VALENTINES DAY EDITION LETTER THREAD

Sometimes when I close my eyes I feel like a train

Fucking zozzle

Dearest R,

You fucking bitch. Give me a straight forward answer already or I am just going to ghost you. Seriously, you are not worth me wondering whether you will get back to me or not. It has been 2 weeks and still, nothing. What the fuck!? You are alone this Valentines and so am I gave you an opportunity to go out and you give me this MAYBE shit. Do you want to go out or not? Either tell me no or get your shit together and say yes.

I am sorry. Please love me. I want you so much. :(

K

dear B

it's me again, i'm sorry. i just can't stop. pretending that you're actually reading all those letters is addictive.
i got a heart-shaped lollipop at the grocery store today. the cashier had short blue hair and she was really nice and kind. you would like her for sure.
recently i've come to the conclusion (finally) that it's actually better for me not to talk to you anymore. even though it's clearly my fault that we don't talk and i even asked for it many times, i'm probably lucky it is that way now. cause i'm pretty sure i would kill myself if we started talking again. this would destroy me. being away from you, being trapped here, in my body and my brain, would kill me in months. i would go back to drugs again and slowly go straight into hell. knowing that you don't want to know me helps me bear with my loneliness - i just know that it's pointless to kill myself when nobody's watching. so i can just float on and see what comes next. and if i die, i die. it's not my choice anymore.
and maybe - maybe one day i'll get over you. who knows. i just have to live, right? is that what you want me to do?
i still remember all those times we were asking each other what would we do if we stopped talking. all the answers were always 'well i would just cherish our sweet memories' and stuff like that. makes me laugh now. i know it does make a lot of sense. but i forgot how to believe in stuff that makes sense after months when i was telling myself everyday that you'll answer if i wrote to you. but you didn't. and you won't.

happy valentine's day. i miss you still. i will always miss you.

yours faithfully

L (j. cz.)

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Lol lmao at your life faggot

Buying girlfriend

How do i get people to write letters to?

Dear L

I don't even know why I asked you out back in june, near the end of the year. I think now that it has to do with us having something in common back then, and me talking to you was a great way to vent my feelings. Now I realize that there was never any connection. I realize that it was better when, instead of saying yes, you said maybe, and then on monday, you finally said no, because it would have all been a lie. I feel stupid that my stupid ass thought I could ask out a cheerleader, and get a yes. So, today after visiting Jow Forums and reading a bunch of posts, I realize that I am happy that I directly stopped talking to you this year, after you ghosted me, and that I started avoiding you entirely. So, in the end, happy valentines day, I say as I sit at my desk, and you, I can see are as lonely as me on this day, but unlike you, I feel fine. Happy valentines day, L, glad I don't miss you.

M
You're cute, I want you to be my valentine
and uh
maybe some other things too
-E

Dear M,

It's been a while but there's still some feelings for you lingering in me. I don't understand why they're there. I know your like every roastie I've made the mistake of have feelings for, but something about you is special and I can't quite put my finger on it.
Happy Valentine's Day,
C

You're* oops

J,

Happy Valentine's Day even if you are in love with another woman.

-A

My ideas turned out to be worthless, just like me, so now I'm going to kill myself. I know this is hard for all of you to hear, but please be strong and don't cry for me.

Fall in love with somebody and not be able to be with them, bonus points if they're from here

Dear Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuwvxyz

No games, no chances either.
You gave me something atleast.
Words. Some atleast.
Better than nothing I guess.
Will ~they~ like this metatextual mess?
Who (you) knows?
Still hoping for Erato, like I told to some during autumn.
Give more words and I'll jump straight to the wilderness

-Jno wait what was the right letter again

I wonder how Kanye and Shlomo dicks taste like haha. I would like to taste them as a joke haha.

To,
femanon reading this

when I can't hold you in my arms,
I'll hold you with my heart

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Hey budwho chooses not to bother with women like me

Hope you're enjoying your day
Playing any new games?

