Im poor

It seems like im being punished by a higher lifeform, everything in my life goes wrong for some reason.
Weird thing is that ive never felt depressed or suicidal..I just keep on going for some reason

My life felt like that for basically ever too, still does.

Have you got lung cancer?

My cancer is getting cured but it huts to walk due to it being in my feet

Nope, because the magnets were used correctly there.
My cancer is mostly on my palms and feet

I have cancer in other parts of my body too but its embarassing to talk about

Has it improved a little bit?

I can see things I can possibly do to improve my life situation but I have virtually no hope in them and can't manage to force myself to do them, there's finally a light at the end of the tunnel but I'm fairly sure it's just a mirage.

What do you need to do to improve & what are your problems ?

Why do you care so much? It's weird and I'm not used to it.
I guess what I need is to feel good and have energy, to have more money and be confident I can earn money myself and know how to and to be able to enjoy anything and lift myself out of my depression and apathy.
I also need to lose weight, I told myself I would never get fat like my parents and I've slipped into being overweight over time due to emotional eating (chocolate for mood) and losing my former main mode of exercise.

Every time I have some sort of hope or try and claw my way out of my situation, something goes wrong and it all falls apart, I had an exercise routine and a different diet some time ago that I tried and had hope in until I ran into worrying signs of bad health and reverted to my previous diet and lost all momentum, I had a job at amazon that I was going to try but I just couldn't keep up or do it properly, those are just the recent things I guess.
It's not as bad as it is for a lot of people, or for OP, but it's my own personal prison and I don't know if I'll ever escape it.

>Why do you care so much? It's weird and I'm not used to it.
Im bored and I like to think I could meet someone here and help each other improve our lives but it never happens

>I guess what I need is to feel good and have energy, to have more money and be confident I can earn money myself and know how to and to be able to enjoy anything and lift myself out of my depression and apathy.
I also need to lose weight, I told myself I would never get fat like my parents and I've slipped into being overweight over time due to emotional eating (chocolate for mood) and losing my former main mode of exercise.

Depression can really hold you back and getting rid of it is key, what do you think its the cause of it?

The cause is probably no hope, no goals, no positive feedback loop running.
It might also be from a lack of personal fulfillment, from how how far removed from a normal life I am or maybe due to inflammation or something?
I've just had depression on and off since 11, I also overindulge in basically everything I enjoy to try and make myself feel better and it just drains away all fun from everything.

I don't have a very meaningful or well balanced life. And if you wanna communicate somewhere else, you could drop some form of contact or something and I'd be up for it.
I might go to the store to get more ice cream to help with my mood soon, I'd like to avoid doing so but there's just a point where I can't get anything done if I don't have something.

Do you really have cancer?
Or is it just to get some more (you).

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got a contact? i'll talk with you a bit if i feel like it

I do have cancer
Yes but what is the reason you want to talk to me?
I dont have much to say besides what I posted

i'm bored
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