>be me, bpd girl >kissless virgin and never had an irl bf because im so terrible >if i get a favorite person and they imply theyre interested in someone else or make me jealous somehow i just completely lose it and have this terrible meltdown where all i can think about is self harm/suicide/etc and with todays culture with relationships, its impossible for me to find a nice boy IRL who won't do these things/have side chicks
you r9k incel boys are so perfect for me, i wish i could meet one of you irl.
in my experience when you actually find a meaningful relationship all the urge to manipulate and be a horrible person will go away
you just gotta make yourself to try to approach these sorts of things in a healthy way, and not try to force them by manipulating and doing other shady shit
people can tolerate a lot of awful behaviors if they care about someone, im sure there's someone out there that could accept you for who you are and not just do it out of sheer desperation like 70% of this board
i believe in you robot
Jeremiah Davis
Why are personality disorders so damn cmmon?
Jaxon Allen
because boomers are absolutely terrible parents
Samuel Scott
I'm a horrible, emotionally manipulative person with no inner life who dated a girl with bpd and constantly lied to her about how much I loved her. You have a slightly annoying disorder that ultimately just needs validation and therapy. You deserve better than me and the hooting subhuman chuds on this board. C'mon user.
i adore this girl at my school and every time i hang out with her i feel like shit afterwards because i get worried she doesnt like me back even though she acts like it
Levi Russell
I can understand why a person would have trust issues when it comes to relationships these days. I'm sure you're a nice girl, I hope you find somebody who will treat you right.
Hudson Gomez
holy fuck why is everyone so nice to an obv af attention whore?
Xavier Barnes
Why did you do that to her though? maybe you had a personal justification? maybe you just wanted to love her even though you didn't, or you just didn't want to hurt her?
Carson Peterson
holy fuck how can anyone stand being nice and understanding to another human being
fuck off you subhuman piece of shit
Nathan Rogers
anyone else confused with this post
Jacob Green
i think you gotta put some emphasis on subhuman to understand it
Asher Mitchell
because bpd girls deserve hugs
Jaxson Scott
stfu, you really think she cares about us? jfl
Jaxon Smith
im sure she does like you though user, she wouldnt fake it just to hurt you realistically. i know its scary but its usually not like that
i hope this is the case. and i realize now that you're right, plenty of people will just do things out of sheer desperation without actually truly loving or caring about me which leads to relationships ending quick/trust issues further forming.
In this instance, "Attention whoring" just means wanting validation and reassurance. There's nothing wrong with that. I can't fault somebody for wanting to feel better about themselves.
There are far worse ways that women seek attention, making a post about her mental issues on an anonymous imageboard is okay.
That would just be rationalizing my bad behavior without confronting it. Which is basically what being a bpd girl and saying "I'm a horrible emotionally manipulative person uwu" is.
Sebastian Flores
Legit everytime a foid makes a post like this 10 cucks come here and literally do everything to make her feel better lmfao
Aiden Morris
if this was a dude (which, I mean c'mon, this is) I'd do the same thing if he wasn't a fulminant whiny retard like you.
Asher Garcia
What the hell...
OP, I don't care whether you have bpd or are just a catfish, I'll talk to you anyway.
Discord is Prince781#7327
Jason Stewart
you are very rude and aggressive for someone that claims to be a compassionate and understanding human bean
Alexander Phillips
you sound a bit familiar, did you ever go by 'prince' before with a slightly different username?
Easton Morales
I'm sure you'd be such a nice guy, lmao
Michael Reyes
No. Who do I remind you of?
Christopher Price
>and literally do everything to make her feel better
I hope it works
Kevin Jenkins
Ive encountered enough catfish to know this is 100% bullshit. Women do not exist on the internet.
Why would you hope it doesn't work? It feels nice to make people feel better.
Joshua Cox
how do you retards become this bitter? im honestly curious
Oliver Taylor
because we have never tasted pussy juice. you get bitter if you don't taste pussy juice
Elijah Butler
We can't have a nice board because people like you come in and complain about literally fucking everything. Someone posts about something that happened to them? You'll whinge about how it's a "nice blog post" or something. Someone talks about their feelings? They're "attention whoring." I feel no impulse to be nice to you because you're an anonymous poster on an imageboard, an NPC that just comes in and takes a fat greasy shit on people's conversations.
