/alcohol/ Monday depression edition

Maybe she was interested. I never had a gf but a girl messaged me I knew from HS and told me she used to have a crush on me and couldn't believe I didn't notice but it was so subtle and I never imagined a girl ever liking me, ever.

So you never know.

I try to mitigate that kind of bs by making it something I can enjoy whether or not people actually show up. Also, women are the biggest fucking fake flake motherfuckers around. Don't put too much on them, enjoy their company sure but don't expect anything real from them ever. They're so fickle, there's a reason men compare them to the sea. Also, birthdays are bullshit like Christmas and Valentine's and all those fucking "holidays."

>What's wrong?
Major depressive phase is setting in, but that's not really it. Just everything keeps going wrong no matter how much I try to trudge forward. There's really no reason for me to not just go out into the desert to die already.
>Where did you move?
A literal hell-hole.
>Which state?
Don't worry about it.
>I couldn't imagine leaving Texas, love it here.
I would love to travel, but sure as fuck not for the people, and the world is so fucking poisoned even looking at the sky bums me out, man. Glad you have a nice place you consider home. It's a great feeling.

Can you at least tell me where you left you miss so much?

Taken a shot of rum for you user.

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been sober since the 17th, gonna put in another order on the 1st maybe. Strangely, I am not missing it this time

Hey man, I'll drink to that.
Gotta addiction? What made you quit?

Tell me about it

I don't know, man. I'm not equipped to judge this shit. She was excited about it when I told her. She seems to enjoy my company and she seemed happy when I said her hair looked good. But every time I like a girl, it ends in pain. It's all I know. I have her snapchat but I don't feel like playing hopscotch in that minefield tonight or at any point in the foreseeable future.
Desu the only thing I've ever expected from women is mistreatment. I set my standards low and I'm rarely disappointed; if she treats me like a human being, great. If she's friendly towards me, that raises my hackles.

lol i gotta stop for my own good since i've been getting pains in my liver, but what actually made me stop is that I order booze to my doorstep but can't do so when my parents are home for long stretches

I know this feel with robocough.

Not that I really expect anyone to recognize me here, I still try to avoid doxxing myself for the most part. It was a diamond in the rough and I was but a humble street rat. Thanks for the company, however.

Cheers to you, m8.

Women are too bubbly to men w/o any regards to the message it sends. I fucking can't stand it anymore, and not in a Squints Palledorous kind of way.

Wait, is it really obvious? I was thinking of switching to that for a once every few months kind of deal instead of drinking.

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returning to this board after a long absence
currently taking shots of Flor de Cana, and watching Babylon 5

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I meant shipping it to my house.
My parents know what I use it for.

Ayy what's alc ? I got 40% rum.

40%, also have some 43% Evan Williams I'm gonna switch to when the rum runs out
>tfw just moved out of my mum's house
feels awesome, no more bitching and complaining about my drinking. do have to smoke weed outside here though, which is a slight inconvenience

Yeah but I meant how do they know that's what it is. But sometimes it's unavoidably like "ooh, what did you get!?" and you can't really be like "n-n-n-nothing!" and run to your room with it w/o raising worse suspicion, I get it.

I like flower better, myself, but you ever considered getting a pen?

Man I had some evan Williams last night, that shit taste awful

I'm a lung transplant I can't smoke anything. I'd eat it but edibles are illegal here.

They know I like to get high and they know cough syrup can be abused

>just drank a bunch of beer
>not enough to get me drunk
>dont have a bottle
>gonna be sober for a few days
>been shitposting and dropping red and black pills all afternoon
>contemplating my existence and thinking about reality
>wishing i could express all the black and red pills to everyone
>dont have the ambition to share them
>be alone and wait to kill myself
>could have sex but am deciding not to
>bout to smoke a cigarette
>dont even feel like it
>just sitting here
>waiting for friend to leave
>Wish i had some vodka

What the fuck am i even feeling? Who the fuck even posted this? What is this thread?
>justed fucked femaled
>brain is dumb
whats this thread about?

