This thread is for reclusive people and people who are shut in away from society introverts agoraphobics recluses hikikomori and so on why are you a recluse/shut in Jow Forums?
Recluse/Shut in General Thread
Aaron Davis
Liam Wright
because I do not go outside
Logan Hernandez
>because I do not go outside
Me neither
Tyler Hughes
The recluse lifestyle seems quite comfy to me desu. I wish I didnt have to go outside so much.
Chase Evans
>because I do not go outside
Same here.
John Bennett
because I am not interested in life. tried most of it, still don't understand how people enjoy what they do.
Aaron Harris
>why are you a recluse/shut in Jow Forums?
Because I can. I mean, when I was feeling like shit 24/7 some years ago my dad forced me to go to the grocery store everyday. I lacked self awareness back then. Now that I don't feel as bad we transitioned and my dad goes out every day. I hit the streets in case of emergency or when I want to smoke a cig, but I avoid going to the city no matter what.
It's strange to notice the changes in my town all at once.
Pretty comfy overall, but also being conscious that this lifestyle will fuck me over in the not so long run
Kevin Cook
I don't go outside and have an endless amount of free time on my hands
Carter Powell
same desu
>why are you a recluse/shut in?
>autism misdiagnosed as ADD and OCD in early childhood
>get put on drugs that made me twitch
>on top of having interests different from everyone else making it hard to find friends i also had to hide a twitch i could barely control
>slept in class or skipped on days when the twitches got really bad
>ended up failing out of school, got GED
>try to die in the military, get wounded
>get disability neetbux
>only go shopping once every few months to stock up on TP/air freshener/etc
>order grubhub and fast food 4 to 5 days a week
Noah Ross
Introvert with multiple mental illnesses. I hate people
Alexander Taylor
military wounding story?
Nathan Gutierrez
nothing cool, just wrecked knees, ankles, and spine
Ayden Baker
I am tired. There is a job agency advertising an entry level job for people looking for their first job.
I almost rage applying to it, I just feel insecure about the interview.
I don't know what to say.
Easton Richardson
I was very suicidal and I thought I'd just do whatever the fuck I wanted the few weeks before an heroing. I didn't want to alarm anyone so the plan was to act normal but I just wasnt in the mood so stopped picking up my phone. I stopped brushing my teeth, showering, dealing with other people's bullshit, working out or doing anything that's not smoking, sleeping, wanking, consumming media and making music. If my family were dicks to them I'd actually stand up for myself. Threw a glass of cola at my step mom, for example, then she left the house. It was pretty sweet.
So now I don't really wanna kill myself. I found a lifestyle worth living. If it ever goes to shit I can just die, after all the world is my oyster. So I'm a shut in NEET who does whatever the fuck he wants until further notice.
Eli Hughes
Yeah, neurotypicals don't understand how hard simply existing is when you have multiple mental illnesses.
The worst is when family visits.
>hey, ever get a gf user.
>when are you going to get a job, dude
>it's all in your head, champ
And a whole lot of sneering and eye rolling.
Austin Ramirez
Traumatic childhood, I'm in my 20's wasting life playing video games.
Xavier Anderson
Where do you live?
How do you sustain yourself?
Lucas Peterson
scared people will judge me and not like me
so far i've been a shut in for 8 years only going outside for therapy appointments
going outside today actually in 1 hour and 30 minutes
Aaron Gomez
thanks for the reminder asshat
Jackson Jenkins
Living with my folks. Probably going to off myself when they go.
I should probably see a therapist or something.
Aiden Sullivan
Why does it matter if people like you or not?
Kayden Anderson
i want everyone to like me
Easton Gomez
don't
i lived like this until it went bad and now i'm alone
>wanted everyone to like me
>had different "personalities" for each group
>sometimes lie to make myself look cooler
>end up forgetting which lies i told to which group
>everyone finds out because some people in different groups know each other from somewhere else
>they don't even say anything, just slowly drop out of my life one by one
it's not a meme, be yourself
Caleb Davis
easier said than done but thank you for the thought
John James
Will something bad happen if they dislike you?
Hudson Scott
if i find out someone dislikes me i end up crying over it and staying in a really depressed mood for 2-3 weeks
Leo Parker
Whenever I went out I heard horrible voices from all the white noise out of cars, passersby, etc. Decided I wanted nothing to do with it and stayed where I knew I would be out of sight.
Going outside is horrible. They all know everything about me and I can hear their thoughts and they can hear mine.
Xavier Martinez
exactly this
>tfw still want love though
Ian Adams
>yesterday had a doctor appointment
>came 2 hours early
>decided to go to the shopping mall nearby
>look like a hobbo in the old clothes my mom bought me 5 years ago
>try to get the courage to shop for new pants
>heart is racing, body sweating while choosing what to buy
>don't know my pants size
>pick one pair that looks about right
>guess I need to take it to the dressing room to see if it fits
>never bought clothes before by myself, don't know how any of that works
>mind on overload, don't know how to proceed
>can't ask, they will think I'm retarded for not knowing how to buy clothes
>get discouraged and leave the shop
I don't know how to be a human. It's like I'm always out of place anywhere I go
Nicholas Morales
Here's my tip, user: fake it till you make it. You gotta fake it, put on a mask. That's what everybody does.
Hudson Martinez
I'm already faking it to my greatest ability, yet I'm dead inside like a robot wearing a human suit
Brayden Wood
>be 2015
>be hikikimori
>get a job
>get a gf
>gf leaves
>job bores me to death
>talking to girls online is harder than ever
I WANT TO GO BACK