Anyone else have a pretty bad childhood/youth?
>dad was dead
>mom was shitty
>weird art girl in high school
>got picked up by a guy in his twenties when I was a sophomore
>he got me into drinking and different drugs
>ended up getting fucked by him and his friends on a regular basis
>willing because I was just desperate for acceptance and to be cool
>mother was a mentally ill wreck that either abused me or completely ignored me
>father at work all the time
>no siblings
>no friends
>live in the middle of nowhere
>just me alone in my room with my vidya
>bullied constantly at school
Gee I wonder why I ended up with schizoid personality disorder.
Lucy? is that you?
>be art girl
>let guys run through you regularly
Ruined. Not even an incel either
>dumb girl raped by junkies but stayed along because couldnt find any art friends her age but decided to trust junkies twice her age
For real? Are you kidding me?
Why do girls with shitty music taste always fuck guys a decade older than them?
>live in small rural town
>poor
>dad used to be an alcoholic and gambler
>mom finally had enough and committed suicide when I was 10
>always wearing long sleeves to hide bruises and scars
>bullied because poor
>bullied because weird
>bullied because emo
>constantly sexually harassed since classmates hit puberty
>older boy finger-raped on the school bus
>kids threw stones at me because I was into emo/metal
>one day when they couldn't make me cry in class a guy hid me with a chair in the back of my head
>missed nearly all school trips and events because poor and hated
>never participated in any extracurricular activities because poor and hated
>terrible grades, couldn't study because of the abuse, fear and stress
>never had any positive reinforcement or approval
>best and only friend moved away when we were 15
>only boy I was with had bpd
>ended up in the hospital multiple times because of dad
>fractured skull, broken teeth, broken arm, cracked ribs, deaf in one ear
I don't know why life was so cruel to me.
>w-why couldn't she fuck me instead?!
>IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
Settle down, robotcels
I asked because I was in that "scene" myself and every single girl did it. Although some of them also fucked me too, so I can't complain too much.
>admitting to being in a "scene" that liked NeverShoutNever
Why would you do that?
Trust me I'd never do it non-anonymously
First two suck, everything else sounds like your fault.
Wew... You ok now?
ew lol roasties like you should be exterminated
>calling a woman dumb for doing something dumb makes me an incel
You might as well say you cant critique women and I should hold them to this pedestal fucking whiteknight faggot
>don't remember much of mom but I'm told she drank and cried a lot
>she ran away
>dad was abusive to start with but got a lot worse after she left
>would either drink too much and pass out or beat us
>started fucking me when I was about 8
>got out of there eventually
>spent the rest of my childhood wearing clothes that would hide my body, cutting myself, and being completely ignored at school
Wanna meet irl and kill ourselves together?
>pretending he isn't complaining that she didn't fuck him instead
>my life revolves around women
Holy hell get a hobby
why are you in this thread? This is about bad childhoods not about the time you almost got laid when you were almost an adult.
filthy fucking whore
>posts on Jow Forums unironically
>pretends he doesn't cry himself to sleep wishing he had a gf who loved him
I'm being serious, can you say something?
>first suicidal thoughts arrive in eighth grade
fuc
>making fun of people who are afraid of dying alone
Yeah real noble of you fucking cunt
Female or is your dad a fag?
When you say it like that you exclude so much of the nuance that goes along with it.
Female, but he might be a fag too. He was in prison for a long time so anything's possible.
So youre a gigantic slut.
Fuck off, r9k is for for women especially not literal cumbuckets. Fucking normie whores.
>all these kids getting raped
It's getting real hard to hate you with these stories.
Its true but, you let chad run a train on you yet I bet you turned down dozens of incels and betas. Yet here you are on your board looking for sympathy. Girls like you are worse than stacies. Sit their a pretend you have mental problems or are 'weird' but your actually just a lazy slut who could easily because a stacey when and if she chooses. Fuck off and kill yourself.
>bad childhood
>had heaps of friends, got laid easily and often by alpha males
Pick one slut.
had a lot of ecstasy with that scene
>white in southern Az
>born with cancer
>dad is disable from stokes and hear attacks
>brother and sister were the favorite
>bullied from parents and school though elementary and at school also
>bullied in middle school and gotten a lot of fights in self defense
> tried track almost made it but had serious eye infection in both years and almost died
>sister left when i was 11
> hard to make any friends ( why can't you be like your brother)
>parents separated when i was 14
>mom tried killing my dad
> dad stooped going to church so lose the few friends i had
> lonely af in hs
>rejection everywhere
>teachers hated me
>none came though my 14-18 birthdays
> teachers bullies me
> can't join sports because i always had in f in something then a d for finals
this life is a living hell
I'm safe now so you could say that.
Sorry, posting that brought back a lot of bad feels instead of helping, I don't want to kill myself atm.
I'm not her or a female but why the fuck do you expect them to willingly sleep with incels? Yeah, betas I understand but incels are something else. I'm a guy and I don't even like being in the same social setting as an incel, imagine actually having to be friends with it.
