Tfw your problems are litterally too bad to talk about even on r9k

No, I know better than that.
I just thought id entice some gratitude into you godless normals.

OP probably likes little children.

Just post it, dumbass.

Some things cant be known they are beyond your reach even when shown

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I wanted to continue the quoting but
>comment isn't original

>tfw there were no happy days

You're not the only one, OP. My life is so fucked and complicated that it's not compatible here.

If you think a bad life makes you somehow more "superior" here or worthy of special attention remember that only 1 person on the whole planet truly has it the worst and only he deserves all the support, while everyone else "has it better" and "have it easy".

At the very least only 1 user on Jow Forums has it really bad so only he can say those words. Are you that user?

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telling r9k your problems can be a hit or a miss anyway

We low hardness Gems have nothing but our courage.

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>tfw my r9k friends would bully me if they knew about my problems

Same here. I have many physically debilitating problems that prevented me from having a normal life.

The only time I can think of I was truly happy was when I did shrooms, both times. Other than that my life is basically unending misery with short bursts of contentment or laughter at things online.

What the fuck are you going on about? You took my post as some pretense for trying to look special? I dont even have an identity to feel special about I am nothing.

You are like a jealous dog not getting his attention.

I have no courage either. I have shown to be a coward time and time again.

>he's posting on the internet
>he thinks he has problems

I understand more than you realize, OP. Believe me, I do.

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>If you think a bad life makes you somehow more "superior" here or worthy of special attention remember that only 1 person on the whole planet truly has it the worst and only he deserves all the support, while everyone else "has it better" and "have it easy".

This way of thinking is so critically stupid.

>get beaten, raped and neglected whole life
>remember that someone has it worse
>scars heal and now a happy flappy productive normie

It is stupid. Instead of at least acknowledging their suffering they want them to just hide it more.

1st worlders problems are worse in different ways. Theres a reason why schizophrenic westerners hear hostile and threatening voices and eastern schizophrenics tend to hear comforting and jovial voices.

One book user, notes from the underground

Really? That's very interesting.

As a teen I masturbated several times to scat porn. I viewed pooping as much more embarrassing and private than normal sex. If a girl was willing to expose something so embarrassing and private, I equated that to a higher level of intimacy and trust. Out of curiosity, while in the bathroom, I squatted and took a shit on several layers of paper towels. I wanted to feel the texture of shit, so I jsut used my index finger and thumb to squish it a bit for a few minutes. It was fucking nasty touching that airy slimy smelly shit, I have no idea how someone could have a girl shit in their mouth no matter how attractive she was. The smell wouldn't get off my fingers after washing it five times like it fused into the skin somehow. Anyways point is, just tell your fucking story.

>habing problems is a competition
I hate faggots like you.

There is always someone who has it worst than you honeeeeey so you can laugh at that faggot

He didnt say you were lying. He said that having it bad doesnt make you special and there always is someone that has it worse than you so this thread is pointless. Also and dont speak about being jelaous because its just pathetic you attention whore.

Who else here have lived a significant portion of their lives immobilized because of mental illness and gastrointestinal issues? I literally spent my youth locked in my room because of this. I dont think i will ever recover from it

Ok sure im an attention whore and not the animefag

*faint glow of a lit cigarette in dark corner*
Listen here kiddo, you don't know the first thing about pain and horrible, horrible suffering. I came straight from hell itself and I can only warn you not to take the same path I took. What I did is the past now, but you should be weary young child, because it can HAPPEN TO YOU.

It's an anonymous message board, dude.

There's nothing that's too bad to post here. Just post it. Unless it involves Tahlia or some other skank for orbiters, nobody's going to create any drama and no one will know that it's you.

>Theres a reason why schizophrenic westerners hear hostile and threatening voices and eastern schizophrenics tend to hear comforting and jovial voices.

And what is that reason? Educate me on this please.

This really isn't so bad, you clearly didn't get a chance to play with your own poop as a toddler so you needed to try it at least once to figure this shit (yuk yuk) out.

Admittedly my development still continues to be delayed beyond recovery. I am still turned on by the idea, maybe I would love to see a girl shit, but I am not going to play with it.

Op got fought with cp on his Google account I bet.

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*Sniff *
I smell
B E A N S

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TOTALLY REBLOGGING THIS OMFG

OP wants attentions from strangers on the internet

Did you have any fears of a bad trip going into it while being in such a miserable state?

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Bravo, bravo. I love edge posting. The only trolling form that still works

Which crime OP?

Its a lot more complicated than jacking it to shit. Its not even a given instance, its a series of such swimming in a stew of fear and desperation.

No, I want other desparates to relate.

I should add if I'm right with this intuition it's not too late to move forward. Do the right things in life OP

>try and talk about my issues on Jow Forums
>get called a sissy faggot

Yeah nah fuck the lot of you. Especially that faggot ass guy who keeps telling people to become trans.