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But how would i get to know that person in the first place is the problem.

You won't laugh anymore when you're dying because of the brain tumour I implanted in your head.

I want to wish you that your date goes terrible and she forgets about you. But I want you to be happy and I hope it goes well with her and you get along. I wish I could have seen you Smith, I don't think you'll come see me if you get together.
I like you.

D,
I love you

Dear G
I miss you; you were and still am one of my closest friends. I hope you're still alive and come back one day. But even if you don't return, I sincerely hope the rest of your existance is only full of happiness.
I regret being so absent now, but I honestly just am a forgetfully hermit-like person. Anyways, even though it's only been a year since we've last spoke, I hope it's not the last time.
Sincerely, a friend of the past

That's funny, years ago my crush wrote I love you as a valentines card and when I got around to getting the courage to ask her she just ignored me after. Pro tip, if a woman says she loves you don't trust it as they change their minds on a whim even if they believe in what they are doing they change their mind just like that.

or maybe you should have asked her sooner instead of making her wait. she's not gonna wait if you show no interest. she's not gonna make herself suffer like that. she'll psychologically kill you inside of her and move on. :)

Happy Valentine's Day!

youtu.be/GnwoXZOgkac

Blackshtbgf

Now here you go again
You say you want your freedom
Well, who am I to keep you down?
It's only right that you should
Play the way you feel it

But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering
What you had
And what you lost...
And what you had...
And what you lost

(Oooooh)

Oh, thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Say, women...they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know
You'll know

Now here I go again, I see, the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It's only me
Who wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you'd like to sell?
Dreams of loneliness...
Like a heartbeat drives you mad...
In the stillness of remembering
What you had
And what you lost...
What you had...
Ooh, what you lost

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Women, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know

Oh, thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Say women, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know
You'll know
You will know
Oh, oh, oh you'll know

Dear Jimmy,
I almost asked her out today
almost
I just couldn't, Jim. You know how I am with people. I just freeze up and don't know what to do with myself. I walked up to her, I was this close to asking her, but I didn't. I might tomorrow, but you know how it is.
I really need some Mary Jane, Jim. I know I quit, but I just feel so empty inside. I just feel so alone.
Jimmy, please come back home. I know you're in North Carolina, I know you got a deal to do, but I need you, man. I need you.
S.

A
I barely know you, but I am not confident to actually start a conversation despite the fact that there have been multiple times where the opportunity has presented itself. As you are in many of my classes, I could have started a conversation without it seeming strange at all if I had done it right. In fact, in these situations I often find myself purposefully ignoring you even when we are only two feet away from each other for reasons inexplicable even to myself. It might be because I always sense a slight element of disinterest from you and I can never really gauge your emotions like I might be able to with other people. It might be that I would not want to intrude on you, or that if I did talk to you and you turned out to have no feeling at all towards me and no interest in talking to me it would destroy my current life's object. \Despite my lack of knowledge about your personality other than that you seem friendly and somewhat shy when talking to others, I still have an obsession that I have felt before towards others like you, and though I know that this obsession is a function of physical proximity, I cannot seem to shake it, and the landscape of my life has completely changed with you as its object despite you possibly knowing nothing, feeling nothing, and never thinking about me. If I had to give an analogous feeling, it would be like watching a loved young loved child, such as a younger sibling, from behind a one way glass, in that you are emotionally connected but since they cannot see you it will always be a one way connection, but at least if I was behind glass I could take a good long look at you rather than just stealing glances.
W

Goose knows that feel

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Dear [Redacted],
I know you think i hate you.
I know you probably hate me.
And thats ok because i deserve it.
But Ive liked you since the beginning.
But Im always afraid of having any emotional feelings for anyone because i feel worthless and disgusting.
So push everyone away.
Including you.
I am just scared.
And extremely shy.
I have a horrible past.
And everyone ive ever cared for has tried to hurt me.
i dont know how to love
I dont know what it means to be loved
I am pathetic and deeply immature.
And im a total freak and you arent attracted to me in the slightest.
Thats ok. .
Honestly, it is.
I never expected you would be.
Im sorry.
I wish we could be friends.
I wish you could forgive me.
but I understand if you dont.

