25+ Oldfags unite

>tfw you still have dreams about high school
Lonely nights don't bother me so much, it's the lonely mornings that kill me.

I feel the void and sadness slowly expanding, specially before going to sleep. Only things that keep me going are vidya and reports of anons that said that things got better after their 30s or so, Im still 25 and I feel young, only tried to kill myself once, I hope this year will be a good one, for all of us

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25 here.
Every day suicide seems more appealing.

Hi lads

Just turned 25. I'm a pathetic virgin coward. Funny thing is, I'm genuinely good looking. Wasted my youth. Thanks for reading my blog

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What do you guys do when you see someone you went to highschool with out in public?

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26 and Im in the best situation Ive been in since I was 19. Things are looking up.

32 motherfuckers
I will be on this website until the day I die

I'm 29 years old. Been here since the board was made. Wizardry awaits in 8 months. Never had a job either, and never will. No friends, never really had. Probably never will.

I've started writing poetry. You really know it's over when a grown man starts to write poetry.

28 neet kv here

just another day of being alive. i look forward to AMD releasing their new 7nm cpu's, although i highly doubt i will buy them. yes, my life is so boring i keep up with tech news even though i dont buy any

if any of u niggers are depressed just take mushrooms, they are great for depression, just google magic mushrooms depression

only 51 more weeks left until we reach 2020. definitely an exiting time to be alive. i look forward to what ai will be able to do in the future

>I've started writing poetry. You really know it's over when a grown man starts to write poetry.

What's wrong with it, honestly?

I've been writing since I was 15 years old, and it's provided me with a great deal of comfort.

I am the 32 guy
How is your sex drive? Though mine is still there, it has diminished and I am pretty sad about it. Then I go on a forum where 50-70 year old fuckers are bragging about still getting spontaneous rock hard boners and fucking every other day. Just what the fuck life.

I'll turn 31 in a week. The last 6 years have been particularly horrible for me, and not that the years prior where better either. I feel tired and devoid of any willpower to do anything besides my crappy job that I'm forced to do it 'cause I can't do anything else. I made some friends 6 years ago, and I kinda regret it.

Keep walking whilst staring at the ground.

I'm 28 and have never had a real job.
I can't see the point. I'm already miserable, why add to it?

28 years old here. Still making $10.80/hr. I have a 18 year old girl im dating but thats about it, still broke as fuck living with my mom so things are all around pretty shit

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Same age and similar situation only I don't have a romantic partner. I do make $31.45 though, but I just spend it on frivolous and decadent things.

Tomorrow is my 30th birthday.

>Then I go on a forum where 50-70 year old fuckers are bragging about still getting spontaneous rock hard boners and fucking every other day.
i don't understand this at all. 29 btw

shit, I'm turning 25 next month. I get I'm young as hell and still a baby by co-workers. A-A-Am I officially an oldfag now?
>t.1994 millenial/genz cusp

>turning 30 this year
>joined military at 18 to die
>lost an arm and the use of one eye to an explosive at 21
>was dating a younger girl until I was shown a video of her whoring around
>on disability
>spend my days drinking, cooking/baking and playing weird weeaboo video games
>really lonely
>so tired of it all that even a minor inconvenience makes me seriously consider suicide

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32, NEET, social recluse

What the fuck are you still doing here?

This board is utter shit, and that's something, when even I did notice the change.

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Talk, also advice on occasion because they still know me as the guy who solved all IT issues. We shared a lot of time together growing up, why avoid them?

You are an old man to 15 year old kids and a kid to people over 30 . This dynamic will continue in a sliding window as you age.

25 here
bought a 3 bedroom house at 23 and have lived alone since(no I'm not that fag that posts pictures)
Started LDR / edating last year but the girl doesn't want to drop out of grad school to move in
took a while but things look pretty decent

we'll all make it lads

Happy birthday friend, I'm surprised your post was original

28, make decent money. currently on vacation in Tokyo, literally haven't left my room other then to get beer and snacks. to autistic to go do things alone, nobody to talk to. at least i got my mobages.