Benjamin Fisher
we all have our own reasons. as a girl with diagnosed bpd i feel disgusted at how men fetishize this debilitating disorder and fall for this bait every single time.
Cooper Sanchez
Would you mind dating me OP idc if you have bpd ngl @OP
why would anyone fetishize such a basic bitch "disorder"? It's just a trend lmao
Isaiah Sanders
you think i tried to help her out of fetishizing it? i did it as a fellow bpd user, i woulda done the same shit if it was a dude.
i dont understand the fixation this board has with blowing everything out of proportion just cause the op might be a girl, you fuckers are retarded, migrate to Jow Forums or some other cesspool and stay there.
Jordan Ross
Excellent b8, sage very, very, very ORIGINAL, unlike OP's b8
Caleb Wilson
>another bpd girl comes in to steal the original bpd girls attention with false accusations lmao
Jackson Brooks
stop being so angery fucking virgin
Nathaniel Stewart
pretty much every woman in my family has bpd so i know the deal, i'm just used to it. i don't know if that's fetishizing it or not, just being honest.
Evan Green
>Tfw in middle of a bpd shitfit >tfw praying I have enough benzos to last the new course I start on monday
Breakdowns have really bad timing :')
David Ortiz
>fetishize Fuck you. Not everything I do is motivated by sexual desire.
Connor Ortiz
>tfw got taken off benzos and all i want is to have them back
anti psychotics and anti depressants dont do shit
James Williams
I lie out my ass to get the amount of benzos that I do to be fair. Have you tried lamotrogine at all?
Kevin Richardson
nah, so far i've been on risperidone, quetiapine, sertraline, clonazepam and bupropion
i'm not gonna be able to get benzos again any time soon cause the doctors know im extremely suicidal and they think i would try to kill myself with them
Justin Perry
Your doctors are stupid because benzos are often incredibly OD proof. A couple of months ago I came through an OD of 200mg of lorazepam (standard dose is 1mg) and was discharged the same day. I'm prescribed them BECAUSE of my history of overdose
I really really recommend lamotrogine, it's a mood stabiliser, originally developed for treating epilepsy but now used for bipolar and bpd. It's worked wonders for me. It doesn't deaden me like a zombie or change my personality, it just makes the extremes less frequent. Instead of a blind range you might just get irritated
Cameron Young
i'll suggest it to my psychiatrist then, thanks for the info robot
and yeah last time i oded i was at the hospital with a girl that had oded on a shitton of clonazepam and all they gave her was activated charcoal to flush it out, didnt even have to get her stomach pumped
meanwhile i was stuck taking the antidote for the shit i took which was the most disgusting and vile shit i've ever tasted every 4 hours, i wanted to fucking die
Levi Jenkins
R9k, in its own way, actually led me to be diagnosed BPD so I like to give back. So yw
Camden Allen
tfw no bpd gf to comfort
Jacob Rogers
are you me? I also have bpd and its ruining my current relationship. I obsess over him love bomb him etc. one time we were talking and I asked him if he finds other girls attractive or hot etc because I dont think that about guys and he said he does. even though he used to imply he didnt. but he says he only wants me. now whenever I see a girl thats prettier than me I get so upset that sometimes ill ignore him. It doesnt help that he browses Jow Forums and it really doesnt help with the recent camgirl ads. i hate that he is my favorite person and i love him because theres just some things that i cant accept about him, about guys.
Henry Collins
lmfao faggot I got all the Robloxian bitches back in my day
He cheating on you ho. You should cut him next time you see him.
Grayson Price
Let me remove your virginity lassie
Joshua Perez
You in Vancouver, BC?
Ethan Rogers
guys on here are worse. they all orbit or try to orbit tons of girls, have a history of camming with random girls online, and I would bet a handful of those girls were underaged becauese girls lie on Jow Forums and omegle or whatever. guys on here are so desperate and opportunistic they contactfag every female on here every chance they get. that means they are less likely to worship you because they have specific standards and live in fantasyland. if they do worship you they are worshipping other girls too because thats just their needy ass personality. welcome to the 2019. the robot bf seems perfect but they arent. that cute shy guy that seems like a robot but has a life going for him is a better bet. he wont be lowering himself to this level. t. jaded borderline girl
Grayson Howard
what makes you say that? originaho
Jeremiah Jones
if you're so worried about this then make sure his balls are always drained and he doesn't get bored of your pussy.
