/alcoholism/

Meant to say I haven't gotten a hangover in years

You sound like an amateur, which is good.

I've been getting hammered every night since I got back from Afghanistan in 2013. Get out while you still can, while it still feels abnormal to drink three nights in a row.

I wish i was an amateur. Ive been drinking for 6 years and its been pretty damn bad for a straight year. This isnt my first time killing a handle in 3 days. Its really probably not as bad as it could be, but it feels like im killing myself.

How many beers a night makes you an alcoholic? I usually drink 3 but can easily drink 6, but try not to because I'm thinking 6/night will lead to me being an alcoholic.

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you arent an alcoholic until you're drinking straight bottom shelf vodka. dont worry user. Drink a fucking 12 pack a night. You still wont be an alcoholic.

AA says that you'll know when you're an alcoholic. I feel like a daywalker or hybrid, I will drink every drop in the house dry but I don't get cravings when I'm out of booze, I'm just out of booze. Probably full of it and going to end up back in AA eating shit with the rest.

>totaled my $30k car while drunk last year, license still suspended for that
>accidentally shot a pistol in my room while drunk and destroyed my $2000 modulus bass last month
>have work for master's degree due in 7 hours that i haven't started because drunk
>have GERD from drinking
>ulcers all over stomach and esophagus
>diarrhea every day
>23 years old
this shit will be the death of me

i usually drink a 12 pack of 7%abv beer every night. 3 isn't bad but 6 is on the verge of too much. depends on what you're drinking though, if you're drinking miller lite or corona lite or something like that then 5 or 6 isn't a big deal either imo.

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Same here user 2007 from Iraq and it went from every weekend to now every day basically a 5th a night

>>have GERD from drinking
>>ulcers all over stomach and esophagus

aw this shit is the worst, exactly why i had to quit

27. drank heavy from 22 - 25. dirty white cider, cheapest stuff imaginable. some days i was burping msutard gas, existing was agony

the GERD has gone with effort but i'm getting intestinal issues now that i put down to boozing. i really miss it and still get drunk every now and again, but not days in a row. weed helps, but booze gives me a unique euophoria, especially the first few drinks

>diarrhea every day
yup
I drink about 10 to 15 5%abv beers a night in a span of about four hours and I have for like four years basically straight. I'm not horrible yet and I've dropped hard shit out of fear, but I know I probably wouldn't last a single week without alcohol. Nights are just intolerable without it

I never understood why people bother with beer. Takes way too long and too much to get you drunk.

Yup the diarrhea is bad but the fucking shakes I get the day after is horrible so I just say fuck it and keep going

It's more sustained. I drink spirits like water and end up getting black out drunk in a short amount of time.

>trying to show ID to gas station attendant
>dude why are you shaking so bad
>low blood sugar
fucking kill me

lol fucking this

I dont want to start a war, but real alcoholics go straight for spirits. Its cheaper in the long run and you get more drunk for your buck.

And im taking this time to ask what music do you listen to when you're drunk and feeling like shit? Post your drunk playlist

youtube.com/watch?v=aMWzYip6R30&
>you're not drunk enough if you think this is a happy song

I use it as a form of self moderation
It takes longer and keeps me from going buck fucking wild in one night

beer is more socially acceptable, even if you're drinking the exact same amount of alcohol. i wasn't always in a position to hide it. small town

most guys railed 15 beers after work, but god forbid you were the one freak who had a fifth of vodka instead

>didnt I just sell you some shit earlier at noon
and its only been 4 hours later

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Nah I don't drink every four hours, I drink four hours a night I just binge on like half a case

I mean Ill try to limit myself and only get a 12 pack or some shit then realize fuck I need more

If I don't drink at all for a day I can take like melatonin and get to sleep
but if I start drinking, finish what I have and I'm not drunk I'll fucking drunk drive to go get more because the need is too high. So just to be safe I buy a shitton

I've noticed that I keep going back to certain songs but only when I'm drunk, I'd never listen to them sober.

youtube.com/watch?v=fqq7D3FimJ8

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>3rd night in a row

Cry me a river, I did 17 days straight once. Took a few days off then hit it again. Did the same every month since. Thats was 5 years ago.