>27
>Still live with parents
>Parents own a few houses, on the way to own another which is currently a lot
>Already talked with them about me owning one the houses for myself
>They agreed on the condition I pay the half the house's price
>Have a certificate to be an Electrician
>Not currently working in that field due to how unstable the scheduling is in areas I get hired for
>Work overnights in retail in the meantime
No love life but
>Chick at retail work gave me her phone number
>She has a kid
>She's a neighbor living with her parents just up the street
>She has a kid
>She's the only one at work that hugs me out of her own volition
>She has a kid
>Baby daddy wants the kid, but wants nothing to do with the mother
I'm about to make a dumbass mistake getting involved with her. Male colleagues are in such relationships and are split on what I should do.

27 here
After years of hopping jobs because all of them set me up I finally found one and thats just sitting alone at a desk all night. Company tried to screw me over though but at least i'm employed.

Gonna start saving, take out loans for a degree, and leave the country when i'm done. Feels like there's a small light at the end of the tunnel now

gonna be 29 this year. I have been through some rough stuff the past decade, but I feel the worst is over and look forward to the future now

Turning 26 tomorrow
Dreading going to work tomorrow to receive a bunch of "happy birthdays"
Also overall jaded
Feel more distant from my immediate coworkers
Overall I just feel like I'm missing something but I might just be depressed

Basically just being a robot and getting through the week

28 now. Life feels devoid of meaning.

Any depressed richbots want to make me your depressed sugar baby?

go get drunk in akihabara or something, wtf nigga

22 here can i join in? it feels like every thread there are sub 18s running around being utter spergs.

I legit don't even know what to do in life where the fuck is my hand book on how to pay bills n' shit

How many of you are still virgins?

you pay bills online with a debit card just like every other purchase.

I go down to my local city hall to pay my power/water bill because it's on my way to walmart

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yes sure. i remember a time when i was 12 on IRC because i couldn't relate to all the kids who were running around on AOL playing kiddy games and shit. here is your official sanction friend.

Half of us at least

From the UK here not living alone atm becuase shit was too stressful. i know people joke/meme about such things but why the fuck do't they fuccking tell how what to do after you move out or try to get a place? like only the last two years of high school (uk here so 14-16) matter the rest can be spent on how money works and so on.

Yeah i feel like the same, like i used to sit on r9k all day and make a few friends to talk with sometimes play some vidya with them

R9K Just feels so dead and empty apart from these threads and the brit feel thread the rest is just porn and so on

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>27
>To inherit a bunch of property
>She has a kid

I can relate. I'm honestly thinking about giving up on a lovelife worth engaging in. Any woman I'm attracted to is married or has a boyfriend, and any girl (the one) who is attracted to me has kids. I'd really have to date younger women to get a chance to escape this, but I'm no chad and it starts getting creepy.

I did a job for a guy I went to hs with about 2 years ago. The guy used to be the class clown who nobody thought would get anywhere.
Turned out at 25 he owned a house, Ford raptor and a duce and a half.
While I'm just a wage cuck who can hardly scrape by pay check to pay check.
It was painfull and I'm thankfull he didn't recognize me, or that if he did he didn't say anything about it.

>Get told i'm going to have my first day off in 2 months
>Wake up, have breakfast, take my pre-workout and get ready to hit the gym for the first time in forever
>Phone call, "Sorry we need you to come in after all"

FUCK THE HOLIDAYS
FUCK NORMIES
STOP COMING DOWN THE FUCKING BEACH YOU CUNTS
WHAT THE FUCK REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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1. Not really inheritance if I'm buying the house from them.
2. I have 3 siblings so I can't have all of them and one of the houses is located in what I call "warehouse central".
3. Starting to look like an old man, though it might just be my short haircut making me look older, but girls 25 below are starting to warm up to me now. No Chad, but I do feel like I have control of things.

bumpolio

>turning 25 next year so I might as well see what this general has been about this whole time
>almost the entire thread is just people reporting their age and saying something about their life

I don't know what I was expecting. I guess the waifu threads will remain my home as I become senile. I sincerely hope to love 2D until the day I die.