>user that is too much of a pussy to ID themselves, even minorly, because im not sure if you use image boards or not.

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A

Please exit my brain forever

R

I thought I was your Valentine ;_;

GIVE ME MY FUCKING MEDICATIONS THEN.

PROVE THAT SHIT.

LOVE IS A VERB. LOVE IS A DOING WORD.

So love me. Help ease my suffering.

oh shit today is valentines day. That explains it.

I totally forgot.

lol, hope they kept the receipts.

to e,

youtube.com/watch?v=jIRznt1CFiM

Did I really mean so little to you? I just wanted to love you and thought you loved me, too. I'm a fool, but I will be a fool no longer - I will give up on you, on us. Goodbye, sweetheart.

I severed your relationship. But I am not regretful. Such a man did not deserve a sexual deviant prone to infidelity.
Have fun being tied up in a nihilistic downward spiral of your own doing. I'm sure that it was all worth it. Buy a dog.

K-
How could I mean so little to you? Why must you insult me and torture me all the time?

Z,
Even though I don't really trust you that much, I miss talking to you. It's probably because I don't really talk to people that often anyways and the loneliness is killing me.
B

Get me present next year and don't ignore me like you did this Valentine's Day.

Z here, I don't trust anyone either

people who write Os like the deserve to dies jesus christ

What did you say about me you little shill? I will erase you from the afterlife and your mother will die in her sleep tonight from a brain tumour.

Do your parents know that you are mentally challenged or have you not been tested yet?

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Are you together?

Yes, for over a year. I'd like to feel appreciated.

Sorry, another letter.
Now's a good time.
Like seriously.
The letters.
Shuffle them and give me words.

You have to be able to tell him what you want otherwise your relationship will fail.

Yeah I'm listening, and thinking about what I had.

Nope. Still don't miss it. All he added to my life was insecurity.

I'd feel weird demanding a gift. I want him to choose to give it to me. It really is the thought that counts and if I tell him to do it then it's not his thought. Do you think that's wrong? I've never been in a relationship before.

you're probably a nice person user(not likely i'm the person you're talking to but take what you can get faggot)

>get me what I want without me telling you what it is
Fucking women man.

Dear N,

I spent time with you after class, finally went to your apartment and kissed you. It was lovely, too bad I'm awkward with my emotions and whenever you would flirt or ask me if I liked you id reply with "I dunno". I'm just not very open with my emotions, with anyone. I don't want to push you away with how stand-off-ish I am, but it is probably what will happen. I enjoy spending time with you regardless and hope we continue to get to know each other...

Happy Valentine's day,
R

I mean any kind of gesture would be nice. Most men know to get their gf flowers or a card or something on Valentine's Day. He also didn't get me anything for my birthday or Christmas, does that really need to be pointed out to someone? Am I being retarded for thinking it's normal? I bought him gifts on those days.

I'm not retarded, but you will soon be after you get a brain tumour.

Seeing how you have the need to name yourself on an anonymous chinese knitting forum just shows that you don't know what you're doing.

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Trolololololol

(Origiginal)

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Thank you for the words mr. divine-intervention.
I'd better mention you in the credits.
And don't worry.
You definitely were the person I was talking to.
Hope you find the one you are talking to though.

I am God and deserve to be the treated as such. If you don't aknowledge me as God then you're a filthy kike shill who deserves to be erased from the afterlife.

You should have been upset and told him you weren't okay with him not getting you presents when you got him some, and that you'd like there to be mutual and expected gift exchanging on holidays.

Dear O,
I'm really sorry. Could we at least be friends still? You were my only friend.

