So, you suicidal?

This post is blessed. Thanks user.

This is my only reason too.

Fear of what's on the other side and the one person that cares for me.

tried killing myself 3 months ago but failed. Thought life would get better but it doesn't. i am thinking about trying again

>So, you suicidal?
Yes

>why?
I'd say I'm tired of life, hard to explain

>whats keeping you back?
Don't want to hurt people close to me

>be me
>at buddy's apartment on uni campus
>suddenly, a knock at the door
>open door, theres a fucking teddy bear costume laying on the doorstep
>think its just some dude trying to play a prank
>shout to buddy, "Theres something here for you!"
>bunny gets up, starts running down the hall
>autismengage.wav
>start chasing him down screeching "COMERE BITCH" at the top of my lungs
>round a corner in the hallway
>come face to face with a female recording on her cell phone
>mfw i hear a fearful feminine scream come from the costume
>realize what I've done
>autismlevelscritical.jpg
>sprint out of the building at top speed and back to my dorm.

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>be me
>at buddy's apartment on uni campus
>suddenly, a knock at the door
>open door, theres a fucking teddy bear costume laying on the doorstep
>think its just some dude trying to play a prank
>shout to buddy, "Theres something here for you!"
>teddy bear gets up, starts running down the hall
>autismengage.wav
>start chasing him down screeching "COMERE BITCH" at the top of my lungs
>round a corner in the hallway
>come face to face with a female recording on her cell phone
>mfw i hear a fearful feminine scream come from the costume
>realize what I've done
>autismlevelscritical.jpg
>sprint out of the building at top speed and back to my dorm.

Not actively suicidal, I just completely disregard my health by having a shitty diet and living a sedentary lifestyle.

>>be me
>>at buddy's apartment on uni campus
>>suddenly, a knock at the door
>>open door, theres a fucking teddy bear costume Iaying on the doorstep
>>think its just some dude trying to play a prank
>>shout to buddy, "Theres something here for you!"
>>teddy bear gets up, starts running down the hall
>>autismengage.wav
>>start chasing him down screeching "COMERE BITCH" at the top of my lungs
>>round a corner in the hallway
>>come face to face with a female recording on her cell phone
>>mfw i hear a fearful feminine scream come from the costume
>>realize what I've done
>>autismlevelscritical.jpg
>>sprint out of the building at top speed and back to my dorm.

I don't know anymore.
But i think the only reason why i'm holding on, is to give a chance for the family name to live on and not die with me...

>So, you suicidal?

Not as close as I have been in the past, but I'm getting to that point again.

>Why?

I'm tired and lonely.

>What's keeping you back?

My parents, even though they're abusive. My once best friend, even though he spends all of his time with his gf now.
Nothing, really. Just this stupid, childish hope things will get better. That I'll magically stop being lonely and tired.

Only thing keeping me back is my family and a desire to get my bachelors degree. After that, I don't know.
I'm a 32 year old virgin
I'm slowly going deaf
My last few friends are slowly ditching me
I have no real hobbies

I don't think I'll ever do it, but I'm scared this is the best I can do in my life.

>so, you suicidal
I'm getting there.
>why?
I've got nobody, (not that I want anybody,) and old experiences are still slowly chipping away at me.
>what's keeping you back?
My lifelong dream of becoming an astronaut, and hope of getting a xeno gf. I've finished everything I need to do in highschool, that's covered. I've enlisted into the airforce and after I'm done with that I'm going to college for engineering.

Once, I felt scared to touch my pistol. I usually mess with it all the time, taking it apart and putting it back together, so that was the one time I seriously think I could've taken my own life.
I was going through a really shitty time emotionally because I ended, then regretted ending, a toxic relationship I had with my only gf. We both were physically and verbally abusive towards each other.
Forcing myself to watch anime to feel feels and distracting myself with pointless activities.

the only thing thats keeping me alive is ai and the singularity, thats it

That's very nice of you user, but maybe try improving your mental health. One day you may snap and the kittens would understand where you went

You are too pure for this board. Run user, run while you still can.

What happened user? Do you want to talk about it?

A bunch of people would be happy and satisfied as fuck and would laugh their ass off if I killed myself or otherwise died in some way.

I feel that user. It isn't really the reason I haven't killed myself, but its part of the reason I try to push myself to surpass shitbags like that in some way.

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You're a wonderful person user. I love you. No homo tho

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parents wont let me stay a neet and want me being a miserable wageslave like them

My brother is , he woke me up this morning to tell me that he's going to kill himself because the demons are taking away his memories
I've told him as long as he's not doing it in my house idgaf

Used to be. I got used to the fact that friends, family, and a relationship is docile. Just do whatever the fuck you want. Who gives a fuck about people honestly.

Because I'm a useless brainlet with no work experience who is failing at uni and will probably drop out soon
>What's keeping you back
Lack of a firearm. I don't wanna leave a mess and scar the person who finds me for life especially if it's my parents

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what was meant by this
-originally spagett

>So, you suicidal?
No
>What's keeping you back?
Uh... The fact that there is an abundance of stuff in the world that can make you happy like sex drugs alcohol fast food board games tv movies music nature dancing youtube and the internet

I'm just curious... have any of you suicidal fags ever tried drugs in your life? What about alcohol? What about a hooker? Personally, if I had any one of these things I would never consider suicide.

Not even joking, but you know the old "sex drugs and rock n roll!" meme? Yeah... that honestly works to be honest. Who would have thought

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Honestly, I'm scared of committing and actually doing it.