Mankind

Mankind.
So limited and horrible, nothing worse than mankind, there has been joy, scattered every now and then.
But all of this, it's just sick

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tell me that user

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Sure.
I just feel as if some of us have been robbed, out of freedon and experience, by experience I don't mean >tfw no gf or similar issues, make no mistake.
We lack this power over ourselves, silly as it might be, is there something that can be better for us? Is there a better place that we can run towards or are we stuck as creatures of chance, with suffering breeding inside each and every one of us.
We deserve better, not all of course, those that would prefer for us to never attain it.
But that's just me rambling.

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humans werent meant to breed so much, that was the oversight in our creation.

What can worms like us do, there is control over our lives. We cannot even know what is going on, our minds can wander the hallways but nothing will ever be explained. Maybe..
Maybe it is all explained already but we chose not to accept it?
I don't really understand what I am saying basically I want to say that believing something is bullshit, maybe. Because I think that everything we know is somehow not true maybe, maybe because I dont know if that is true, because as I said, I dont know anything, probably.

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every Adam was promised an Eve, that is a promised that will go unfulfilled for most. and that is a good thing, as this world cannot sustain every human experiencing marriage and family. this world was meant to be a graveyard, and a refuge for God's children, with a small to medium population of humans doing the menial labor.

a burial for humans isnt proper, best to cremate our bodies. this world was made for God's children.

Not quite
What do you mean by children?
The thing is, that we know this, an absolute truth might not even exist, we are slaves in many levels.

burn the bodies of humans, burials are only proper for God's children.

And they would be...?

>The thing is, that we know this, an absolute truth might not even exist

Pretty much, since my little /awakening/ to these realisations I have just been trying to find someone and cage him into my mind and live with him forever. Happily.

God's children, Gods, those born of the makers that created life on this planet, terraformed this garden. they are God's children. humans are a chimaera of beasts and the noble creators.

humans were not meant to breed so much, an oversight by our makers in our creation.

Happiness is overrated. We aren't wired to be constantly happy. Chasing it only makes us suffer. Just look at people using drugs to be happy. They need increasingly larger doses to get the same results until eventually nothing works at all. I prefer being a neutral observer of both the world around me and myself. Whatever happens, happens. I'm fine either way.

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I too, see myself as a neutral observer, or used to. You're right.

Don't try falling in love either then. I did a big mistake by trying to find a waifu, I think.

Yesterday I was out for a walk at night. It snowed heavily for a few days prior. I met a woman with a car stuck in the snow. She thought that I was there to help her. I wasn't of course, but that didn't matter as she had her boyfriend on his way to help. I went on my way, but she was super thankful for "checking on her", even though I did absolutely nothing. Later on a guy with a dog gave me a weird look, even though me walking in the woods wasn't any weirder than him being there. I don't think I understand people.

No worries. I've never loved anyone.

probably the path I should take too. I think I will give up if my current chance really fails, it's been only 1 but I dont want to be constantly broken anymore. Considering I survive it.

Can you explain what exactly drives you to pursue a relationship? I've always felt like all it does is it wastes your time on another person. I really don't like that. I hate companionship, I hate interaction. You always have to compromise so that the other person gets something out of it too. I just see no point.

The only reason I see to pursue a relationship is to satisfy society's expectations. And there's nothing that I hate more than doing that.

Hi, Eyeball-chan!!!!!

Hello there friendo. As much as I like posting her, I should really stop spamming her so much. For someone who hates tripfagging, it makes me a bit of a hypocrite.

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I know what you mean by that, I don't even experience that though, I just keep to myself, no matter who they may be, I don't really care about most people. For example to much of their voices will make me tired, really tired, people are so alien

You always felt something, but you never have experienced it, you would probably be talking differently if you have.

And how do you go about experiencing it? People are selfish, myself included. They'll always just want something from me. To control me. They crave it. Doesn't the power to control the fates of others sound super attractive? Sometimes I feel like going out of my way to destroy other people's lives just because. But I have neither the means nor would it bring me any satisfaction in the end.

Normies won't admit it, but they worship powerful people even if they're cruel to them. Makes no sense, but I suppose it's well deserved then. Some people in my country worship the likes of Stalin and Hitler even if we only suffered under them. The human mind makes no sense. We're so expendable to a level that's almost comedic. At least I know my worth - nothing. So how can I then care for others when they only bring the same in a relationship.

Sorry for the schizo post. I don't know what this was. Maybe I've finally lost it completely.

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so you are telling me you never want to hear someone say that he loves you, that he is here for you. To hold hands with said person and say nice things to each other while cuddling... I wish to do that one day.. so much

Not really. I don't think I've ever even told my mother that I love her.