Just expect nothing from the world around you

this post was made by the kikes to demoralize us further btw. dont listen to this avatarfag tranny

I really doubt it ever will, but thanks.
I wish. At least then I'd have a clear purpose.

How do I do this? I'm sick of having my heart destroyed and disappointing myself and others.

I was thinking of taking happy pills, and some finasteride to kill my sex drive and then just play games until I die. I hate the feeling of wanting to love/be loved and not being able to ever have it.

It's not something you can do on a whim, you have to develop it over time. Listen into your stream of thoughts. Understand their meaning and purge the useless ones. That being the majority of them. Then you'll be able to maintain your focus on only a few important things. But of course I don't know your exact situation so I'm not sure how helpful this is to you. Personally, I'm quite apathetic to other people naturally, so that helps.

I end up caring too much about other people to the point where it harms me ;_;

You just have to remember that they don't care about you nearly as much. They can't possibly, as they're too caught up in their daily struggles.

I know they can't, but I dunno, I still end up caring and then I have my own daily struggles. Nobody really loves me outside of my family and never will, I always wanted it though. I guess I have a mentality of "be good, help others, and good things will come your way." But they haven't, and yet I still waste time with other people. I hate it.

tfw no mentally ill 2d waifu to be a shut in with

user, even if you were to gain love from others, it's a fleeting emotion. You can always lose it, in fact you are almost certain to lose it. You must learn to be alone, as ultimately that's how you'll always be. No amount of human contact will remedy this.

I've achieved this and I wouldn't recommend it honestly. It has benefits but it's like killing a part of your brain. I don't expect anything from anyone so it's very hard to find a motive to talk to people, which is fine in my personal life because I can e tertain myself perfectly fine, but not for everything else (it's straining to keep a platonic relationship with coworkers). Once this one wrings me up I should look into getting a job where I work alone most likely.

It's tough because I've always believed in love and grew up wanting a loving happy family like most people. I read lots of romance stuff and am very moved by it.

I know you're right though, we are all alone. It's not worth trying. My brain is so fucked right now. I was going to just chemically numb it with anti depressants and other things.

In what way does having a platonic relationship strain you? If your mind is truly free, you should be able to create all the necessary responses to keep whatever relationships you deem are needed. If not, then just abandon those relationships as they are useless.
But that should be liberating, user. You should no longer feel the pressure to achieve this vague goal. You can still pursue it if you desire so, but this time on your own accord, not just because it's supposed to be a cure to all of your unhappiness.

>In what way does having a platonic relationship strain you?
If your mind is truly free, you should be able to create all the necessary responses to keep whatever relationships you deem are needed.

True, and this creation process is not effort-free. That's straining.
When I get home, the first thing I do is taking a nap because I'm fucking exhausted every time.

>If not, then just abandon those relationships as they are useless.

I'll abandon them when I abandon this job. A couple months at worst.

Good on you, user. Keep going. It will only get easier with time.

this isn't a cope its a smart strategy to be more powerful. literally nothing can bring me down

stop posting this fucking waifu before i make porn edits of it

That's not a nice thing to do.

Why don't you just print the image out and cum on it like a normal person would the post?

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Hey user, glad to see you're still out there, I was getting kind of worried.

I'm doing this but I have to work. I'm doing a shitty soul crushing job but I barely have to interact with people. The problem is my it can disappear any time and I don't think I can find something else.

I don't intend to shit on OP, but he's so depressed and lonely, that he makes threads like these all the time for some attention.

You really shouldn't, it's useless to you.
Let it crush your soul completely. You'll have nothing to lose then.
I will soon liberate myself. I just hope you all can do the same.

Nah user, you're a pretty cool dude, even if you're sick in the head, you shouldn't do it, you do have people who care about you, even if it dosen't seem like it.

>but he's so depressed and lonely, that he makes threads like these all the time for some attention.
I'm fully aware. I stop by for most of the threads he makes, although I don't always respond.
he's cute in a weird, fucked up way. I dunno why, the way he acts and responds is just very odd and interesting to me.
I can't imagine why he doesn't try to get some friends, at least online, to talk to. Jow Forums isn't exactly a great place to find engaging conversation.

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>you do have people who care about you, even if it dosen't seem like it.
Aww, come on, user. Now you make me look like a real attention seeking faggot hehe. I'm just here to elevate the level of discourse on Jow Forums and maybe convert a few people to my pseudo-nihilistic cult. :^)

I can't search for friends, user. That's a simply repulsive idea. They'd only entangle me and force me to be partly responsible for their emotions. With you guys there are no strings attached. We're all just disposable boxes of text.

>force me to be partly responsible for their emotions.
>force
don't think so, you can't be forced into responsibility for something like emotions. unless you just, actually care about the person or something, in which case that's on you, not them. maybe that's what you meant, if so, then your wording was very misleading
I'm just a bit worried that without friends or similar, you may one day do the deed, user.

Well that's the thing, I don't really care about the person. And it's not something I came up with to be edgy. I was always like that. I've never even told my mother that I love her.

>I've never even told my mother that I love her.
Aww, now that's just really sad.

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Don't worry, user, it doesn't really bother me. While she's hardworking and tough, her inability to detach herself from the outside world, from the people trying to manipulate her has caused her much hardship.