Do you ever sometimes just want to feel love?

Do you ever sometimes just want to feel love?

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Only sometimes
Right now I'm prevented from it because I mostly see people as meatsacks

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you're on r9k mate everyone here is a love deprived neckbeard

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Yes, but every time I think I have it I start thinking.She's better off not being with me I only make people suffer.

I feel the same way at the moment, but I really don't want to. I don't want to be one more piece of shit NPC cunt who at heart just views others as objects to be manipulated and acted upon and utilities to use. I don't want to be ground down by the bastard mundanities of this existence.
Isn't love an internal movement though? Can't you only find it in the external world by loving and accepting yourself first and foremost? How does one deny and deprive oneself of something like that?

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It would be easier if people were like, wispy ideas or something like that instead of meat people

Idk user, obviously people are indeed just made of poopoo and peepee, but that hard reality does nothing to reduce the sheer unattainability of the ghosts within those shells. The more you get to know others, the deeper you go, the harder you try to capture their personality, the more it will recede and slip away, the more they're apt to surprise you, contradict your presumptions about them, and lead you to realize that you really don't understand them at all and never will.

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I don't believe that
I think when you reach the event horizon of intimacy it's painful to realize how different you are and how inescapable that difference is, whereas before that point you can focus solely on commonality.
But it doesn't detract from understanding, unless you choose not to understand because really there is no point anyway and all it does is hurt.

Sometimes OP, sometimes.
Like right now I feel lonely but i know how this story ends
>I feel lonely and decide this is it
>this time I'll put in the work
>go to the gym and get ottermode shredded
>like I was in HS
>I'll get girls like I did back then
>I'll be a brad alpha and everyone will like me
>I'll get invited to parties
>be popular at work
>life will be perfect!
But then I remember
>I hated faking a chad persona for normies/gf
>I hated going to museums with grills just so they could post on Instagram how "cultured" they are
>I have nothing in common with my coworkers, they are super boring and it's a chore being around most of them
>I remember I actually like vidia and would have to give that up to get back to Bradhood
So here I sit, lonely af now but by tomorrow it'll be different.
My anthem demo will be fun, I still have to beat darksiders 3, and in March the division 2, tropico 6, and sekiro shadows die twice all come out.
I will enjoy these things and wont have to put up with a roastie bitching at me to do something I dont enjoy to satisfy her.

Honestly OP, after writing this I'm not even lonely anymore, shitposting with you lads is good enough for me because I unironically enjoy spending time with you autistic bastards.
Cheers boys, hope your nights are fun and hope I can squad up with some of you when anthem comes out in a couple weeks (get it on the 13th cause origin access prime).

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right now more than ever. I can't stop crying