Alright robot's, just tell me, how do I get the pills, how do I get the stuff to send me off peacefully in my sleep, the dark web, bribing doctors, just please tell me how to get them, I'm so tired, please help me, help me go
Alright robot's, just tell me, how do I get the pills, how do I get the stuff to send me off peacefully in my sleep...
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Don't make major decisions when you're under the influence of strong feelings like grief or desperation.
Get any kind of psychotropic drug, preferably one that won't kill you if you overdose
Keep using it until you start disassociating
When you reach this point your feelings will be amplified
You'll feel scared but it's just the drugs, you need to ingest more
If you were actually disassociating you'll start "feeling" something close to death
Your consciousness will start drifting, you'll feel your heart pounding and start fearing it will stop anytime, maybe it will
The harder the drug, the closer to death, if you do it right and you actually experience death, you'll stop being a faggot and stop having suicidal thoughts.
probably easier to grab argon or nitrogen and breathe deep of it
My whole life has been that way. As panic'd as my post was, I just did that to garner attention, I'm kinda calm about the thought of it, but I do need help and ideas.
Okay.
That's true, I could probably search for that easy too.
nothing will kill you peacefully, death is not much of an end. it's all painful and terrifying.
might be terrifying but there are a number of ways to die painlessly
Get a gram of ketamine from Dream Market, snort it and if you're still depressed the next day then buy Nembutal and mix it with alcohol. You'll pass out within minutes and you'll die in your sleep.
It's death, the most painful and terrifying experience that exists, killing yourself won't ease the pain, you'll probably end up on a dimension where you can only feel pain.
nothing you can think of is truly painless, not jumping off a bridge, not pills, not carbon monoxide, not a train.
we can really only discuss the pain in this life, because after that nobody knows about
not quite sure what pain you are referring to, minimising physical pain is possible in suicide, the fear is the main obstacle id say
Have fun welcoming yourself to a new kind of unescapable pain, dipshit
For me, that's what keeps me alive. The idea of a realm of existence that the human mind can't even comprehend, like Hell. Like if I killed myself only to wind up eternally existing as some shapeless consciousness all alone. How fucking lame would that be.
Pain is a response, but I think you already knew that, it's entirely possible that after you clinically die your brain is still working, again, pain is a response to keep you alive, now imagine all the pain your brain will feel when it's trying to revive the body, you won't move because the connection was severed, but if you don't believe a Soul exists then it's just your brain, with no time reference you'll be stuck an eternity in a state full of pain.
And that is the most logical conclusion, I "like" to imagine that hell/heaven is actually a state of mind we go when we lose consciousness, pure raw feelings, heaven for the people that developed their spirituality and met themselves, hell for the rest
Real answer; stop ruining your own life with shitty decisions then acting like there is no way out. Own your mistakes, correct them, and find something you enjoy even if it is as stupid as being a shut in weeb.
But as another user said nembutal is your safest bet, and you can't order it online because virtually all of it sold online is counterfeit. Your only real option is to save a few thousand for a trip to Mexico.
Look, now you have a goal you'll feel less miserable and cancel your plans when you realize that you can actually work towards something.
That's probably the scariest thing I've read in a while
We all know you're not going to do it. You're just here for attention. GTFO ROASTIE BITCH
I wouldnt know FBI. I dont use contraband, commit bribery or browse sites on the dark web that you dont know about yet.
Only pills I know about are the meds I had to take. I don't remember it all, but I was almost always taking sertraline. I know a few others were taken off the shelf or otherwise recalled/banned/whatever. Never could think straight until I stopped taking that shit. It probably won't kill you, but it'll make you forget almost anything. I can't even remember most of my own life.
that makes a bullet to the brain sound very enticing.
Should I say goodbye to those 2 people who still text me once in a couple of weeks, or should I just disappear and make them wonder if i'm gone or just abandoned them?
you can't feel an eternity of pain unless your brain has the ability to function for eternity and here's a little secret it won't.
>drive my car into the garage
>close garage doors from the inside
>attach a garden hose to the exhaust pipe
>put the other end in the window, shut the window as hard as possible
>sit on the front passenger seat
>close doors from the inside
>start the engine
>hug my dakumakura
>close eyes and breathe deeply
Where did I fuck up?
Abandonment is more painful than anything.
>nothing will kill you peacefully
you know right before death the brain releases all the possible chemicals as some kind of a final effort, and it will feel more incredible and peaceful than ever before
The pills Jow Forums will give you are ((pink)). Overdosing on them will turn you into a tranny, not a corpse.
Try MDMA.