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the thread is discussing activities associated with aging so we can relate to each other

are you that autistic?

33 here
good job, nice car, nice house
all that shit we're supposed to have to be "successful"
but i'm a kissless virgin
why go on living?

28 year old bus driver.got cussed out by some fat light skinned black kid.told him to settle down and he went off and called me a bitch ass nigga.

44, actually had some (very late) success with a jobeducation and getting into normalfag stuff last year.
Just no reason WHY to do it, except that I wanted to prove to myself that I can. Well I can, but doing so feels like living a strangers life. Some boring movie I forced myself to watch. Probably just going to drop all that shit and NEET again. No reason to get involved in life, too little reward.

You're all literally posting once then you're done. That's not how generals work. I'm not asking for tripfags, but fuck, this thread is pointless. This is the most bare bones version of a general I've ever seen.

I'm 25 right now. Starting to lose hope that I'll ever lose my virginity or get a gf and I'm starting to be more and more comfortable with that. Women are annoying and drain up your time and money.

33 here. My anxiety has been terrible the last two days. had a bad panic attack last night that I spoke nothing but nonsense. I haven't wanted to die so much in a long time. My meds helped thankfully and knocked me out. right now I'm hiding in plain site on an MMO. not saying a word to anyone. It is surprisingly soothing and calming me down.

For the longest time after high school, I had reoccurring dreams where I was still in high school, but beloved, happy, and popular. Still get them every once in a blue moon.

Why do you have panic attacks if you have a good life?

26 y/o shut-in khv neet here
2nd plate of pizza rolls today
my life is horrible but i don't really have to think about it when i sleep 12 hours a day and sit on the computer the other 12

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where did I say I had a good life? my life is terrible. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I have a major panic attack once every few months like clockwork. it's usually caused by too many people talking to me. I try to find things that calm me down. sometimes it's sudoku, sometimes it's tv shows. tonight watching people on Final Fantasy in the middle of Limsa is calming me down.

>has too many people talking to him
>his life is terrible

>27
>dropped out of college
>make $12 an hour
>Addicted to herion
>Lost virginity at 15
>live with current girlfriend

All in all I'm pretty happy with how things turned out.

Oh I gotcha now. Truth be told I envy you because you are left alone. talking to people is physically painful for me. My chest hurts like hell every time somebody messages me or calls me wanting something. It sucks. I would switch for a life of loneliness in a heartbeat.

You know you can do it in literally 5 seconds right?

28 here.

I came back to the board for the first time in a year or so and find myself unable to relate to it. I hope it gets better.

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28, will be 29 soonish. Still working on my undergrad.
I don't want to die I just want to stop doing what I'm doing and go do something else. But I can't. Because I still have to finish my undergrad. But I keep fucking it up because I don't want to be in school anymore. And when I fuck it up I prolong my stay in school because I have to repair my GPA to reach requirements
Shit sucks I feel like I'm stuck in limbo.

You made it past my end goal, if I've achieved nothing by 27 I'm ending it

by blocking everyone? they'll just come knock down my door and ask wtf is wrong with me. a guy tracked me down all the way from fucking Florida. He came to my state and found my house when I tried to ghost him. It's not as easy to do as it sounds man. idk why people like me. I am a fat bald fuck that plays vidya all day. Literally a dime a dozen. I wish I didn't have this curse. if I knew there was an afterlife and it was peaceful and quiet, I would have roped a long time ago. not knowing keeps me here out of fear.

I'm stuck in a dead end job with constantly increasing responsibilities, low pay given those responsibilities and the HCOL, and it's also basically extremely niche so I can't get anything else without an even shittier pay.