Talk to me when you cirrhosis and fatty liver

Yeah luckly for me the liquor store is right across the street so if I get to drunk Ill just stumble my way across the street

I'm lucky that the people at the liquor store down the street are nice, because if I was in their position and a big drunk mulatto came stumbling into my store for the second time that day I'd call the cops

Yeah damn you are lucky

yes. show me more drunken sad loser music. I want to hear it all.

heres a song of mine. youtube.com/watch?v=G-Vg2YS-sFE

lets drink and share music friends.
>my face when i really just want to die

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I know it's a bit on the nose but I listen to this one a lot
youtube.com/watch?v=zt0hLBF0rN8

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Replace booze with weed my dude. I was drinking a 40 ounce every day until I curbed it with pot

do you actually have cirhosis? How long did it take you to get there and how much did you drink daily to get to that point?
I fear constantly that im fucking my liver with my alcohol use. My binge drinking is fucking with my kidneys for sure, but i wonder how much it takes to actually get to your liver.
>for scientific reasons please describe

man that album came out when i was a junior in highschool, right around the time i started drinking a lot, and it gives me shivers when i listen to it today even though it is about as subtle as a brick to the face. used to play that album all the time in the car with my friends, now i haven't an irl or online friend in like 2 years lol. brings back weird memories.

40 ounces of beer or spirit?

Ex liquor store worker here. You're not even raising an eyebrow doing that. We had dozens of people who would basically come in as many times as they could until we cut them off. Coming in for a second time drunk is par for the course.

>replace
i think you mean "supplement". i'm and i've been smoking daily for probably 2 or 3 years while drinking the whole time too

Yes I found out yesterday, Im only 29. I only started drinking when I was 18 but like anything in life i do it to excess,Ive always had an addictive personality. As a kid it was sugar, as an adult it was alcohol. I literally cant do anything in moderation. I didnt drink every day BUT I always drank heavily when I did. After the age of 25 i pretty spent my whole weekends getting drunk, easily drinking up to cases of beer and or a mixture of spirites alone in my apartment. I had periodsof weeks or months where I wouldnt drink but then I start up again. When I joined the Army this got worse and last 18 months ive had periods where Ive drank for weeks straight, all day. Either beer, spirites or both. Cant give averages as I dont drink everyday and I just drank to get drunk. Bt I could easily drink either a full case of 5.2% beer in an 18hour period alone or a 1 litre bottle of spirit's plus maybe 6-12 beers to wash it down. My diet is pretty shit I dont eat vegetables just meat and carbs and junk food. Plus I take alot of protein supplements and smoke on and off. Doc nearly had a heart attack when I told him all this but I assure dhim thats just average for a soldier.

Purely due to my bad family genetics. Everyone in my family dies young of either cancer, heart disease, we diabetes, asthma. Any other guy could have handled it but my body has decided to give out. DESU I dont even know if I want to try and live or make a change Im just scared about how painful it'll be towards the end.

I used to visit all 4 liquor stores in my area in a single night. The next night I change up the order in which I went.

Weed is tougher to get and also illegal. Nobody is going to arrest me for buying alcohol.

>be me
>no hangovers because im 18
>also be me
>18 with a drinking problem
every cloud right boys?

Have to share this.

I was seeing this filipina. Early 20s like me, both from the States. She didn't know how to talk for some reason even though she said English was her first language. And by not know how to talk I don't mean broken English, it was literally perfect enunciation just she would use redundant words in her sentences like "up higher over there to the place" I'm not shitting you. She must've had brain damage. It would take me a minute to understand the point she was making, and sometimes it was impossible to have a normal conversation.

We even went out on a date with my friends and it was embarrassing hearing her talking to them because I knew they might be realizing the same thing.

Anyways, we weren't serious. But I just got outta of a relationship and she did too. She definitely has a slimmer figure than my ex and I was all about it. She was the one who initially wanted fwb.

The problem was she liked to drink. And most of the time we'd get drunk and she'd be all over me ready to fuck. It was great. But last night we were sober. And she was acting different before sex. She started asking me annoying questions like if all I care about is the sex or is that all I want. I told her I just wanted exclusive fwb like we mutually agreed on from the get go. Then she was asking me if I talked to other girls and I basically told her that not really her business and I could if I wanted to. The whole lack of a relationship we had was ruined because of that though.

I keep wondering if its me or most women who are crazy and alcoholic tend to find me before the good ones do.

Well it's legal here in canada.just Waltz up to the weed store and buy hash or flour for eatables or just some sativa ounces

27 yr old alcoholic here. Hangovers didn't start for me till I was 23

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Deviation, a place I knew I didn't want to go.

i wasnt expecting that last song to hit me, but it hit me hard. It feels like life in its most purest form. Thats it.

shit man, i have no words. Im so sorry that things got so bad. Im on a similar path and i fear every time i drink that im going to experience the same fate, but i really cant even imagine experiencing it first hand for real. God bless you my man. I cant even imagine.

lucky me I have a few more years

Live it up while yer young little zoomer. I'd buy your life if you could sell. I just got back up it's time I fell.

>tfw almost done with tapering down afted being an alcoholic for almost two years drinking a bottle of wine every night and more on the weekends
The depression is getting worse, but I'm hoping it'll get better.

