Who were your parents hoping to have as a son?

Have you figured out the type of man your parents were expecting?

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I always wonder if my parents are disappointed at how I turned out. But at the same time they can't have expected that much because I am based on their genes, which aren't exactly Chad and Stacy material.

Parents disappointed in me.
I don't even know why.
What do you expect?
Im just a college student.


Both parents have a dead end job.

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Same situation and conclusion here.
My dad NAILED his life in the 70s and 80s Wolf of wall street style, but in this day and age he can't compete with algorithm quantum investing. The 2000s and recessions really messed him up.
He looks at his neet son whom he was too busy to raise and feels shame and hides him from everyone he's met.
Post 2000s, our genes from the 1900s can't keep up.

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Oh yeah to answer your question.

My mom wants me to be a momas boy.
I stopped taking any advice she gives me.
I gotta listen to myself for once.
She thinks she knows everything.
She just doesn't have a supportive personality, she wants things to be done her way.

Keeps telling me to drop out of college and to change my course.
Tells me who needs gym, just do pushups at home you will make it.

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>dead end jobs
When my mom talks about her retirement many years away, and how she needs to also sell her house to be secure by then, I feel this existential sickness. She didn't have to be reduced to this. Goddamn.

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>mother and father get knocked up on accident
>already had an accident baby, both agree to abort me
>grandmother steps in and stops that shit since they were living in her basement at the time
>mother induces my birth a week early "because I didn't want to have a kid on Christmas"
>father is a long distance truck driver, mother has countless affairs, both agree to divorce countless times
>never happens
>during all of this I am juggled between various family members usually for the whole length of the day, really only at home to play video games or sleep
>all family activities my mother fights with my father and walks off with my older brother, father tries to entertain me but eventually I just start wandering around where-ever we are until it's time to go home
>other brother beats me and verbally abuses me daily to the point of tears, mother says "I didn't see who started it so nobody is in trouble" every time
>flashforward to today
>21 year old assistant grocery manager, pull 32k per year
>haven't spoken to my brother since 2012 (we still live in the same house)
>father says he considers himself a failure for how I turned out (am buying a house next year, bought my own car, going through college debt free on scholarships, 750+ credit score)
>have no relationship to my mother, can't recall the last time we made eye contact
The good part about them wanting to abort me is that they had no expectations for me. When I move out I doubt we'll see each other for years at a time, if at all.
I'm changing all three of my name's when I get married.
I'm entirely apathetic towards them all.

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I was an accident, they treated me like anything I would do would detriment their lifestyle, happiness, social status, or safety so they mostly locked me up from the world. As I grew older and realized how fucked my life was and complained to them they got mad and told me I'm worthless compared to all other kids and I should work to get them money so they can one day have a mansion. Any single idea I had was stupid and dangerous, any emotion was complaining and baggage they didn't want to deal with to the point of yelling at me or hitting me to get me to stop.

My parents want for me to be happy no matter what i do. I've failed at this.

you seem to be doing pretty good. i stock at a grocery store but am pretty dumb so wont be able to move up or anything. good on you for making it

no fucking idea
they definitely didn't care enough to help me learn basic skills or how to do well in school

My parents either wanted me to be the most beta of beta providers ever or they wanted me to be a girl, I don't think they were prepared to have a son at all, honestly.
They wanted me to be some sweet, understanding, soft, weak nice guy who let's everyone else trample over him and is a living convenience to everyone but himself.

to hell with my parents.
>mom was a lot at work
>when she was home she'd be angry and blame us for her having to work
>her waking up or coming home meant someone was getting yelled at for something trivial
>dad had us for two weeks then he'd work offshore for 4 weeks
>first week was fun because he was more relaxed and let us grow by ourselves
>second weeks was shit because he'd get moody like mom
>would constantly berate us on how having kids is a waste of time
>told us we were supposed to be stains on the blanket
if i had more normal parents i might have been more normal myself.

lol they didn't think that far ahead. they just shat out kids and dumped them into the world. i truly believe there should be some type of test that you need to pass to have kids, specifically to eliminate shitty parents like my own from breeding.

It's mostly just additional paperwork and accountability for the shift.

I have no idea what they want/wanted me to be, I couldnt care less. all i know is i'm not who I want myself to be

>My parents want for me to be happy no matter what i do. I've failed at this.
This is what my mom wants for me
But I think my dad is really ashamed for me. He has this brother who is probably on the spectrum (never diagnosed, no one gave a fuck back then) but my dad and his other brothers bullied him for being weird and still cant handle him. He once said I was gonna end up as him and I said "yeah probably" and I really saw him get mad and dissapointed.
thanks for reading my blog.

Hows your weird uncle doing?

He basically lives a hermit life in his house with atleast 35 clocks on the wall. He cant cook and buys all his food or lives from leftover food from family gatherings.

>I'm becoming this

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When I was a kid, I once angered my mom to the point where she demanded to know why I wasn't more like my cousin.

Guess she was right to wish I was more like my cousin. My cousin is the same age as me, but he's married, got a house, a car, a job, a group of friends, et cetera.

tell her to be more like your cousins mom

Too late. Closer to 30 than I am to 20 at this point. I'm fucked for life.

My dad once told me that before I was born, all he wished for me is that I wasn't retarded, and it was a relief for him to know that I was born healthy.

Joke is on him tho, I might not be retarded but I'm not a half as productive or functional as a down's syndrome, so I might as well be. It's funny too cause I always had great grades and I'm in the top 1% of my country's equivalent to SAT. If anything, I'm pretty bright.

There is such a thing as being too bright. Trust me.

I haven't figured it out, but I could give two shits less about what my parents wanted. Would rather figure out my own style of manliness, and I've took steps to make that happen.

I'm a man because I face adversity head on with a joke to tell right after. I'll have my emotions get the best of me every once in a while, but that's okay.

I know, I am a fucking retard in all areas of life except answering tests. If life was a contest of achieving objectivably measurable values I'd excel at it, alas it's not.

>le smart but lazy amiright guise? xD
Shut the fuck up. Smart, intelligent individuals recognize the steps necessary to thrive in life.
You literally cannot be smart while lazy because smart people recognize why they shouldn't be lazy and are able to motivate themselves THROUGH THEIR INTELLIGENCE

You are just the same envious retard that gets mad every time someone talks positively about their own intelligence. If I say I'm a dumbfuck, no one cares, some relate. If I say I'm intelligent tho people get butthurt.
This is not IRL, I have no reason to lie. People have high IQ, get over it. My life still blows. I'm not even lazy.

>I'm smart but my life sucks :(
If you were actually smart you'd be able to make yourself happy you stupid fucking retard

>parents are still paying off their student loans

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Oh my parents made it very clear what they wanted and how obvious it was that I did not measure up. They wanted an athlete who would later join the military. In my dad's own words: "I wanted a son who wins trophies and medals."

Just because I'm good at analyzing shit and solving problems doesnt mean that I have the cure for everything. I hate my friends, my family and the world around me and every breath I take is filled with suffering and misery. I loathe the air I breathe and the food I eat. Being good at answering sheets can't fix that.
>inb4 go to therapy

Did he have a lot of trophies and medals? Were you his only son?