How do i go deeper? i want more than cat scratches but i feel like im gonna fuck up and end up in the hospital

Because you dont cut deep at all. Just keep baby cutting then when you get over your le depression phase and continue your normie life you wont have any permanent scars

>i tried my thighs and they barely bled
you are clearly too afraid of hurting yourself so just stop

You're just doing it for attention and it's so fucking obvious. Don't hurt yourself if you don't like it. Just stick to punching yourself. It's easy, and only leaves temporary bruises.

Stop being an edgy retard

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>it just satisfies me more
Yeah because you know people will see it. Attention seeking normal

i dont want people seeing it? i dont want people noticing me in the first place

>cuts arms
>I dont want people seeing it

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I just dont believe you but carry on

This. Unless you're 13 years old emo girl this is retarded and edgy try hard

im just looking for a coping mechanism ig, therapy doesnt help, i dont know what to do at this point

>i dont know what to do at this point
drugs

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Either actually cut yourself or find a different way to cope, this is pathetic

do some drugs
I'm on 40mg vicodin rn and can confirm I do not feel bad

Unironically this. Drugs are the perfect choice for any self-hating robot. They are deeply pleasurable while still being detrimental.

how to do drugs if i still live with my parents?

I thought the time of stupid attention begging emo kids had passed.

...by doing the drugs and not getting caught?

where do i get drugs? can't use a dnm because they always look through my packages

This entire thread reminds why I hate everyone and anyone.

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sigh, me too

Use serrated blades... They work like a charm

What are you listening to as you cut?

When I was like 16 I cut my wrists to red and dying evening by Alesana.

mainly wristmeetrazor and seeyouspacecowboy because im a edgy fag

op is a huge pussy but all cutting is for attention

post a pic of ur butt since u are dont care mode anyways

just hide it on your thigh
and use something sharp, your blade will get dull after 10 cuts or so

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not if you cut on your hip/thigh

thats where the real OG sad bois cut growing up

where are some other good places to cut? i know some people do it all over

why do u do dis? originioziolio

family issues, pain craving, and self loathing

what u mean good places?
the idea with hip and thight is just that it isnt visible, thats what i did when i was a kid. or go arm if you want pity or want ppl to know you hate yourself or something but there are much better ways of going about that

the chest, across the breastplate
it feels unreal because the bone is so close to the surface

do you want someone to talk or vent to about shit you cant tell your friends?

dont do this shit OP, stick with the hip if u have to, its really for the best

i cut my thigh up a bit, thanks for the advice from those of you who actually took it seriously.

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its mainly family issues i cant do anything about, its hard for me to verbalize my issues too so i dont talk about it much and therapy didnt help because of that

you're welcome user
what are you using?

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a faggot pencil sharpener, i want a box cutter but the only one i found was rusty and i dont want a infection,

alright man. well my disc is Clark#0143 if you want someone to talk to about shit. im gonna fall asleep soon but if you add me ill hit you up tomorrow

okay, ill add you, sleep well,

you niggers need to stop scarring yourselves and get some help

tried getting help already, its just a coping mechanism for most of us.

Is it American culture to scratch your arm with a needle to signal mummy that you feel sad today?

Quit cutting your arm and start cutting some of that bodyfat. Go to the gym, the pain of working out is infinitely more rewarding than the pain of 13 year old edgelord-tier self harm.

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In a fucking robot I don't know where to go to get drugs. Sure as shit not gonna go out looking g for sketch niggers to give my money to advice?

Wrist cry ofc

nice try fit
originally

I was in this exact situation a couple years ago, I just want to help another robot out. While I'm still a DYEL myself, lifting really does help, and it's certainly a healthier coping mechanism for stress/depression/other mental health issues than self-harm. Think of it this way: which form of self-injury is better, slicing your wrists open or actually doing something to build yourself up? The burn is the same (in fact, I've found that the burn of working out is much more than self-harm if you're doing it right), but the end result greatly differs.
If you want to do something besides working out to cultivate discipline, bring pleasure, and overall improve your life, try meditation instead. Tai chi and yoga are great alternatives as well, being essentially a form of moving meditation/soft exercise.

