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I have this fear that my penis is too small, which then prevents me from having the self confidence to talk to girls.

It passed the TP roll test if that's anything to say.

Im making breakfast :3

>what are your plans for after uni?
Not sure, probably finding a job and moving out in order to stop being a burden to my parents. And then I guess I'll passively watch how things turn and decide if it's worth going on.
What are you making?

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Hey OP! Hope you're doing alright

I'm alright I guess, I just moved out of my home town into my aunt's place so I'm still getting used to everything over here. Been feeling kinda lonely but I'll be alright.

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Anybody? I thought we were all getting (You)s

>Just because I have a few friends now doesn't mean I'm suddenly a normalfag
im just cuurious is all
>I have this fear that my penis is too small, which then prevents me from having the self confidence to talk to girls.
lesbians exist and they have no dicks.
>Not sure, probably finding a job and moving out in order to stop being a burden to my parents. And then I guess I'll passively watch how things turn and decide if it's worth going on.
life is all set out for us, wish we were freaking cave men, with wonder and adventure and danger
>I'm alright I guess, I just moved out of my home town into my aunt's place so I'm still getting used to everything over here. Been feeling kinda lonely but I'll be alright.
how does loneliness feel like?
what is this feel? get discord and chat to people or play games with people?
do you need IRL interaction to feel better?
i gave you a you

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Doing alright, got two hours before work, guess I'll study a bit. Love it when you post "What is the Hikki diet?" like the way you don't even try to worm it in there amuses me more than it should, good that you are keeping it up nonetheless.

Went to sleep for what I wanted to be an hour and by the looks of things seems I took off my headset in my sleep or something, I don't know how to solve this issue as using my phone alarm might annoy neighbours. Work kills my legs hence I have to sleep a little to prevent agony later on you see. Ideally when getting up still in pain though fwop my laptop on me and watch anime to cover the quota for that and so on.

You can only do your best I suppose though remember that the second you drop out you'll be horrified of what you perceive to have 'lost' for quite a while. That being said its hard not to enter a lecture/ seminar or whatever else and not feel like immediately jumping out of a window, there's this distinct lack of progress coupled with a total inability to concentrate that makes self-study so much better an alternative yet get chased up for missing even the most irrelevant of classes. Say, how do households work in Italy? Is it much like the UK/ USA where you are encouraged to find your own house? I remember travelling in Austria w/ my parents for a week and a guide mentioning that houses are typically larger there because they are made for multiple generations or something like that - wish it was like that considering that it makes total sense. I mean here its like your made to feel ashamed for wanting to help your local community and stay around town to assist its evolution. Can't shake the image of the Italian urban landscape being like 'Bicycle Thieves' due to lack of knowledge on the place though do you guys have more traditional roles.

I don't imagine that it matters unless your with the type of woman that you probably won't want to be with in the long-term.

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>life is all set out for us, wish we were freaking cave men, with wonder and adventure and danger
Maybe, but I guess that would be a bit too much. Remember that those like us are on the bottom of the pyramid and that in that kind situation only the strongest survive.
Hello friend. How is your wrist going?
>its hard not to enter a lecture/ seminar or whatever else and not feel like immediately jumping out of a window, there's this distinct lack of progress coupled with a total inability to concentrate
All that and a couple more things make me want to drop out. Failing Calculus for 2 years has completely destroyed my self-esteem and I feel inadequate to study at this point. Moreover, the more time I lose failing exams, the more I feel guilty towards my parents that are paying for my studies.At the same time, I guess that the degree would be worth the effort both in terms of self-gratification and job research. I don't know what I should do, but all of this is getting too heavy.
>Say, how do households work in Italy?
Family before anything else. So yeah, we have multi-familiar houses, but even if we move out, we usually stay near our original house. It's pretty common associating a certain surname to a specific town. Is moving out common in the UK?

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>good that you are keeping it up nonetheless.
Yes I am still fasting, seen my doctor and explained it and he was 100% cool with me fasting for 5 days at a time.
had a blow out yesterday as I went outside so I had to drink and also took valiums.

pretty much blacked out, ate some sausages an did some retarded shit.
>chubbots and fatbots should all do fasting
I ate carbs for the first time in who knows the other week and I was more hungry 4 hours later than I am after not eating for 5 days.
>using my phone alarm might annoy neighbours.
how? paper thin walls? WTF
jeeze ,man im so glad I dont have to work as I know everything it is like and its so gay.
if your in australia you can get disability.
>Maybe, but I guess that would be a bit too much. Remember that those like us are on the bottom of the pyramid and that in that kind situation only the strongest survive.
man, we would be dead.
IDK about you but im that fag who wouldnt come out of his hikki cave and is insane.
they would kill me and eat me or feed me to the dogs as they are more useful.

