when did you decide to give up and just say fuck it?
When did you decide to give up and just say fuck it?
Brendan has won. he's UNJUSTED now
Just recently actually. Fuck it man, I'll just focus on myself. If I cant get a gf or friends then oh well as long as I got money.
>cousin is much older than me
>look up to him
>eventually he becomes and adult and a wageslave
>eventually tells me that wageslavery and women are a joke
>I was about 16 at the time
Right then and there
2013ish i'd say. yes
what's leading you to that user?
any reason why? got a story?
what was the cause?
I was really high on mxe and watching The Big Lebowski and I thought to myself, I could be this guy, fine then so it is, I will no longer give two fucks. One of the best moments in my life, just completely letting go of all desires
All I need is myself and my future career. Studying engineering. No friends in uni and all my high school friends were horrible. No gf but mostly volcel because I'm pretty picky (dont care about stacies)
Your cousin is based and redpilled.
One day I was sitting in class and realized my life was headed nowhere and that all this effort was for nothing. Gonna kill myself within the next few months so now I'm going to do nothing I guess, maybe enjoy the cool things I like before I blow my brains out
If I had even a small source of passive income I would go full NEET. $400 a week and I'd never do anything again, just be a constantly tipsy layabout.
man i wish i could do that but i still get lingering thoughts about wanting a family
i feel the same dating is a huge pain in the ass and most girls are pretty garbage sadly i don't have high standards either
i agree
man don't kill yourself there may not be much to keep your drive going but one thing i know for sure is it's better to stick around for the shit show than try to commit an hero and have regret
oh do you work atm and would rather be NEET?
> my teenage years
> I knew shit wasn't going to go right for me
>still get lingering thoughts about wanting a family
My approach to that is if I find the right woman, okay I'll go for it, but most likely outcome being not why let that desire drag you down
how exactly did you know it was over?
i dunno user i feel like every man wants to be a father at some point in his life but then if you end up being single and a loser for a long time maybe it's nt meant to be and it's better to just move on...
I've known for a long time I'd die alone. Mentally I've given up but I don't behave like it. If we actually gave up wouldn't we kill ourselves or go and have a dangerous adventure in Somalia or something?
i think i'm just now coming to terms with the reality i will die alone i mean we all die alone in the end but i mean really living my entire life alone and then literally dying alone...it's rough man...an adventure could be fun
i dropped out of hs, i'm a failure compared to my brother and i'm a wagecuck.
i gave up a long time ago
at least you're are out there though so that's something right?
i guess it is user, i guess it is.
>If we actually gave up wouldn't we kill ourselves or go and have a dangerous adventure in Somalia or something?
Some people do in fact get to that point. I think that's just the next phase.