Dear Bitch,

You owe me some serious fucking cash for having to help dig you out of your shit heap of life and try to polish a turd into a diamond, only for us to mutually get tired of each other's shit, but you have an added benefit of leaving shortly after to another state with someone else.
Hope your Valentine's Day sucks ass, stuck broke as hell in a shitty state with someone I know you hate; next time you try talking to me for sympathy through my attempts to ghost you, I'll be sure to give you the bill and leave it at that until I see those dollars.

Dear Bitch #2,

What can I say besides this- go fuck yourself sideways! I found you as a whiny emo high school student with daddy issues when we were both about to graduate and helped nurture you into something better and more confident (basically encouraging you to be where you are today), not only for you to betray me, but soon after attempt to ignore and put everything I did for you out of your mind like I never even existed.
Sure, you still tried to go the friend route, but I must have reminded you of the entitled whiny daddy issues teen you were, so you were desperate to leave those memories and myself by the wayside. I hope you get into a quickie marriage with the shitty "actor" or whoever you're seeing now and the inevitable divorce breaks you to the point of becoming a fucking cat lady.

Dear Self,

Hopefully after all these years and these screw-ups, you learned never to chase after a broken woman with the illusion that you can fix her-because once she gets fixed, she'll up and leave you, making all your efforts worth shit. Have a drink on me, try to get Jow Forums to make up for being fucking short, and find a solid woman that's worth a damn rather than projects- although in this day and age, good luck with that needle in a haystack hunting. Keep up the 'don't give a fuck' attitude and don't let the past break you, at least not too much.

-M

>you definitely were the person i was talking to
now i'm scared, who are you?

I dont have anyone to write to you bastards

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ikr lmao this board is cancer

Do you remember that poem I wrote? It was my favorite poem. I can't remember it anymore. My mind broke, and my memory was erased. I really wish I could remember that poem.

i am going to write a very special letter for a very special person tonight
dear a:

you tortured me for over an entire year in all the ways i was most vulnerable. i hate that im on speaking terms with you. you poisoned me. you wormed your way into my mind and made me believe that i was always in the wrong, that it was always me at fault. you could do no harm, of course. if i slipped up, i got screamed at. if i said the wrong thing, i got a shitty attitude and had to deal with it. and it poisoned me. i carried it over into my next relationship. at the end of the day, i cant shift blame onto you--i have to own up to my own doings. but god do i feel hatred for what you did and how utterly guiltless you feel. you were never able to understand the negative effect on me, the crassness in your voice and malice in your words. if there's one thing that i wont forget, it's how you practically begged me to be in an open relationship so you could go out and "get your release". fuck you for making me fall in love with someone that planned to trap me in that situation all along. you broke up with me right before a party and begged for me back the very next day. you're a disgusting human.

i realize how vitrolic and unhelpful this all is. but on a lonely valentines night, it feels good to get these words off my chest. if i can claim but one small victory for myself, it's that i was the one who finally ended things between us, and i can gladly say that there isnt an ounce of feeling left in me for you. i can only think of disgust.

yours,
c

Post your poetry once more

What did you do to O user

O wouldn't you like to know?

J,

I know that half the time you dont even want to talk to me or even ackknowlegde me but i still want to know if you will ever love me like i feel like you a perfect but then again i can always be wrong but i just want to know if it is right or not

T,

come back to me one day. i really truly believe that we can work our problems out and be happy again.

NH.

I don't give a shit about how you feel about me and your newfound extreme sociopathy. You gave me the best time of my life. So fuck you. But you're also the only person I've ever loved. You might not have felt the same. You might think I'm pathetic for feeling that way. Asking me to marry you might have been a fucking joke. And it probably was. But the hatred I feel for you because of that is separate from the things you showed me that I otherwise would not have known, and the fact you gave me a quasi-real chance.
I fucking love you, dude. There's no way out of it for me. I know it's in the past and I don't care. I don't want it to be in the present. I like remembering you more.
Happy valentine's day
I know you have a new gf now, and I hope she's who you deserve. But she is not the diamond who shines in the sky with you. I am, in spite of all of my bullshit. I am. You know it as well as I do, and that's why you still communicate with me, however hateful it may be, even after all that happened.
Even if it's just something in my head, I'm grateful for having known you, because no one will ever love me like you did.
-R

Please, never give up.