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My wrist is getting better, should be alright in a couple days in all hopefulness.

Can imagine calculus being dispiriting, can you not come to the teachers for advice and such? Really regret not doing that during college, sucks that your parents have to pay for your studies - do they know of your present situation? Are they familiar with universities?

Good that you have multi-familiar houses, seems the more practical approach. Moving out is the norm, living with your parents is frowned upon (partly due to being associated with 'chavs' and those who make a living on benefits) hence even if you live in the same town its expected that you have your own property. Also particularly in the north there is a particular sentiment of "get a degree and get out" associated with pretty much every post-industrial town which I consider rather unfair, after all its not as if they can't be improved, though there is an ounce of truth in it - opportunities down south and in Scotland are far greater on the whole.

Are you chubby irl? I don't know why but I imagine you being this skinny sort of twink that looks like they'd be in a band who has a hundred gfs despite acting like an autist. Phone alarm needs to be pretty loud to ensure that I wake up. Walls aren't insanely thin but you can hear loud sounds, can't go a night without some crack-heads outside getting a riot going on. You can get jobseekers allowance and stuff of the sort in the UK though they put you on training programs and forced labour to my knowledge.

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>tfw feeling really bad
>Sunday morning now
>means work continues tomorrow
>time running out
>feel like something is really out of place right now
>don't know what it is
>feeling dissatisfied and anxious
What to do ???

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hello mystical (you) giver, please tell me, do mommy gf's exist? Or are they a myth?

daiko is going to be famous from all these caps

Sunday blues. Couldn't sleep last night cause i was super sad and now the last day of the weekend is halfway over. I love my uni course but talking to people is so exhausting.

On one hand im always soulcrushingly lonely and wish i had someone to talk to, on the other i feel like im running a marathon when i have to smalltalk with people.

Tough stuff.

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who the fuck are these "people" and whats happening here

>Are you chubby irl?
yeah but its dropping so fast, I was always a skinny fuck.
just 5+ years of not moving and eating whatever I wanted plus my 6 months of just drinking wine all day and night, put some chubb on.
I see fat just fuck off, my pants cant even stay on anymore (I wear pclothing rarely since dont go outside but when I do its super obvious)
> Phone alarm needs to be pretty loud to ensure that I wake up.
bro, im a heavy sleeper as well.
I had 3 guys kick my door in and didnt wake up until they were in my room and said something.
I have abos yelling and shit, I just let my dog bark.
when I was on this one SNRI it gave me bursts of rage and I even ran outside with a butcher knife to confront them as they chucked a bottle and it smashed and triggered me.
im off all meds now but valium.
> they put you on training programs and forced labour to my knowledge.
job places are so gay, I got put on a disability one, so it made me exempt I even made it so I didnt have to go outside as it would make me nervous for a week leading up to it.

in australia lazy cunts have to do forced work and I love it hahah, I got around that shit.
>What to do ???
go to medical help, try get out of working.
you work so you can hate yourself.
>do mommy gf's exist? Or are they a myth?
They exist man, even Misaki exists IRL.
had a roast I BTFO who wanted me to live in her room.
also if you are reading this baltera hit me up.
I may have made a huge mistake, you can be my new mummy.

>daiko
he my fren
dont fail man, you will end up like me, you dont want that
keep at it, social skills will improve.
>who the fuck are these "people" and whats happening here
some people leaked a screen shot because they are mad at me , gunjy AKA melacholymouse

I was mad fucked up on valiums and alcohol, like
1 bottle of wine, 6 ciders, 1 bottle of vodka and like 4 valiums, blacked out.