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>tfw down to a bottle of wine every two days
better than before but still fucked up

>start developing alcoholic tendencies
>heavy binge drinking on weekends for years
>decide to go sober in July 2018
>6 months a few days ago
>never been more bored and depressed in my life
>im also fatter

Is there no escape from this hell?

I'm almost 30 and still struggling. I might eat my shotgun soon and join the 27 club. Feck it

Drinking is the only way I can feel nothing so I can get to sleep.

I'm drinking a quad I brewed and it's deceptively smooth.

This was the reason why I chose to keep drinking, sobriety made no difference. I was just bored on top of everything and extremely irritable.

I relate so hard ..ug what are we gonna do

how do yall past time while drinking? what do you do occupy yourself? what foods do you like to eat?

Swap alcohol for coffee desu

No only alcohol can numb my childhood sexual abuse

pretty sure i'll have a heart attack much sooner if i start drinking 15 cups of coffee a day instead of 15 beers lol.

But coffee is redpilled

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I do both and not really sadly.

half a fif and 9/24 beers so far
how are you sad cunts tonight

watching garbage anime i wouldn't watch sober and tacobell is mana of the gods while drhnk

What the fuck are you doing here? Get the fuck back to work you piece of trash.

Usually play MLB the Show or watch Rome

The fuck is a unit

Rome as in Netflix's rome? If so pretty shit tier

Fuck off. I'm not even at work yet. Why so angry

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No, Rome as in HBO's Rome

on my something'th night in a row of drinking, broke but fortunate enough to have a buddy who pays for my booze most nights.
i'll have a break every now and then though, don't want to make myself believe im on the uss ronald reagan any time soon

28 days sober here. My skin is really clearing up. I've lost about 15lbs and I'm sleeping much better. My heart isn't pounding in my chest from dehydration and my blood pressure has gone down.

I thought that memo made it to you. You were rescheduled for an early start today.

32 year old here. Binge drinking made it pretty easy for me to quit; it was just a matter of staying home on the weekends. I've just failed to replace it with anything meaningful. I've considered going back to WoW for the nth time, but I have no friends anyway.

Great job man. What's kept you busy?

Been hitting the gym and studying. I put on a lot of weight the past few years with the amount I was drinking and I'm worried about my health. I know I've got fatty liver already and my guts were starting to hurt bad. Was popping tums fairly often. Really don't want diabetus or cirrhosis or anything permanent. I know if I start drinking again it's when not if. I'm lucky that I stopped now before it's too late to fix myself.

PRETTY GOOD, FOUND OUT ALCOHOL WAS JUST A DOPAMINE RELEASE AND THEN IT BECAME REALLY DUMB TO ME. IT'S MORE FUN TO DO SCIENCE, BUT THAT'S JUST MY TAKE.

I hate vodka, that shit fucks me up
hmm well I feel like I drink a lot but not there yet, although I'm concerned and aware
>i usually drink a 12 pack of 7%abv beer every night. 3 isn't bad but 6 is on the verge of too much. depends on what you're drinking though, if you're drinking miller lite or corona lite or something like that then 5 or 6 isn't a big deal either imo.
Ok this is good to hear. I usually drink michelob ultra these days. It's more of a habit but I've been monitoring it the past few months and been able to not drink for a week easy, and started to not want to have a beer as much. A weird thing is I don't care what time it is, I'll have a beer if I feel like it. Perk of owning a business I guess.

Pointless to read but I'm going to write it. I started drinking to deal with my gf at the time, she was insane and I was having trouble leaving her. I remember once she said "do you have to drink to be around me" and I remember thinking, kinda. At the time I was drinking a lot more and stronger beer. 6 pack of Guinness and wine wasn't unusual. Since then it's been a bit of a challenge to stop drinking beer, and I hate beer, but I love to drink anything. Water, energy drinks, coffee. Sometimes I have them all and currently have a beer, water, and a redline open next to me writing this.

if youre retarded enough to believe "fwb" ever works out in the long run, you deserve any collateral problems you get. Also nice brag faggot. Go blog somewhere else

>averaging 14 cans of Tyskie a night
Is this bad?

based and slavpilled
unoriginally

>oh my god, weed is like so much better than alcohol. Have you ever met a stoner that wanted to fight?

I drink 1,5 liter of beer everyday + a bottle of wine generally, this get me a little drunk.

I cut down strong alcohol

I don't feel like an alcoholic cause some time i don't drink for like 2-3 day and i don't miss it.

I'm fucked too? Or i can keep going like that

Not even a slav, just have a Polish pal who introduced me to all his gutrot slav juice.

my dad is an alcoholic and he has nearly died a few times how the hell do i help him? its been so many years but he doesnt learn