everybody here is worthy of love and affection (most importantly their own), everybody here needs to forgive themselves and let go of past experiences that have hurt them and others. get out and breathe, feel the sun on your skin and know that better days are coming even if for not it just means to keep going for another day, another hour. allow yourself to feel. Open yourself for happiness, and stop looking at everything through the lenses of cynicism and self deprecation. youve been hurt before, but closing yourself from the world, not allowing yourself to be vulnerable will not save you. only love will. love yourself, love your neighbor, love the people who wronged you. open your hands and hearts even if you are scared. be brave wen youre feeling afraid. we all will die but for now we will live.
Everybody here is worthy of love and affection (most importantly their own)...
very nice post user, i like it alot, i think there needs to be more posts like this on Jow Forums
here's your (you)
I hate everyone, including myself, and no amount of sunshine, rainbows and drugs will ever fix that.
and why is that user? asking originally ofc
No idea, I've been bitter since I can remember. I blamed it on shit that I got fixed and then nothing changed, and at this point I'm at a loss of external shit to blame. I guess I just am a deeply hateful person.
well thats kinda vague. do u wanna talk about it? maybe it helps
Thank you for the positive message OP. It's nice to see someone care about others the way you do.
No faggot I've talked about it 9000 times. I just wanna express the anger the OP evokes on me cause I tried the whole go out, have fun, make friends, fuck girls thing many times and not only it did not help, but it made everything worse.
thank you two. I hope youll live long and happy lives in peace.
I wish I could help and say something reassuring, but I feel like youre in a place at the moment where that would only infuriate you further. I still hope you will find the strength to let go of your pain and go forward with hope.
Great words, words I never heard before. I was about to off myself but you told me to love myself and now here I am, completely accepting myself for what I am and loving who I turned out to be! Wohooooo! Fucking retard.
I dont want help. I'm tired of people trying to help. Fuck off, my burdens are mine alone, stop trying so hard to be a good person. I dont mean just you I mean everyone that's "always there for you bro". If I wanted help I'd seek it.
Its not about finding words no one has ever heard before but saying them at the right time to the right person. Im sorry if what i wrote didnt appeal to you, maybe it seemed to generalized for you to relate to it. If you want to talk about anything Id be more than happy to.
Plenty of people say things like they don't want help, but it can be helpful to them even if they don't realize it in the present moment, especially if they don't want it. It's only until afterwards that they make such a realization. Perhaps this is you?
Also, I don't think anyone here is trying to be anything. They may genuinely care.
It doesnt matter if they geniunely care, I did so much shit in hopes of becoming happier that only made things worse, that this kind of shit pisses me off. Not only cause personal experience but if you are a loner, a friendless shut in with nothing going, it is for a reason. People who are like that and try to change will most likely just suffer.
Enjoy the lack of sun and human warmth if you can, robots, cause there's nothing better for you out there.
this post reeks of shitty person who just fucked their partner over in a relationship really bad.
No. You aren't worthy of love. You aren't "deserving" of shit. You work for it and you get what you put in. That goes for whores like you as well as men.
People like this always ignore the fuck out of you when you're actually going through shit. "I'm here bro" is such a shallow meaningless statement all it does is transfer their own guilt from them back to you , which is a shitty fucking thing to do. If they cared they would reach out.
user how do you forgive yourself if your bad life situation is a direct result of you being a shitty person? If I'm being honest, I'm pretty sure I deserve my misery. Probably all of it, if not then at least most of it.
thanks for speaking up for me dude
yeah anyways idk for how much longer ill be around so im just gonna drop my discord here. if theres somebody who feels like talking like somebody might even help them the tiniest bit please reach out
corbynms #0408
I think that there comes a point in your life where you understand what youve done and how that affected others and yourself. And youll feel horrible because of it. Like the worst person in the world. Ive been there, and you need that phase so that you can better yourself. That realization will help you moving forward to not repeat your mistakes, make youll repeat them anyways. People are flawed. You are flawed and so is everybody else. Thats why its important to be forgiving. Forgive yourself, even if it takes a while and then try again. youll get through this.
nah, the world doesn't want me
Literally every time I allowed myself to become vulnerable I have been taken advantage. STFU and get your bait out of here.
I can understand that you guys have heard all this before from people who didn't mean it or took advantage of you, and you all have reason to be distrustful and skeptical. But I feel OP is making a genuine effort to reach out to anyone. He even put his discord out there.
Sorry that you have all heard this before from less genuine people or people who only cared about putting on airs or did it for themselves. You didn't deserve that.