Borderline Personality Disorder

>Borderline Personality Disorder
>Convinced myself I was trans because my boyfriend had a trap fetish
>Took HRT to make him like me
>HRT worsens my emotional instability
>He gets fed up with the self-harm/suicidal ideation and dumps me
>Completely alone and socially isolated
>Now a deformed chimera creature no one could ever love
>Don't fit into any category and dating pool is basically non-existent
>Want to sperg out whenever a stranger calls me miss

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>boyfriend


Take your mental illness out of here normie scum

The worst thing is I don't even think I'm gay or that I was attracted to him, I just fall for anyone who is kind to me.

>Convinced myself I was trans because my boyfriend had a trap fetish
you're fucking dumb is your problem

you identify as a boy, or...?I mean here you are posting what appears to be an image of a sad girl

Wow user it's almost like I have an unclear or shifting self-image and make frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment.

It's an image, do you identify as a sad frog man?

I have abandonment issues too and I've never taken hormones or "convinced" myself of what I'm not. You're a fucking retard falling for a shitty meme that didn't exist 5 years ago.

I'd abandon you too, you're an ass.

no, but you sort of dodged the question

Not really, was trying to say that I think I identify as a boy and the picture is meaningless. I'm more of a freak at this point than anything else though.

> I just fall for anyone who is kind to me.

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I don't think I genuinely care for other people as people, just what they represent. I want someone who isn't a total piece of shit to like me so that I can feel like I'm not a total piece of shit.

>I don't think I genuinely care for other people as people, just what they represent.
not sure what that means. give me insight

I've fallen in love with every single person who was nice enough to be my friend. You're hitting home hard for me.

I'm empty inside and want to latch onto another person so I can feel like I have value. The person themselves doesn't actually matter, just that they aren't a loser and they like me.

>I don't think I genuinely care for other people as people
why not?

Hello pls be in southern us

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I'm close, post your discord.

You know HRT is reversible right?

Your a boy stop being stupid.

Sincerely Dad.

So your fucking dumb. Glad we cleared that up.

I took it for 3 years at a relatively young age. I'll never look the same I would have if I hadn't taken it and I'll never get rid of my moobs.

Mastahmongo#5751

gyno surgery and a shit ton of roids and take the harsh DHT derivitives like Masterone , Anavar , Test E , Superdrol etc

>I'll never get rid of my moobs.
they got surgery for that tho