Dear me from this time last year,

We fucking did it again. This year I worked a 12 hour day so I'd be too tired to feel bad, and it sort of worked.

Also, the first Violent Soho album is the best. If only you'd listened to it earlier.

Love, you a year later

C, I never get you out of my mind and it worries me a lot.
Congrats, you won me over.
I will never admit this to you unless it was before I commit seppuku.

It hurts me a lot to be in love with someone as bubbly, as energetic, and as edgy as you. I will never catch your eye, so I don't understand why I still think of what we could've been.

It's been tough, and sometimes I finally forget you, but deeper down, a part of you reminds me you were there, and it just keeps me in a loop I shouldn't be in.
It sucks.

Dear H

It's another Valentine's Day and I'm sure you're having a blast somewhere else. You could be staying at your own house drinking away whatever Sorrows you have, I don't date with another guy, I don't know if it was a girl, composing, come to watch that show with someone you really like, and most of all something that I wouldn't know about. You never made me feel like a fuck up, even though you probably should have. There's nothing worse than whatever people like to thank my wasted Talent is.

I had a dream the other night and I wasn't exactly sure what it was about. All I know is I woke up sobbing and I never did that around you. I like to think I never would, but in the predicament we're in, the chance of finding out would be unlikely to say the least.

I don't know how many times I can say I'm sorry that I didn't jump at the chance, for stability, for love, for sanctity, for any of it. I don't know how to say it because I know I can't make the amends to do so. So in place of that I wish you the best and that's all I can do.

Dear V:

I love you, I really do. I love how you love me, I love how you used to hold me and how we used to kiss. I will never forget you. You were my first everything. You are a wonderful human being and I want to see you bloom and be happy. I know you will. I know we're not together even though I have forgiven you, but your mental health and happiness is more important than our relationship. Please remember, if anything happens you can count on me.

When you come back I'll still be here

Please don't forget me, I won't forget you

Sincerely, F.

If I never give up on her I'll die alone having never found a partner.

I unironically erased you from my afterlife for trying to posit yourself as me. As well I made arrangements for your worthless family to burn in Hell for all eternity

youre talking to yourself

It has been 3 years.
You will not even remember my name anymore.
On this year's Valentine's day, I decided to forget you completely if I had no message from you.
And after all, you have proved to me that you are intimate relationship with that person.
I will be able to find someone other than you.
I have been waiting for opportunities to forget you forever. I was not happy since I met you.

But I can give up everything with this.
Goodbye.

put your hand in mine
you know that i want to be with you all the time

Cry harder shill. No one can emulate me

This is how easy it is to kill all the shills

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And then this happens

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>And after all, you have proved to me that you are intimate relationship with that person.
Proved how? You're just being insecure. Also you could have just as easily sent a Valentine's message; you're not innocent here. Your best bet is to talk this over with them.

he needs to be the victim though because he's an innocent puppy and nothing that happens in his life is ever his fault

I want you in my life. I want you to be a part of my life. I don't just want to be friends. If we have to move into separate houses, so be it. But I want you.

I'll make you my wife given time. But I guess time is an issue to you. Or probably more so, lack of action. I don't know how to find happiness myself. I'm trying to figure it out. But at the moment it's all I know. It makes me happy to make others happy. Even at the sacrifice of myself. I just want to see my friend smile.

Maybe that's a serious flaw. Maybe it's something I'm trying to work on. Maybe I'm doing all of this for you and when it comes down to it I'll be lucky to escape my habit of being a servant. I don't know. I'm aware of it at least? Fuck. I don't know. All I want is the freedom to love you again.

I want your help I guess. I don't know. The independence is good for us both.

Fucking hate myself sometimes. I wish I could just get over it. But my heart grows fonder every day we're apart. Ugh, rip it out.

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