I am a degenerate and I am just wondering what's stopping you guys from improving

I am a degenerate and I am just wondering what's stopping you guys from improving.

Degenerate being
>abusing a substance
>masturbating to something non-vanilla
>being bitter all day despite knowing you can do better

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improving for what OP? Being a degenerate is actually good.

>Being a degenerate is actually good.
It isn't, sorry, it doesn't fit the social norm.

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I'm ugly. No point in bothering if you're ugly anyway

>i do all 3
>array of substances at parties
>gayporn
>bitter at everyone and everything and jealous ; dont actually attempt to improve

how long until barneyfag shows up, I wonder?

Why continue your pathetic state?
He won't, I am not the guy he is targeting.

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I've got my own futa mare called Aubrey, I'm already past the point where I look at porn.. I commission my own!

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I can't speak on the subject of wierd fetishes, but as for just lying around taking drugs and being sad, the reason I find that most people do that is because there's nothing else for them in life, so they fall to the ground state of apathy. If you want to get out, find something, anything, that interests you that doesn't involve endlessly idling or scrolling content. Fishing, animals, cars, reading, writing, history, fitness, just find something that you can pour effort into. Of course, if you are like I was its extremely hard to go from doing nothing to doing something, so just remember that getting started is always the hard part.

ill address all 3
>gayporn
I dont really see it as a problem ; I guess it makes me gay/bi but its not inherently degenerate
>abuse drugs at parties
I have cut down but still drink at home sometimes
>bitter at world but wont improve
I hope soon i can motivate myself to improve

It's hard to stop using drugs without brutal life numbing withdrawals. I function and have an okay life but am totally out of commission without heroin.

Lidya?
Just take the leap and stop being like that.
Let me guess, you are a loner and won't find support in your lifestyle anytime soon.

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Horsecock is one of the best things ever.

If you hide your power level you can pretend to be normal and still fap to ponies, you just need to balance your life OP.

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sure

That is correct but my country doesn't have degenerates besides swingers which are into pissing and dumb liquid play.

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Yes, I'm sure. Please keep posting more.

>Loner
Ha surprisingly no I have alot of friends, in and out with girls, but my life is a roller coaster. I had everything. Threw it away and was a super loser. Worked to get it back but never got clean so I'm kinda on the edge. Still am miserable and feel horrible though even though I shouldn't, I guess some things never change. But addiction never leaves you. Speedballing heroin and crack together especially hoping secretly it kills you every time.

Look at this pathetic loser craving more degenerate porn.
What makes you care? Since you have access to drugs most likely you will also have access to weapons that's the norm here why not just blow your brains out?

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If you think about it, we all needed a gf in those teenager years, we missed that crucial development back in the day. Fuck roasties t bh.

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>What makes me care
Things get better. I see things get better for other people alot. I see them get better for me alot. I'm clean for a month. I relapse for 2. It's a vicious cycle but I have hope as long as I don't lose sight of what I care about and who I am or change. If I became a faggy whiny bitch then I would. I'm on Suboxone now and am getting closer and closer. But it's the same for anyone with anything. You fuck up. Keep going. Eventually get it as long as you're true to yourself and it's easier with friends.

>You fuck up. Keep going.
I really dislike the
>One more day
mentality but I see what you meant.

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Dude that's not true at all. I look at all the "loser nerds" from those years now (I'm 25) and they're all in serious relationships with hot girls and I'm over here bouncing back and forth between 7s. Back then I was hot shit. It doesn't mean shit it's just an excuse to feel bad for yourself and not do anything.

It's etched in my mind as an addict for one more day ha. Honestly I would love nothing more than to give up and off myself but I've tried so hard and it'd let so many people down to throw it away would be a waste. If you're trying to change something in your life and fuck up, don't give up is what I was aiming for. Drugs never let go even if their gone though, it's been 8 long years. So I don't know. I'm a closet degenerate.

>tfw want a buddy to jack off/suck while looking at degenerate porn like this
how do I achieve this

By reaching out and eventually finding someone.

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Try the discord fapping threads on /trash/

How do I reach out locally and find someone into the same degeneracy? Also preferably not a creep/super old

see
>afraid of age
imagine being this much of a loser

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Good taste in porn OP, I see you're a guy of culture.

The only thing stopping me is my dog's red balloon and living near a farm my friend works at and helps me indulge in my animal pleasure.

Die you fucking waste-of-life Barneyfag

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Slit your own fucking throat, faggot

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Can't you just fucking get killed

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