Let's just get a casual talking thread going

i like primus

>applied for a job at my school library
>my past experience being a library aide for a high school
>not even a phone call
It's not fair desu

When I was a junior in high school I was trying hard to find a job
a really nice gas station was opening up near me and I applied there through the online form.
I got a call during class and asked them if I could call back after school to which they said yes. When I called back no one would pick up.
I wanted the job so bad because it was in walking distance of my house and it was a nice looking gas station so I walked there after school in the Texas heat instead of busing home to go talk to them in person. I opened the door and they were still in the works of putting the store together, so they told me they weren't officially established yet. I told them they had called me over the phone and they employee went and got the manager. The manager came back and told me that when I applied online it informed every nearby gas station of the same brand about my application, and that I had received a call elsewhere. I was so distraught. On my way out the door the manager stopped me and asked for my name. When she did, I was so sure I at least got an interview because she asked for my name. I never received any call from them. On my way home walking back the first gas station called me and he told me which location they were for and I couldn't do that one reasonably. I applied to the same gas station a few weeks later and still didn't get an interview. They later hired someone I knew from school who failed a grade but it's probably because he knows Spanish. Man I'm sad.

I went to the gym a week or two ago and got pinned because my arms gave out during a bench press

>telling myself I would change this semester
>starting to get burned out on the video games I have already played a bunch so I can focus on school
>Apex drops
fug

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>always thought I was somewhat attractive at the very least average
>blame all my loneliness on being shy since I never talked to anybody around me
>tell myself I will try online dating when I finish University
>basically procrastinating
>decide fuck it and try Tinder
>barely match with anybody and the few people I do match with are marginally less attractive than I thought they would be
>embarrass myself In a couple of convos
>completely destroyed my self esteem
>finally see that the things r9k has been saying after finally leaving my comfort zone
>to make things worse I am in my 4th year of University in Comp Sci so I will likely not be around any women my age in the foreseeable future
I just want to end it, all my motivation for anything lost and I am not even that unattractive. Some of my mates where dealt a way worse card than I was genetically

Looking for work right now and found a place that is doing a hiring event.
Should I send an email now (2:30AM) or wait until morning? I feel like if I send it now they will see the time it was sent and then think I am not responsible because I stay up so late

Do it in the morning

>had really nice hair that people
>got comments on it and a random girl touched my hair once in high school because she said it looked so soft (not a trap btw)
>receding hairline at 17
Fuck dude
i just get my head shaved now

>when your brothers fucking faggot friends ask you to turn off the audiobook for My Twisted World

Are you okay, user? Are your brother's friends okay?

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Lay in bed but without clothes