So, i followed the normies advice >got myself together >went to a psychiatrist and to therapy > went back to college and finished it >got a job >worked out and got fit >got friends and a social circle >finally got my first gf at the age of 26
Still, none of this makes me feel anything like joy, happiness or fulfilled . I still feel as miserable and dead inside as always, i would say even more, and can't stop thinking of killing myself all the time. I've told my doctors about it and my therapist, but they say i just have to put more effort in. I've changed medications a few times, still, none of them work. Don't really care about my "friends" or my social circle, but i still try my best and put myself out there with them, they do not know about this side of me. Not even my GF. Talking about her...I don't feel anything special about it, actually, it makes me feel even worse because i have to pretend i care about her stuff and shit and all that useless stuff.
At least when i was still a Friendless NEET i was still depressed and miserable, but not like this. This just shows that there are some people who doesn't have a fix to them.
Ah a true robot, controlling himself mechanically, giving the appearance of life but actually being nothing more than wires and a metal shell, can't give any advice as I'm in the same boat minus the success other than "try not to die"
People really don't understand what it's like, kinda like how people who've never been in a actual fight not taking things seriously, women in particular
How did you get the gf this is what I want to know
Samuel Bell
>I've told my doctors about it and my therapist, but they say i just have to put more effort in. sadly user, they can't understand. They're not only normalfags, but well to do normalfags They specialize in treating normalfag problems, not robot problems
Robots are born, not made it's highly unlikely you'll ever be "cured"
Mason Cooper
Well, i've been told i am good looking. I knew some girls have been into me, but i never cared about it or tried to do anything. It's not that hard if you actually get a circle of friends and shit and pretend to have hobbies, interests and do social stuff, eventually there will be some guy or girl that will get interested in you. Believe me. You don't even have to be good looking, i have "friends" who are considered ugly as fuck by normal standards and shit but they still got good looking girlfriends and a few friends and jobs and shit.
It also helps that i am actually not anxious around people or anything like that, since i truly do not care about it. There's that too.
Anyways, if you're just like me and other people in this board, getting a GF or anything of the sort, wont solve shit or your problems.
Kevin Ramirez
if that doesn't make you happy, just do whatever does. Society is not always the best place to be. The fact that you're on here means you wouldn't fit in no matter how hard you tried. Don't stress, go back to being a mess. And buy a weapon too, or some rope, just in case
Sebastian Bailey
"a true robot"
lol.. Has friends, has a gf, has gone to college. Go back to reddi.t you cancerous bitch. Unless you're a neet you don't belong here. saged
Jordan Campbell
that's the shit, i went to therapy and took my meds because i stopped enjoying things, shit i was good at and i liked, like drawing, reading, listening to music or just smoking and having some beers alones.
I can not enjoy anything anymore, it's like everything went wrong little by little inside my brain, now i am left with nothing. That's why i'm thinking of ending it all, if there's nothing to me to enjoy or to do, why even keep going on for another 30 years, or until i get cancer from smoking or a stroke.
There's no point, the only logical thing at this point is to end this useless life of mine.
John Reed
If you really can't stand life that way, and want the past back, take out loans. It doesn't matter if you don't pay them off in time, the interest doesn't affect you. Buy what you want and do what you want. then transfer them to an Irish offshore or something and file for bankruptcy. You can probably do this two or three times before you go to jail for tax evasion. Just drag the first one out for some time and then get into an "accident", then say that cost you everything. if done well, you should make it to retirement pretty soon.
David Thompson
no dude, i dont care about anything. not money, not physical things, a house, a family or whatever. I have nothing i care about anymore. That's the whole point, i just want this to be over and i'm taking hands into the matter very soon.
Oliver Ward
join the military. It's a unique environment where you either find friends, or have a gun next to you at all times anyway, just make sure to hide your depression well.
Caleb Sullivan
>I have nothing i care about anymore. fuck that's amazing you can go do anything you want now, no more worries about what people think or finances
go backpacking across asia or go fight in Africa or something
Nathan Hughes
I said that because despite having friends, a girlfriend, higher education he admits to not caring about it or anything else, the problem isn't with the situation it's him and apparently cannot be fixed
Connor Robinson
I never got a real gf, but went on a few dates with girls I met online. All it took was 3 years of working out 3x a week, a degree from a top 100 university in the world, and having a job with a 75k salary. It wasn't worth it, I wish I had just bought a van and bummed around with my life instead
Andrew Lee
Why join the military to make some friends when i have them already? it wont change jack shit.
that's like the worse advice ever.