I work fucking 3-11pm and am pretty much trapped here. The money is only acceptable because I still live with my mom but the commute from there is horrible, 2 hours each way by train.

I have an engineering degree but I don't remember jack shit because that was 4 years ago, and my job is a fucking joke. I don't feel like I'd be able to do anything else at this point, I feel completely broken. Why the fuck did I do this. Oh, that's right, I'm mentally ill and all the good jobs wouldn't touch me with a 10 foot pole because I'm an ugly weirdo who can't interview. My job has good benefits because it's a government job, but I can't fucking take it anymore. It's such a stupid pointless fucking job and I keep needing to do more and more shit for nothing in return, meanwhile others even in the same department basically get to sit with their feet up on their desk working first shift. I'm literally by myself in the entire department half the time and it's just as busy as first shift.

Fuck everything. I'm 30 years old and life is fucking gay and pointless. What the fuck am I working for? My family doesn't seem to care about my feelings or aspirations and never really did, maybe that's why I'm such a failure. All I really have is my mom and my sister and I'm sick of them. Everything about my life has been a setup, my dad killed himself, I'm a ugly short balding weird autistic fuck with a lazy eye and constant nervous tics, no friends, no gf, no time, I'm out of the house from 1pm to 1am monday through friday and have no fucking time to even do anything at all.

I desperately want to kill myself

sometimes spending your hard earned money on dumb shit is all you can do to keep yourself going.

You don't know what "old" is.

>I'm stuck in a dead end job
>I work fucking 3-11pm and am pretty much trapped here. The money is only acceptable because I still live with my mom
Sounds like me. But I've been going back to school but considering that I only took one class last semester and am probably only going to take one next, it's probably going to be a while until I get even more Associate's. But I will start taking a bigger load of classes eventually.

But yeah, my hours fucking suck and my pay sucks too. I do feel good about making some money at least.

27 here, can we kill all trannies yet?

This.
I recently got into firearms and blew a few months pay on a high end rifle because I wanted it.
And it made me realize I haven't felt that "good" feeling in a long fucking time. I've been pinching pennies and buying everything on sale for so long I can't remember the last time I bought something nice and expensive that I didn't need.
There's something to be said for that "I got exactly what I want" feeling. It's like nothing else. And I forgot I had the power to bring it upon myself.

I have an electrical engineering bachelors and I got damn good grades. You can't imagine the shame I feel. My confidence is at negative levels. To end up with this joke of a job, a fake engineering job where I do literally something a high school dropout could do. It sounds nice but if you want to leave you can't because you have no skills. I could have been doing something really cool and interesting, something I could take pride in, and something way more lucrative, yes I make $80k but this is fucking NYC, that's fucking nothing compared to waht you can make in software engineering. But I'm t totally broken loser who should die because I'm so worthless, so I could never get a job like that. I had so much potential but it's wasted because of my myriad flaws, and yet I can't help but still feel like I have been cheated out of a cool normal life making the big bucks and being able to afford property.

I'm going to just do as little as possible at work from now on, and just ignore bullshit requests. See how long it takes me to get fired. I might not get fired at all as it is government. Which is somewhat disappointing.

>29
>make 80k
>live one bedroom apartment
>Live 1,000 miles away from friends and family
> days off usually consist of jacking off, playing videogames, and cooking.
> Don't have any social hobbies
>no gf
its not that bad but its not that good either.

>31
>been here since the boards inception
>wah you should leave becuz u had sex
Shut up, you dumb noodle.

Oldbot reporting in!

My 30's have been a mixed bag so far. I think that by my late 20's I was finding my stride. I was still not even remotely near "there" (whatever that means). My early thirties are much better though. I mean I got a job and moved out of my parent's basement so I guess I'm half normie now? I dunno this alone gives me hope for the future.