>Dad was good
>Mom was good
>Family was pretty rich
>Still manage to fuck it up
At least you guys have shitty childhoods to blame your failures on
>the rich kid is literally complaining he doesn't have a shit life so he could blame it for being a fuck up
Do you wonder why you don't have friends?
>black kid on my block was a bully
>couple years older, complete dickhead.
>made fun of the shoes I was wearing
>said to me that "your mom could use some dick so she could smile sometime"
>my mom would yell my name to call my name and he would mock her voice when saying my name
>broke one of my upstairs window with a rock
>couldnt afford a bathing suit so I swam in my friends pool in boxers
>of course he made fun of me for it
>found out I used to piss the bed and laughed in my face and teased me for it
I know I was like 7-10 and he was a teen during these years but Im surprised I didnt kick his ass once. But now he smokes black & milds and newport cigs and goes to a community college, he's still a hood rat Im just glad he's out of my life. He doesn't remember any of this, only that we lived in the same block together and played street football sometimes.
Im happy i grew up well you absolute nigger
Im just saying it makes me more of a failure
That is essentially what you're doing isn't it
>yell my name to call my name
Call me inside
>I'm not her or a female but why the fuck do you expect them to willingly sleep with incels?
Because they willingly sleep with chads?
Why not?
Pick one
>Yeah, betas I understand but incels are something else
Same thing in this instance, Im referring to udnersaible men who arent the captain of the football teams.
>I'm a guy and I don't even like being in the same social setting as an incel, imagine actually having to be friends with it.
Do you know what board youre on pal?
>rich kid thinks he's better than others
>doesn't realise his shallow implication is obvious to everyone
>doesn't realise it's still complaining he didn't have a shit life to blame being a fuck up on
Yes, probably.
What do you define as a Chad?
>Same thing in this instance, Im referring to udnersaible men who arent the captain of the football teams.
You live in a fantasy realm. When I was 16 I weighed 50kgs at 183cm. I lost my virginity (and took hers) to a tiny qt gymnast two years older than me. You don't need to fit some archetype to be desirable.
>Do you know what board youre on pal?
The green text and original posting board.
>I'm safe now so you could say that.
That's good. Want to be a gf (4 me)?
I terrified of men and I'm not into women.
Understandable
...in an original way ofc
>You live in a fantasy realm. When I was 16 I weighed 50kgs at 183cm. I lost my virginity (and took hers) to a tiny qt gymnast two years older than me. You don't need to fit some archetype to be desirable.
Ok chad.
>what do you define as a chad
Anyone who had/has a normal healthy sexual history and active social life. Namely you and the cunt OP and every other normie shitting up my board with your bullshit.
>The green text and original posting board.
Youre on r9k, the woman and normie hating board. Cope harder.
how are things these days? what do you do
Shit, do I know you IRL?
Only thing I'm not sure about is the dad part
>normal healthy sexual history and active social life
What does this mean to you though? When asked to explain something you're not supposed to make it more obtuse.
>Youre on r9k, the woman and normie hating board
I've been here since r9k was first created and on Jow Forums even longer. This place was never your home.
Youre a normie. Leave my board. You dont have problems and take your scene slut with you.
>I've been here since r9k was first created and on Jow Forums even longer.
And what year was that?
>this place was never your home
I love it when nefags tell me what my home board is or is not. Why do you cunts keep lying.
Dad was a drunk and mom was mentally abusive and would hit me. Did bad on a math test? That was usually a punch or a few slaps. Plus, she was really good at cutting my balls. "You have trouble with math? You sure don't have trouble playing those dumb video games." There was also the "you think this is bad? My mom would hit me a lot harder and over nothing." Now that I think about it, is my past trauma associated with my test scores in math the reason why I avoid math altogether?
>And what year was that?
Why would I remember? 08? Here is the real reason r9k was created: to have somewhere where people couldn't WHEN I WAS or THE BEST or spam shit was so cash copypasta. Seethe forever, faggot.
Probably. I'm pretty awful at languages in general, and this probably stems from being brutally criticized over mistakes when I was in elementary school. Not to mention a bitch of a teach in middle school who consistently failed me in english, despite me not having any significant troubles beforehand
Hello, my fellow oldfag. How I long for the days of THE BEST now. I was so ungrateful. ;-;
>Zoomjap is still my favorite meme.
I get the feeling something really bad happened to me
Then again, maybe that would just be a convenient excuse for me being all messed up inside
my mother is schizophrenic and my father is an alcoholic. during my childhood something happened to me which left my nose and psyche permanently disfigured. i am deeply afraid of my biological mother so i suspect that she did it to me.
most of my childhood i grew up in foster care which was decent enough, although it was a single mom with a family of consisting other troubled children. but then i was thrown into a institute, i got bullied there. i grew up and i was thrown to another institute which was meant for troubled teenagers. the place left my emotional side permanently scarred and it was one of the biggest reasons that i am a robot now.
currently i have no job, no friends, i am a KHHHV and all i do is play video games and shitpost on Jow Forums. my only hope is to win in lottery.