Matthew Miller
Add me on discord sweetie, lets talk i will be your cute shy bf.
Vampire#8371
Oliver Bennett
yea i dont orbit any of the dumb bitches that post on here. i probably do have a needy personality though, mostly because i've been starved of female contact for my entire life, so i don't know what you want me to do about that other than be some fake stoic try hard.
Ryder Scott
you're really a step above all the other mongol orbiters in this place aren't you user
Lucas Rogers
im a wizard neet loser, so nope
Asher Hill
I've found that SPD and BPD fit together super well in a relationship.
Dated a gril diagnosed Borderline for a few years. Since my (lack of) reaction didn't encourage her episodic behavior, she'd return to baseline rather than get in a feedback loop and go off.
Also on the occasions she said/did stupid shit, I didn't take it personally, so the relationship would continue. Also also, all the freak sex-violence she was into from unresolved trauma from previous risktaking-behavior-gone-awry wasn't a problem.
Benjamin Evans
Hey I just wanted to mention that I dislike how you by talking about orbiting reminded me of a femanon who I hope is doing well even though they gave me a pity softened rejection, which has chained into me being mentally wide awake, which would normally be fine if I didn't have to go to another state in 4 hours.
I can empathize with people that have BPD, because I understand what it's like to not really have a lot of control over the severity of your emotions. It's the psychology behind the decision making which puts me off. Even when you have someone whole heartedly caring for you, saying they love you every day you still care more about the opinions of people that hate you and love those that would do you harm more than the person who loves you. I can't abide by that, I could never love somebody who was just a firecracker waiting to go off in my hand. I don't think that you don't deserve relationships, but you should at least get serious therapy before you start dating people just so you at least make a concerted effort not to destroy their lives.
Joshua Brooks
>bpd girl >kissless virgin
Nice LARP, but it is a well known fact that all bpd girls are some of the biggest sluts.
Aiden Cox
It's practically impossible to get diagnosed with BPD without having been in a relationship, half of the diagnostic criteria involves being in a relationship and BPDs are extremely unlikely to seek treatment without being made to by their partner.
When a BPD says they're a virgin, it's part of a persona they're using to attract a specific kind of man. BPDs prey on white knights/saviors and a sad lonely virgin girl is extremely attractive to that kind of man.
I know because I have BPD(or had, I no longer meet the criteria) and know plenty of women with the disorder from therapy. If you are ever talking to a girl and she tells you she has BPD, you should immediately cut contact.
Owen Jenkins
man i sure wish i could meet girls like you in real life (the idealized version of what i think you are). also i can relate to the obsessive behavior but i'd never lash out on someone i love
Christopher Anderson
idealizing truly the shittiest personality disorder out there
i thank god constantly i have avpd and not psychotic empty bpd
if you know you are ill get help you fucking idiot
Leo Bennett
That's because no sane man will stick their dick in crazy tho
Jaxon Morgan
>you r9k incel boys are so perfect for me, i wish i could meet one of you irl.
Said no girl ever
Easton Mitchell
what did you do too 02??
Jayden Kelly
if she is she's probably ugly as fuck thats why no one wants her irl. Calims to have bpd, i bet your ass she self-diagnosed herself because apparently having mental illness is so quirky and cute nowadays. Of course you'd find one of those posting on r9k. bpd people are just selfish fucks who dump their insecurity and bitterness on others. Pathetic. Before you all come whiteknighting. I'm also a cute girl uwu why dont you all give me some attention instead of this thot who doesnt even admit being a thot. at least i know im aware . post your discord i'll add you user let me see some robot dicks. e pic .....
Are you at least medicated? I don't usually advocate for pills (got fucked up by medication as a kid), but BPD absolutely does require them.
Kayden Hall
There isn't medication for BPD. It isn't like depression where you have a chemical imbalance in your brain, it's a personality disorder which just means that something is deeply and fundamentally wrong with them. No amount of medication can cure it, but DBT can help them manage the symptoms if they're willing to stick with it.
Benjamin Gutierrez
That's what I mean, I know personality disorders can't be cured.