Easton Adams
Been here user. It doesn't get better. As long as you accept it, you're fine. Realize life has its ups and downs, and that it never will be a fully upward or downward trend. ... Depression is incurable but you have to fool yourself into thinking life is worth living to actually live like normies. I constantly used to wonder what others are thinking, how these 50k people in my Uni delude themselves into living like everything is fine.
I wish someone takes my thoughts from me. I'm all alone with this shitty brain I have.
Ayden Hall
However. I'd advise you tell your gf this. Instead of venting here... Perhaps you will find something meaningful from her?
I don't wish to inconvenience anyone when I leave, I want to make decisions for myself and not impact others into it, alright?
Adrian King
Search for meaning. Material things are vain and never make anyone happy. If you're looking for happiness, develop a heroin addiction. What you need is meaning. So find out whats meaningful to you and then pursue it
Benjamin Evans
OP is most likely wh*te and therefore never had a problem getting women to begin with.
Ryan Sanders
Im not white, i'm brown
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.
Christian Gomez
How did it take you guys so long? I'm a turbo neet and have had a gf since I was 19. I just got a haircut and used online dating for a couple months. You absolutely do not need to be successful or educated to get a girlfriend. Most unemployed people are in relationships and actually have more children than those that are rich and educated
Caleb Garcia
shut up faggot normie. if you don't understand that even you could acquire those things if you force yourself and fake it, then you're literally an NPC that sees in black and white. just neck yourself already if you're that miserable. its so easy to "fake it till you make it". NPCs are so predictable. I wish I could go back and become a NPC. At least I wouldn't be self aware or care, like an animal. for me its like something clicked when in my teenage years and ive never been the same since. i'm 30 now, there's no going back. no matter how hard you try. no amount of drugs, prescribed anti-psychotics or illegal hallucinogenics, can reset me. At this point my only hope is to get dementia. no point in suicide, literal normie answer. we have this one life. we are here to suffer.
Brandon Parker
>getting a GF or anything of the sort, wont solve shit or your problems
This, it makes your current problems worse and when it fails get ready for the pain train.
William Martin
Being a normie cannot be earned. It can only be lost. Once you lose it you cannot recover it. The emotional trauma, perspective shift, unspoken thoughts, they all add up. Your only triumph is the ability to look the normie in the eye like a war veteran looks into the eyes of a child and smile, knowing that such innocence is so fragile.
Eli Carter
can't sleep and i am drunk, plus hungry but there's nothing to eat, i have to get groceries.
Elijah Reyes
Because you are lacking purpose in life. Practice meditation daily. Do a thorough research on psychedelics, including interactions with your prescription meds, and make an informed choice for yourself.
Asher Richardson
I know what you're talking about. I actually stopped before fully achieving those goals (no gf, and not really a "social circle" but a few friends), because I realize that's not what I wanted. I just don't like this stuff, it makes me feel trapped. Solitude is actually much better. You're not the first robot to confirm what I already understood intuitively: there are some robots who are just incompatible with the normie way of living. Nothing is ever going to fix that. The best thing you can do is think about the best life you can possibly live, and then do what you can to achieve that life. For me, it means being a NEET, and I'll keep being a NEET for as long as materially possible. I'm free to do (and, just as importantly, NOT do) what I want, I'm isolated from the external world, (which used to be exhausting, but now is just empty and uninteresting), I spend time reading, I play the guitar, I'm trying to learn piano, stuff like that... It's a pretty good life, I quite like it, much more than the usual "productive member of society" garbage. I don't know for how long it can go on, but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it, I don't worry about the future at all, it just doesn't matter at this point. Good luck, I guess.
The normie life is a scam. it's terrible. only normies can put up with it. Wow can't wait to have a miserable marriage and work a 9 to 5 job everyday for the rest of my life. How can anyone do this without being dead inside and basically losing what makes them human?
