go with the idea you have something in common, they're Just New people

>That's really mean
trust me if you knew this fucker you have zero pity.
>you could Just tell him you were done with his shit and cut it fast
That fixes no more than avoiding him, he got the message but keeps bugging me, pretty damn clear he won't leave me alone because he has shit all after me
>maybe help him look for other friends
he's 35, still living with his parents with a part time job they forced him to get two years ago at 33 and has a god damn "I'm always right ego" no one is going to put up with that.

yeah, but they're working now too (except for one who will be in school forever) and they very clearly aren't experiencing this. it helps for a few days but then they go off again to big cities where the jobs are. as much as i hate the commute, having to live in the city would be even worse. it's not like we can visit more than a couple times a year, since it has to be when all of us can get off from work at the same time. everything revolves around work

Then don't think about it, if it happens you'll worry by that time and it won't be as hard as now, but you can try to bring it up to your friends slowly, like joking first

Yeah you're right. I've been telling myself that this whole time. But even so, I haven't hung out with anyone for such a long time. Just at home when i'm not taking my classes. And I kind of want to hang out normally just like anyone else. I know. it's a really pathetic thing to be depressed over especially when it's an issue not exclusive to myself.

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You should tell him or at least hint to him that you like him. You might be surprised that it results in a favorable outcome.

Ask her anyway, Just do it, it won't be nice but you won't regret it, why charge? A fight?

Its not pathetic. I'm dealing with basically the same thing. If I'm not doing something for school I'm at home doing nothing. Have you tried reaching out to friends first to see if they would want to hangout?

It won't ruin your friendship, you were together already so it wouldn't be weird

I'm pretty sure it's not gonna be favorable. There's a girl that he already likes. Talks about her quite a bit. And he already has problems. I don't want to make his life more complicated. Maybe I'll tell him when he's got it good. For now, i'll suck it up and wait.

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Then you'll have to socialize in other ways, i'm not sure how to help you, what if you Change your job?

I've thought about trying to do that. I'm just not sure if I would at all fit in with any of them.

My drinker/smoker's friends are like him and I'm not too keen on being friends with them.

My other friends friend's are all musicians in bands and stuff so I feel pretty clueless on all the stuff they usually end up talking about.

Yeah he sounds like some kind of jerk, but most robots sound like that, i would try to help him be a better person Just one more time but do as you think it's better, i can't tell if i'm wrong about that

Nah not a fight, can't get into details too much since it's a confusing story but basically I made what could be considered terroristic threats(even though I very obviously was being extremely sarcastic and didn't mean anything I said).
I don't think asking her out is a good idea. I text her weeks ago when I didn't know she was dating him, with just a "hey" and she left me on read. I don't know if that was cause she was dating him or because of some other stupid shit I did before that. I think I'm gonna take some other user's advice and just work on myself for awhile and try to forget about her, then maybe in a few months she'll start to get curious about what's going with me and start talking again.

I have known her for a while but we only really started talking recently, and now out of nowhere it has become
>what if me and user were together? He is my unofficial bf now
And now she is super enthused to talk and follows me around a bit. I also caught her staring directly at me, dazed looking, and when she saw i was looking she snapped away and started doing something else.

They might not drink/smoke as much and you can always learn a bit about music and find other things in common with them

I used to. But all I got is "i'm busy studying for this test/doing my homework/hanging out with someone already". I think I'm not close enough to anyone. Either because I'm boring or everyone already has someone else in mind.

Well hey. Maybe I'll try again down the road.

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i've tried business analysis, writing, IT, and now HR but i just can't seem to like anything, so i don't think changing again will help. there might not be anything to be done about it at all but i do appreciate your replies
i think you're right about needing to socialize in other ways. i have some sort of mental block about socializing with acquaintances - i can force it with strangers and close friends fine but it's strange with them. i need to get over it

>really social and outgoing when it comes to dealing with men
>can't talk to women even if my life depended on it

wtf is wrong with me bros

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If that's what you want to do please forget about her, i had a friend who got in something like this and the thing that fucked him up was not forgetting about her, you sound cool aon, i'd give you a hug if i could

I guess our relationship could possibly stay normal. Which is pretty comforting. But what I'm scared of is the probability that our friendship might be spoiled since it'll get awkward. He might stop talking about a lot of the shit on his mind since he would try to avoid hurting me. But even so, I want him to tell me everything.

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Thanks but i mean Just find a place you like to work at, not what you do there

Hey OP, I just wanted to let you know while maybe I might come posting here one day, I honestly don't think it'd do much anyway to be honest, but I appreciate the effort. People here seem to have a serious issue with expressing themselves and so they just repress it into being a dick to everyone, and while I don't really have that problem (My problem is more that I don't have anyone to talk to even if I'm perfectly willing and the things causing me to not have anyone to talk to are the serious issues I actually need help with, and that needs a lot more then a "hey what's up, my name's Chad and uh, I wanna fuckin kill myself. Seeya faggots") I do really appreciate you and others making threads like this. It's obvious just from all the suicide threads which basically always talk about in their (At least what they are as far as the OP is concerned as they write) last words the rare gems of total kindness and humanity they found on Jow Forums, and honestly while no one likes to admit it because Jow Forums "Culture" basically makes it such that being nice = being a normie, most of the people on here really are nice and like that inside, and just need to open up and break that outer shall of "lol I'm such an asshole and I'm so cool becuz of it" to actually be the good people they are, and people like you making an effort to show them they actually matter goes a huge step in doing that. So thank you a ton for it, on behalf of everyone who probably wants to say thank you but hasn't actually reached a place emotionally where they can, "we" really appreciate it.

I'm like that but a but weirder, most women talk to me, and i used to get nervous but i don't mind much now, i can't start a conversation with anyone and i feel better around guys anyway

Thanks, I need a hug. There's another girl that I'm sort of interested in. She text me like 4 days ago and we got to talking, then at the end she said something like "I'm here for you if you need anything, I don't wanna see you mess up your life." I'm thinking about texting her and asking her to hang out, but idk really. My life is usually just constant shit eating usually and I'm afraid I might just fuck up anyway. I don't know if she likes me either or if she was just saying that to be a good person.
Sorry I sound like a faggot

that will present a similar problem of just needing to move around a lot, but maybe it's worth trying. i don't care about the money besides having my space to be alone so maybe a good use of it would be to facilitate travel. that's a good idea

ive known him since childhood he was the only person i could really talk to about anything

Thanks aon, i hope you're right and this does helps some people here but i really don't think i'm doing much

I'll try and see if I can possibly get to know some of them then. I'm thinking about trying discord servers again to find people to play games with. I just don't know how to get over my fear of talking to people.

I've had a friend like that, he kind of isolated from everyone else since he got problems with his gf