I feel for your user. I started losing my hair and that was a major blow to my ego. My hair was the ONLY good thing about my face then god decided I could not even have that. I have contemplated shaving and going bald several times just to spit in god's face.

>I feel for your user. I started losing my hair and that was a major blow to my ego. My hair was the ONLY good thing about my face then god decided I could not even have that. I have contemplated shaving and going bald several times just to spit in god's face.

I'm 30 and my hair looked like Larry David, it was truly horrible. 2 weeks ago I shaved it all and I don't regret it. I'm still a horribly pale ugly weirdo but being bald feels good and it's a slight improvement overall.

>>I'm going to just do as little as possible at work from now on, and just ignore bullshit requests. See how long it takes me to get fired.

If this is the goberment, I doubt you would be fired. You should do something extreme so they HAVE to fire you.

I think I'll wait till I'm vested in the pension. 9 months to go.

>yes I make $80k but this is fucking NYC,
You know, I was going to feel sorry for you, but I make $9/hr. I would kill for that much money, son.

God, that must be so aggravating. Does stuff like that happen on the regs?

>> nice car
You can jack off in your nice car while going really fast down the highway. It might also be a good way to end it all. Be the modern Pompei man.

You will never get fired if it is a govt job lol. You can teach yourself to be an SWE though user

I think its is more a challenge: how bad do I have to fuck up before they are forced to fire me. I am the user could end up doing some demonstrable damage to at least his office before they fire him.

Literal shoeboxes cost like $2k in NYC proper.

Get a degree and you can complain too when all your fellow engineers make 50% more than you and also work normal human hours and can afford to live near their jobs.

No fucking shit I make more than your burger flipping job. This is like if you worked your $9 burgerjob but every other burgerflipper made $15 but your particular burger flipping was totally useless at any other restaurant so you can't even leave.

How? I have like no free time. Who wants to learn to code at 2am to 4 am? I'm usually too stressed out to even do more than browse Jow Forums for a couple hours. Besides, isn't the market totally flooded by chinks and pajeets? There's also more to being a software engineer than just knowing a language.

I wouldn't want to get arrested or anything though. The only thing I can think of is just to stop showing up, but I don't really want to do that. Honestly I don't really want to get fired anyway, it's just a fun thought. I'd love to quit but I have no real alternatives.

To be honest it's what kept me going for this long. I don't think i'd be able to get out of bed and endure hours of hazardous work if there wasn't a shiny new tool or bottle of craft spirits that brought me temporary joy.

>No fucking shit I make more than your burger flipping job.

inb4 has liberal arts degree and is angry about their life choices.

>> There's also more to being a software engineer than just knowing a language.

From my understanding here in academia, don't employers want that sweet juicy "experience" everyone is talking about these days with that aforementioned circular reasoning?

37.

Had a breakdown over Christmas. Also saw a video from a house party when I was 15. I wasn't at the party (I do actually remember where I was - getting stoned with a bunch of adult koreans). In it, a girl I really liked but never pursued because I was always "busy" is on video asking two of my friends where I am and when I'm coming. This coupled with some other stuff seemed to trigger at first a bitter nostralgia in me, and then just a full blown self loathing depression.

If I were you brobot I would try to track down some of the people at that party and see what they are doing with their life now. I did something like that recently as was honestly shocked I was not nearly as fucked up as many of the people I went to middle school/high school with I thought I would be. Maybe it will give you some solace.

It get so so much worse

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I'm not really worried about status comparison. And the video was actually sent to me by one of the Chads at the party who used to drag me everywhere with him. It was more that bittersweet feeling of realizing you made some poor life choices and missed out on opportunities you didn't appreciate at the time.

My least happy period was in my late teens and early twenties.

Oddly. I was extremely happy until I was 16 (or at least as much as you can be as a teenager). From 16 to 20 was pure hell for me. It was the closest I came to ending it. My mid 20's were great, and then my late 20's sucked. My early 30's were great, and now I'm in a rut again.