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well im a skeleton, i need to eat more if i wanted to work out but i have no motivation to do so

It's been 2 hours now. If you haven't bled out then let's see your gory deep cuts OP.

You don't need to do anything but work out in order to work out. Excuses and empty words get you nowhere, but willpower and action does.
Motivation isn't what you need, discipline is.

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I want to get Jow Forums but then I start with push-ups and want to die because I can't fucking get past 15. The only time I really tried I also did squats in between pushing myself on push-ups and for the next week my legs would collapse if I fully extended them without moving for longer than like 30 seconds. And my arms were atrophied and shaky. I know technically that's progress and I know that's just a sign I need to be more patient. But it seems like trying to fill a bottomless pit with water. After all the work I did I'm still a weak faggot with no aspirations
Part of me is asking for advice part of me is wishing you gone. I'll take either honestly

No fucking platitudes please

>Use serrated blades.
This. I use a pearing knife and drag the jagged part over. I switched to a razor and it wasn't the same.

What you need is sharper tools my friend.

would a box cutter work? i might be able to find a non rusty one, but i heard you might cut too deep and need stitches

Just buy some razor blades at the drugstore.

Stop being a faggot op

Oregano

If you have enough elastic, paper towels, gluee/staples your fine. You shouldn't be cutting yourself if you can't 1. Repair a wound & 2. Conceive of a way to repair one that may be more than a 'I want attention cut'

15 pushups is pretty good for a beginner. When I started, I could only do about 5 per set. Think about it, though: is only a half-hour or so really that much time to set aside for cultivating your physical health? It's that, or continue wasting away and atrophying further, until that 15 pushups you can do becomes 10, and then 5, and eventually 0. I suggest focusing solely on the sensations of exercising whilst doing so, you might find the result to be interesting; the Buddhists actually call this awareness of the present "Sati", roughly translating to mindfulness, and have been using it to cultivate mental strength/discipline (albeit through different means than physical exercise) for centuries.
The only reason you want me gone is because I'm telling you things as they are -- I hate to spout off another platitude, but the truth hurts. Let your desire to stop being a "weak faggot", as you call yourself, drive you to become something greater. I believe in you, user.
Platitudes are used so commonly for a reason; if you bothered applying them to your life, you might realize that there's some truth to them.

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Fuck you now I'm crying

okay well. where should i start with no equipment and too scared to go to the gym

I don't hate platitudes because I don't think they hold any value. I hate platitudes because I think they're a shitty way of motivation. I hate them cause they're what normal fags use. I appreciate the advice and everything. I do. I'm just telling you why I said no platitudes. At the end of the day I hold most all the answers to my problems I just have no motivation. Or at least no lasting motivation. Which I think is why while working out is great for depression; it isn't used very often. I hate the state of my body and always want to work out; but become apathetic when I try and don't do it

I'll try, and I'll try what you said. Again, just telling you the way I see it/ giving you more context as to why people might be like me

use rope instead
oregano

Fairly sure even if u cut to the bone u won't need to go.
Basically, press the knife or whatever and drag it across your skin, continue pressing it down until you're done.

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fuck off, whiteknight. go die alone

its down the road not across the street. if he wants to do it and really leave an impact thats how you go about it.

Not sure what you're using to inflict the cuts but it won't be enough if you hold back when you strike. I've only done the self harm thing a couple times but it was for being pissed at myself for always allowing me to become complacent. I don't think it helped any and now I have some very hideous scars on my person because I'm autistic and did them on the outside of my arm. Don't continue user, always fight the struggle

Disinfect that wound, bandage it, and destroy yourself with alcoholism instead, like the rest of us.

Faggot.

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More pressure and faster
Use something sharp, not a kitchen knife or something

just grab something red hot

how do i go deeper?

>be actually mentally ill
>be extremely drunk
>have safety razors (wilkinson sword ones are good)
>go fast, lots of pressure

or just like don't cut, not worth it overall

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You can easily go deeper. Just keep cutting in the same place and you'll go deeper. Also notice that once you are through the first layer of skin you'll not really feel any pain anymore so be a bit careful.

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