>edibles are illegal here
so just make them, it's not hard. all you need is some fat or strong alcohol
probably will get one soon, simply for the convenience. don't really like oil/wax though, I prefer buds or hash, though the latter is expensive and hard to find these days

>Got me some captain Morgan myself.

My nigga. I just bought a handle of the Cap'n myself. Turned out I still had a bottle of Mount Gay stashed though so I'm drinking good stuff before flavorless stuff.

Convenient *and* discreet. But yeah, flower is so much better. I like it when all there cannabinoids have a better balance too, much better high even if it takes a bit more to reach that "stoney" space. Fuck now I wanna watch Biodome again but also wanna be high when I do :( I need to make some dosh goddammit.

I always buy joints for just this reason, even when I have constant access to powerful vapes and edibles. Sometimes you can't beat a smoke in the cold.

Mount Gay is great, so damn smooth it's like drinking water
hash is my personal favorite, the same balance as bud but stronger, and with a unique and awesome taste. sadly, it seems like no one here makes dry sift, and bubble has gone from $10-15/g no tax to $25-40/g plus over 25% tax. just not worth it for a food service pleb like me

just finished vomiting after drinking this whole bottle by my self

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Rough. If you have some pink salt, put a little in your water to restore lost salts and some trace minerals.

i just drank some gatorade in power, this surpassed my expectations is really fucking strong its almost felt like rubbing alcohol, what did you have user?

I want to do bad but I have nothing left, no money to buy anything new and I told myself I would stop anyway

Earlier I said it was Tennessee bourbon, but I was mistaken. There was less than half left in this bottle, I got it Saturday night and watched The Big Lebowski. I forgot how hungover I get, more than the average person. I wish I had weed, it's so much better imo. Getting crossfaded is dope, but dxm + weed is still THE BEST THEBESTTHEBESTTHEBEST as long as it's not accompanied by depressing shows like Bojack or Evangelion. Shrooms + Eva is pretty cool tho.

To everyone here, what are some of your fav media combos for drinking? Shows, movies, albums, whatever.

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well i usually dont drink to get hyped up i drink because i just want to forget about all my problems and thats why i get the hards stuff just to fast foward time, also i hear weed+booze is a bad idea, how did you felt it?

How do I like weed+booze? Fucking love it. But it's easier to get the spins if you overdo it. Also i have anxiety but weed anxiety isn't so bad for me even when it happens because I still get that dgaf feeling lol. I'm not like anyone I know tho :( so don't expect anything I say to be relevant?

Also I took a generic for zantac earlier so the little bit of booze I have is hitting extra hard. I'm a broke bitch but at least I don't have heartburn. Just heartbroke.

Done with Venture Bros for the night, gonna watch Seishun Buta Yarou wa Bunny Girl Sempai no Yume Minai ep 8 [and beyond] until I fall asleep or the internet frustrates me too much to continue. Hope everyone is doing well.

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Dr tichenors. I want to die. How can I make this in any way palatable

Have to calm down the drinking or I'll bust my liver because of the medication I'm taking

Day was alright. My boss is cool and it just me and him but I dont get paid very well and have to drive 80km in my v8 to get there so that's where all my money goes

At least he buys me lunch

Weed bruh and try to save it for bedtime. CBD is best, but you still want some thc to feel something.

Amazing taste on both shows.
Right on. Don't cry when sister gets her... well, you'll see.

The former was introduced to me in hs by my best friends. Latter by a qt from Japanese class I reconnected with several years after the class.
She has a long-term bf, but it really doesn't matter because I recently got dumped for being a shitty bf. I didn't want to be in relationship with my ex because I thought I knew what I was. And now I am sure of it :'(

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Did the Global Game Jam this weekend. Other devs threw out everything I made. Still mad about it. Drank too much Jim Beam tonight.

Do you guys even have a drunk discord?
I will only talk if you have one.
Otherwise I got some 100 proof Evan Williams to hold me over for the weekend. I'm currently on it now and it's okay with some soda mixed in because I'm not like my dad yet.

He drank it straight from the bottle and drank it the entire day through. It was amazing.

I tried to drink the tichenors but I just cant holy fuck I threw up so much

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