and I was mean to my friend, im just a fuck up

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>IDK about you but im that fag who wouldnt come out of his hikki cave and is insane
I guess that you could try convincing the others that you're some kind of prophet or priest tho. Like, turn the cave into some kind of altar and ignorance would do the rest.
>My wrist is getting better, should be alright in a couple days in all hopefulness
Good to hear.
>can you not come to the teachers for advice and such?
I can, but I usually don't. I tend to stay as little time at uni as possible so, once lesson is over, I either dash out to the next one or to the bus stop.They usually allow questions in their office, but two hours of commute are enough to turn me down about it. I guess that being an anxious mess plays an important role in all these situations as well.
>do they know of your present situation?
If you refer to the exam failing, yes. If you refer to dropping out, no.
>Are they familiar with universities?
Not really. My father hasn't even attended high school.
>Good that you have multi-familiar houses
Yes and no.There's a saying around here that says "parenti serpenti" and that means that relatives can be like snakes and that's particularly true for farmer families
>Moving out is the norm, living with your parents is frowned upon hence even if you live in the same town its expected that you have your own property
That's curious. Is job availability not a problem there? Because that's the main reason why moving out isn't common here. Everyone is scared of losing their job and not being able to pay their dues.
Also, what is 'chav'?
>after all its not as if they can't be improved, though there is an ounce of truth in it - opportunities down south and in Scotland are far greater on the whole
I agree with you. Deserting the whole zone isn't the right solution, regardless of the opportunities available. If there are no opportunities, it's because of the deserting in the first place.
It's becoming fairly common with small towns here too.

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You seem to live like an aristocrat yet all the same are in squalor, how do you enter that lifestyle? Are you in a city or outback? Seems rather mundane nonetheless.

Do they not have an email service? That stuff can be incredibly helpful, hope they aren't putting too much on you, can't blame you for feeling grey though here's a hug *hug* because you seem like you need one right now. Interesting, is the 'snake' aspect relate more to back-talk or outright cheating you out of prospects? I remember my uncle got swindled out of his inheritance by his brother.

Job availability isn't an issue compared to what its made out to be (everyone seems to say that you can't get a job despite having a ridiculously high employment rate) though getting STABLE hours and contracts is very difficult to achieve if you aren't a qualified engineer, nurse, teacher etc. (and if you are competent in those fields you'll be put on so much that you'll probably become suicidal, the NHS in particular has numerous issues with staffing because of that (see independent.co.uk/news/health/doctor-shortages-nhs-gp-surgery-closed-england-figures-number-stress-a8663536.html for example). Essentially if you are lazy you prosper whereas if you care you will be ground down. You can get jobs anywhere in the UK, I've never met anyone or known anyone who's had the same job their entire lives.

A 'chav' (fairly controversial term) is essentially a type of person of the working class who lives on benefits, has six kids, doesn't care about anything and seems to have the IQ of a doormat, also bonus points for chain-smoking and alcohol addiction - in short see related vid youtube.com/watch?v=DpqzNL1X0Z0

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>I guess that you could try convincing the others that you're some kind of prophet or priest tho.
Nice idea.
make my own caveman cult.

>You seem to live like an aristocrat yet all the same are in squalor, how do you enter that lifestyle?
man im poor fuck but get on benefits, I was drinking the cheapest wine/alchol I could.
I became how I am after a mental breakdown, became a hermit
>Are you in a city or outback?
city man, fuck the outback, I hate australia
>Seems rather mundane nonetheless.
I sit in a dark room, literally dark 24/7.
and I just shitpost and cry all day.
cant enjoy the following things
>vidya
>anime/media
>fapping
something else will be taken from me soon but I dont know what.
its a mystery

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>Do they not have an email service?
Yes, but some reply, some don't, some want certain prefixes in the mail titles. It's a mess.
Thank you for the hug *hug*
>is the 'snake' aspect relate more to back-talk or outright cheating you out of prospects?
A bit of both, as also demonstrated by what happened to your uncle
Damn, UK's job environment sounds tough. Is there a problem with over-qualification of people? Like people being forced to accept jobs way lower in requirements than their qualifications, like degrees and stuff?
Chavs sound like the average Eastern European worker.
Sorry if I'm rushing my reply, but I'm cooking rn.
I hope You'll have a nice day.
You're already into the role, I see.

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Hello
i always thought i was normal and that i just like to be alone but apparently i completely lack empathy
i now belive im schizoid and i kinda look down on normal humans

currently im in the process of creating a fake life and become fashionable to fuck random bitches on tinder ive been told im quite charismatic so that shouldnt be a problem

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>tell me how you are and what you are up to?
can't fall back asleep, therefor I must study, dunking some penusbutta and jelly sandwich in some cafe con leche before getting into it.